第一句
如果我们之间有1000步的距离
你只要跨出第1步
我就会朝你的方向走其余的999步
第二句
通常愿意留下来跟你争吵的人
才是真正爱你的人
第三句
付出真心 才会得到真心
却也可能伤得彻底
保持距离 就能保护自己
却也注定永远寂寞
第四句
有时候 不是对方不在乎你
而是你把对方看得太重
第五句
朋友就是把你看透了 还能喜欢你的人
第六句
就算是believe 中间也藏了一个lie
第七句
真正的好朋友
并不是在一起就有聊不完的话题
而是在一起 就算不说话
也不会感到尴尬
第八句
没有一百分的另一半
只有五十分的两个人
第九句
为你的难过而快乐的 是敌人
为你的快乐而快乐的 是朋友
为你的难过而难过的
就是那些 该放进心里的人
第十句
冷漠 有时候并不是无情
只是一种避免被伤害的工具
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Monday, December 29, 2008
Tagged by fish fish =="
Tagged by fish fish~
第一: 被点者请在自己的BLOG里写下答案
第二: 请传另外十位的人
第三: 传阅人‘请在于这十位当中斗留言版’ 告知他(她) 被点名了..
第四: 这当中的十位的人‘不得拒绝’
第五: 被点者‘请注明被谁点了’ 在哪接到‘在传给下十位’
第六: 这些被点名者’ 你们被点会得到祝福‘并且愿望会实现’ 也会得到幸福.^^‘
幸福套餐^开始咯!!^^
幸福套餐 NO。1♥
01 你的绰号 : Blues89
02 年龄 : 19
03 生日 : 9th Apr
04 星座 : Aries
05 兴趣 : Games,animes?
06 专长 : =,=" Dunno wor...
幸福套餐 NO。2♥
01 你有没有喜欢的人? : Who knows...
02 是否在交往? : No wor...Haiz..Single life...
03 现在幸福吗? : Ok ok lor...Dont k much xD
04 如果上天给你勇气，最想做什么事? : Er...Do everything I cant do before?
05 如果有天，你爱的人跟你告白的话? : Wa...Str8 accept lo~
幸福套餐 NO。3♥
01 点你的人是: Jin May
02 他是你的 : Secondary schoolmate...Alwaz in better class than me..:'(
03 他的个性? : Not really know lor..Seldom talk with her...Or never?Haiz..
04 认识他多久? : Fingers can count all =="
05 你觉得他怎样? : Er...Good good girl kua...lolx...
06 你想对他说什么 : Still remember me meh?
幸福套餐 NO。4♥
01 最爱的节目 : TV is antique
02 最爱的音乐 : Almost all...
03 最爱的季节 : Winter ,i wan snow~~ gimme snow~
04 最爱的卡通 : Too many d..XD
05 最爱的人 : This one secret first...Put family as answer can boh?
07 最爱的国家 : Japan
08 最爱的天气 : Rainy days
幸福套餐 NO。5♥
01 如果上天给你三个愿望:
第一个愿望： Jack of all trades,master of all
第二个奢望： more than 24 hours a day xD
第三个梦想： Eternal dreams?Haha...A life full of good memories...
02 你是很专一的人吗 : This question...So hard to answer...LOL!!
03 最深刻的回忆? : Dont have anything special particular...
04 你是个很有信心的人吗? : Depends on what lor..Some some lor...
05 你很爱微笑吗 : Like or not..Yes no maybe ,i dontknow
06 如果你要放弃你现在的生活，你愿意吗 : I talk common sense de...Why wan give up?Give up for?
07 妄想什么样的生活 : No work no study ,money flowing in,spend till cant finish...
08 是否横刀夺爱才是爱 : No...Love is 2 sided wat...
调卷到此结束‘点人者请至于被点者的留言版’ 告知被点名了。请列出于十位被点者：
==" No target la...aiyo..I myself also a bit lazy do tag de haha...
where will so good ask ppl do also...>.<"
Today so special i do tag haha...
Well,thats about all..Wanna go bathe and start with my reports...haiz...
Regards,
Blues89™
第一: 被点者请在自己的BLOG里写下答案
第二: 请传另外十位的人
第三: 传阅人‘请在于这十位当中斗留言版’ 告知他(她) 被点名了..
第四: 这当中的十位的人‘不得拒绝’
第五: 被点者‘请注明被谁点了’ 在哪接到‘在传给下十位’
第六: 这些被点名者’ 你们被点会得到祝福‘并且愿望会实现’ 也会得到幸福.^^‘
幸福套餐^开始咯!!^^
幸福套餐 NO。1♥
01 你的绰号 : Blues89
02 年龄 : 19
03 生日 : 9th Apr
04 星座 : Aries
05 兴趣 : Games,animes?
06 专长 : =,=" Dunno wor...
幸福套餐 NO。2♥
01 你有没有喜欢的人? : Who knows...
02 是否在交往? : No wor...Haiz..Single life...
03 现在幸福吗? : Ok ok lor...Dont k much xD
04 如果上天给你勇气，最想做什么事? : Er...Do everything I cant do before?
05 如果有天，你爱的人跟你告白的话? : Wa...Str8 accept lo~
幸福套餐 NO。3♥
01 点你的人是: Jin May
02 他是你的 : Secondary schoolmate...Alwaz in better class than me..:'(
03 他的个性? : Not really know lor..Seldom talk with her...Or never?Haiz..
04 认识他多久? : Fingers can count all =="
05 你觉得他怎样? : Er...Good good girl kua...lolx...
06 你想对他说什么 : Still remember me meh?
幸福套餐 NO。4♥
01 最爱的节目 : TV is antique
02 最爱的音乐 : Almost all...
03 最爱的季节 : Winter ,i wan snow~~ gimme snow~
04 最爱的卡通 : Too many d..XD
05 最爱的人 : This one secret first...Put family as answer can boh?
07 最爱的国家 : Japan
08 最爱的天气 : Rainy days
幸福套餐 NO。5♥
01 如果上天给你三个愿望:
第一个愿望： Jack of all trades,master of all
第二个奢望： more than 24 hours a day xD
第三个梦想： Eternal dreams?Haha...A life full of good memories...
02 你是很专一的人吗 : This question...So hard to answer...LOL!!
03 最深刻的回忆? : Dont have anything special particular...
04 你是个很有信心的人吗? : Depends on what lor..Some some lor...
05 你很爱微笑吗 : Like or not..Yes no maybe ,i dontknow
06 如果你要放弃你现在的生活，你愿意吗 : I talk common sense de...Why wan give up?Give up for?
07 妄想什么样的生活 : No work no study ,money flowing in,spend till cant finish...
08 是否横刀夺爱才是爱 : No...Love is 2 sided wat...
调卷到此结束‘点人者请至于被点者的留言版’ 告知被点名了。请列出于十位被点者：
==" No target la...aiyo..I myself also a bit lazy do tag de haha...
where will so good ask ppl do also...>.<"
Today so special i do tag haha...
Well,thats about all..Wanna go bathe and start with my reports...haiz...
Regards,
Blues89™
Thursday, December 25, 2008
Back in Kuantan~
Yo...I am back in Kuantan...know la..back here sure want relax ma...haha...
>.<~"the line here is totally.....well....speechless....haha...cant say anything positive about it....
lets talk about my journey~
my bro drove half way frm kl to temerloh there i think when my sis take over the wheel...the most funny thing is..when my sis tried to use the touch n go to pay for the most expensive toll frm kl to ktn....she let go of brake..and the auto car....
=_=" move right up the toll thing..LOL...good experience..and whats fortunate is that...there is nothing broken or whatsoever...at most only a small scracth at the rim there..
when we reach home..we took our baths and rdy for our journey to my church Shalom...
We reached there quite early...And at there we saw many of our old member...at least someone near our age...haha....
The only sad thing is..my fren is having gathering as one of them are having their bday that day the same christmas eve is...
But they nvr actually invited me to it T.T
when one of them does...the time is kinda...too early..as my church starts the dinner at 9.30 and they celebrate it at 9...well.wth...
leave it then...i stay at the church and enjoyed quite a show..
My church youth sketch is alwaz the unbelievable ones...this year they only practised around 3.5 hours...LOL!! they only thought of the idea the day before?!walao...but the response is quite good..2nd floor of my church is FULL!!!
I cant even get a place to even STAND?lolx...they are even ppl standing just to enjoy the shows...
I hvnt get the photos and videos yet...but when i do..i'll see if im free to upload them up...
After that,we went for yamcha after the dinner there...have quite some talk...in tanjung lumpur there de Santai...2nd time there@@"
Well after that also back to own activities le...
THE NEXT DAY~~
Well thats today...today morning i went to hoi yin(just near Teluk Cempedak kuantan beach) with the same church members they all again for brunch<= breakfast + lunch.....
I saw one of my secondary classmate there..but then she...didnt see me....and then she sms say saw me but she was in the car...wth....T.T
ppl pretty d dun remember me liao...haha...
after that becoz its raining,we need to change our plan from beack walking to movies..lolx...
We went to megamall and look for the movies....most of them are malay movies such as cicakman2 brainscan histeria or what...the good thing is we dun hv to book the ticket and there are lots of seats avalable..haha....
We bought the tickets for Australia~~~
then the remaining time,we went to capcom station nearby and have some fun there....i did try my luck in time crisis 2...i know im a bad shooter T.T alwaz game over at 2nd stage..haiz...
then we had a little "lunch" at deli just at first floor there i think...the food and drinks are quite expensive though...haiz....
After that we went for the movie....it lasted for 2.5hours...OMG?!!
=,=" i was holding in for a very long time waiting for the movie to end..lolx..i need the WASHROOM!!!
>.<"!haha...
Well thats all about today...Its quite fun and i had the chance to be at the cinema the 2nd day i went back to my hometown..thats quite good..hehe...
thats about all i'll write...hehe...
Regards,
Blues89™
>.<~"the line here is totally.....well....speechless....haha...cant say anything positive about it....
lets talk about my journey~
my bro drove half way frm kl to temerloh there i think when my sis take over the wheel...the most funny thing is..when my sis tried to use the touch n go to pay for the most expensive toll frm kl to ktn....she let go of brake..and the auto car....
=_=" move right up the toll thing..LOL...good experience..and whats fortunate is that...there is nothing broken or whatsoever...at most only a small scracth at the rim there..
when we reach home..we took our baths and rdy for our journey to my church Shalom...
We reached there quite early...And at there we saw many of our old member...at least someone near our age...haha....
The only sad thing is..my fren is having gathering as one of them are having their bday that day the same christmas eve is...
But they nvr actually invited me to it T.T
when one of them does...the time is kinda...too early..as my church starts the dinner at 9.30 and they celebrate it at 9...well.wth...
leave it then...i stay at the church and enjoyed quite a show..
My church youth sketch is alwaz the unbelievable ones...this year they only practised around 3.5 hours...LOL!! they only thought of the idea the day before?!walao...but the response is quite good..2nd floor of my church is FULL!!!
I cant even get a place to even STAND?lolx...they are even ppl standing just to enjoy the shows...
I hvnt get the photos and videos yet...but when i do..i'll see if im free to upload them up...
After that,we went for yamcha after the dinner there...have quite some talk...in tanjung lumpur there de Santai...2nd time there@@"
Well after that also back to own activities le...
THE NEXT DAY~~
Well thats today...today morning i went to hoi yin(just near Teluk Cempedak kuantan beach) with the same church members they all again for brunch<= breakfast + lunch.....
I saw one of my secondary classmate there..but then she...didnt see me....and then she sms say saw me but she was in the car...wth....T.T
ppl pretty d dun remember me liao...haha...
after that becoz its raining,we need to change our plan from beack walking to movies..lolx...
We went to megamall and look for the movies....most of them are malay movies such as cicakman2 brainscan histeria or what...the good thing is we dun hv to book the ticket and there are lots of seats avalable..haha....
We bought the tickets for Australia~~~
then the remaining time,we went to capcom station nearby and have some fun there....i did try my luck in time crisis 2...i know im a bad shooter T.T alwaz game over at 2nd stage..haiz...
then we had a little "lunch" at deli just at first floor there i think...the food and drinks are quite expensive though...haiz....
After that we went for the movie....it lasted for 2.5hours...OMG?!!
=,=" i was holding in for a very long time waiting for the movie to end..lolx..i need the WASHROOM!!!
>.<"!haha...
Well thats all about today...Its quite fun and i had the chance to be at the cinema the 2nd day i went back to my hometown..thats quite good..hehe...
thats about all i'll write...hehe...
Regards,
Blues89™
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
My dream~
A continuous episode of previous post?@@"~
Haha...It is just about the recent happenings...
I do treat the events earlier as dreams...As i know they wont last long...
Yea i do found out something but...well..thats not my decision to make...
Lets just treat it as a dream lor...I really appreciate the time we have together before this...^^"
Hope eternal dream will really come true ~_~" eternal yume~~
Well..back to normal ba...
anyway...holiday~~i going back kuantan today...until sunday....relax?or start study?
I really wonder what will i do there?
The exam timetable is out and the time is really ....T.T
Why would they put 2 exam after cny~
cant even have a good mood for cny now...HAiz...
~_~" cham lor...
Haiz...class is starting now...T.T" stop here le...
Bye~
Regards,
Blues89™
Haha...It is just about the recent happenings...
I do treat the events earlier as dreams...As i know they wont last long...
Yea i do found out something but...well..thats not my decision to make...
Lets just treat it as a dream lor...I really appreciate the time we have together before this...^^"
Hope eternal dream will really come true ~_~" eternal yume~~
Well..back to normal ba...
anyway...holiday~~i going back kuantan today...until sunday....relax?or start study?
I really wonder what will i do there?
The exam timetable is out and the time is really ....T.T
Why would they put 2 exam after cny~
cant even have a good mood for cny now...HAiz...
~_~" cham lor...
Haiz...class is starting now...T.T" stop here le...
Bye~
Regards,
Blues89™
Dream?
Do you all ever wonder what dream is?
There is some reason why I name this blog eternal dream...Most of you might not really know..But yume is dream in japan language...I can not be sure the spelling is correct or not but...the sound is almost there...
How about I tell you all what I mean by my blog name?
Why would I name it this?
Haha...
It is actually of a simple reason why I name it this...
People normally dream of something good instead of bad...
But dreams normally only last for awhile...
Why would we want good dreams to last only awhile?
For me..Good memories I have with one another is considered as dream...
I think dream as good memories as they are so unreal...Something that good can't be happening to me right?Haha...
Thats why i want it to be eternal..I know i am greedy,but who doesnt want a good memory to last forever...
Despite the short time it is,i m happy and im grateful for everything...
There has been lots of dreams lately...but in my term,my memories...haha...
I sleep a lot but i cant recall any of my own dreams...I wonder why...
I know the dream is unreal,but its fine...Although its a shortwhile,im grateful for it...thanks anyway...
I sure knw i dun deserve it ^^
Well..thats all about my dream...eternal yume...
eternal dreams...hoping that my dreams will last forever...thats my wish...
But...will it ever come true?This,i dont know...
Oh well...I am lazy in posting pictures,so just bear with me yea....Uploading is just so troublesome...
ok then,this is where i'll stop...
thx to be here for whoever comes in here...haha...
Regards,
Blues89™
There is some reason why I name this blog eternal dream...Most of you might not really know..But yume is dream in japan language...I can not be sure the spelling is correct or not but...the sound is almost there...
How about I tell you all what I mean by my blog name?
Why would I name it this?
Haha...
It is actually of a simple reason why I name it this...
People normally dream of something good instead of bad...
But dreams normally only last for awhile...
Why would we want good dreams to last only awhile?
For me..Good memories I have with one another is considered as dream...
I think dream as good memories as they are so unreal...Something that good can't be happening to me right?Haha...
Thats why i want it to be eternal..I know i am greedy,but who doesnt want a good memory to last forever...
Despite the short time it is,i m happy and im grateful for everything...
There has been lots of dreams lately...but in my term,my memories...haha...
I sleep a lot but i cant recall any of my own dreams...I wonder why...
I know the dream is unreal,but its fine...Although its a shortwhile,im grateful for it...thanks anyway...
I sure knw i dun deserve it ^^
Well..thats all about my dream...eternal yume...
eternal dreams...hoping that my dreams will last forever...thats my wish...
But...will it ever come true?This,i dont know...
Oh well...I am lazy in posting pictures,so just bear with me yea....Uploading is just so troublesome...
ok then,this is where i'll stop...
thx to be here for whoever comes in here...haha...
Regards,
Blues89™
Sunday, December 21, 2008
Adam and Eve ^^~
Yep its once again I am coming back to my blog..
It is 21st now but I will just say about the 20th...
Yesterday it was my first time driving someone called Eve with my kopi-o license...
Haha..It was the first time i date someone and I responsible of fetching her to the place...>.<~" cos u know la...i scare of driving de...lolx...not confident enough...
It is my first time dating a girl haha...which many ppl tot i wont do so..
=,=""yea la yea la ..i shy ma T.T
She goes by the name Eve...LOL...which makes us Adam and Eve...
I went to fetch her around 11.Cos im still new to kl road and as well as im a road idiot..I dunno how to get to klcc by car...
I parked near wangsa lrt and we went klcc by lrt haha
>.<"" Sorry lor..Not giving u the best for our first date...
We went there and search for the cinema..haha...road idiot ma..
Fortunately..we headed for the right direction...lol...
i went and get the tickets and we headed for our lunch place...
its at avenue K..which looks kinda empty...I wonder why...haha...
I was suggesting kim gary at first but then when i reach there....I ask her whether "taiwan small eat" can or not...as i notice the usual place where kim gary was...is covered with white wooden things...lol...close d?
We ordered the food for two...red burn lion head?haha...what is that?lolx...
just a meatball i guess ==""
Actually yesterday many of my first time is gone..haha...
first time fetching a girl
first time dating a girl myself
first time eating alone with a girl
first time chatting with a girl alone
first time chat alone with anyone haha...
first time time spend so much hour together with a girl alone
first time dating with her of cos...
Before this i seldom talk to her,either is becoz im too quiet or what?lolx...
I shy >.<~ haha...
Then...We chat quite some time as we waiting for the time...Movie at 1.30 ma...
The day the earth stood still...
The movie is quite nice actually...Well it does reflect some human nature...We like to destroy more than to mend things up or just remain the good parts...
Well after the movie ended...I was thinking of bringing her around haha...but..i myself is not familiar with klcc...in fact im not familiar with any place in kl...
==" thats a big prob isnt it?
Thinking of going back...but...this is the first time i hv chance dating with her ma...dunwan let her back so fast haha!!
drag her to drink..but dunno what place good..haiz...
well..im a dull guy..know ntg much T.T
we chit chat for some time and we decided to head home ...
Well,lrt again...
haiz...
Then when we reach my sis car...I only notice that we nvr took picture together before haha...Im such a slow guy >.<~" sorry sorry...Cos i seldom take pic de..only let my classmate take my sleeping pics == zzZ really sienz...lolx...
After that i fetch her back my home for awhile to copy some movies as she is alwaz bored and nothing to watch...So i downloaded everything the day before hoping to give her some entertainment the next day >.<" I know i cant do anything much but i did try my best for her haha...
Well...Thats about all..
Sorry as I am not experienced in this kinda stuff and cant give u everything u have hoped for but i hope that u'll be happy the day we spend our time together...
Hmm..guess i still have a lot to learn huh?@@"
Well..everythings kinda over d...my ict showcase over....assignments and reports piling up....The question marks in my head is getting bigger in group as well..haha...must start study le...if not...this sem really wait jump sea d...
This is where i'll stop then...gonna wash up a bit and start doing my reports...Haiz...Somebody save me T.T
thx and good bye for everyone whos still here haha...
Regards,
Adam
It is 21st now but I will just say about the 20th...
Yesterday it was my first time driving someone called Eve with my kopi-o license...
Haha..It was the first time i date someone and I responsible of fetching her to the place...>.<~" cos u know la...i scare of driving de...lolx...not confident enough...
It is my first time dating a girl haha...which many ppl tot i wont do so..
=,=""yea la yea la ..i shy ma T.T
She goes by the name Eve...LOL...which makes us Adam and Eve...
I went to fetch her around 11.Cos im still new to kl road and as well as im a road idiot..I dunno how to get to klcc by car...
I parked near wangsa lrt and we went klcc by lrt haha
>.<"" Sorry lor..Not giving u the best for our first date...
We went there and search for the cinema..haha...road idiot ma..
Fortunately..we headed for the right direction...lol...
i went and get the tickets and we headed for our lunch place...
its at avenue K..which looks kinda empty...I wonder why...haha...
I was suggesting kim gary at first but then when i reach there....I ask her whether "taiwan small eat" can or not...as i notice the usual place where kim gary was...is covered with white wooden things...lol...close d?
We ordered the food for two...red burn lion head?haha...what is that?lolx...
just a meatball i guess ==""
Actually yesterday many of my first time is gone..haha...
first time fetching a girl
first time dating a girl myself
first time eating alone with a girl
first time chatting with a girl alone
first time chat alone with anyone haha...
first time time spend so much hour together with a girl alone
first time dating with her of cos...
Before this i seldom talk to her,either is becoz im too quiet or what?lolx...
I shy >.<~ haha...
Then...We chat quite some time as we waiting for the time...Movie at 1.30 ma...
The day the earth stood still...
The movie is quite nice actually...Well it does reflect some human nature...We like to destroy more than to mend things up or just remain the good parts...
Well after the movie ended...I was thinking of bringing her around haha...but..i myself is not familiar with klcc...in fact im not familiar with any place in kl...
==" thats a big prob isnt it?
Thinking of going back...but...this is the first time i hv chance dating with her ma...dunwan let her back so fast haha!!
drag her to drink..but dunno what place good..haiz...
well..im a dull guy..know ntg much T.T
we chit chat for some time and we decided to head home ...
Well,lrt again...
haiz...
Then when we reach my sis car...I only notice that we nvr took picture together before haha...Im such a slow guy >.<~" sorry sorry...Cos i seldom take pic de..only let my classmate take my sleeping pics == zzZ really sienz...lolx...
After that i fetch her back my home for awhile to copy some movies as she is alwaz bored and nothing to watch...So i downloaded everything the day before hoping to give her some entertainment the next day >.<" I know i cant do anything much but i did try my best for her haha...
Well...Thats about all..
Sorry as I am not experienced in this kinda stuff and cant give u everything u have hoped for but i hope that u'll be happy the day we spend our time together...
Hmm..guess i still have a lot to learn huh?@@"
Well..everythings kinda over d...my ict showcase over....assignments and reports piling up....The question marks in my head is getting bigger in group as well..haha...must start study le...if not...this sem really wait jump sea d...
This is where i'll stop then...gonna wash up a bit and start doing my reports...Haiz...Somebody save me T.T
thx and good bye for everyone whos still here haha...
Regards,
Adam
Monday, December 15, 2008
A life?@@"
I am back here again...Just to spit around some CRAPS...
As usual..today is tuesday 1.38am...
I just reach home an hour+ ago I think after sing K with fellow coursemates...
Sing till no energy..~_~
Today I even bought 2 pendrives,1 for myself and 1 for others sake...Its kinda cheap so well..Let it...
But I used quite of money today...Guess my psp ps3 hp all are going to the fire huh?
Just a matter of time before all my money gone..Haha...Getting those things is just a dream far away...
I was not gonna elaborate more on how my journey with my coursemates singing K as im kinda tired and eventually there will be someone who will write about it...And my blog visitors arent much...Well,not gonna worth writing an essay long about something known right?
I dunno whats happening,I just feel tired...Tired of imagine cup,tired of studies,tired of everything,even tired of dota...I just kinda feel like sleeping whole day long no need to stress or worrying any things...But..thats imposible...
Exams coming,event coming,assignment and reports on hand...All these are really going to put a heavy load on me...Time is just insufficient...Haiz...+ my lazy attitude...really wonder what will be...
Friends...
I was wondering what was that all about...
Perhaps my own point of view is wrong,well...maybe thats the real truth as I am not really an active guy and i cant really give any comment or anything...
I might label myself as a good listener...But what can i raelly help?To be exact,its nothing except letting ppl feel better by sprouting out their problems...
I myself is the worst kind of friend...I am never good...I just suddenly remembered one of my friend...My tears cant come out..But there is something that is making my heart very heavy...Well,he isnt here anymore...I cant do anything anymore for him...ha..Pathetic huh?
Well,what happened is really my secret...or i should say my "dark past"...I wont further go on it...
Being a good friend is hard...Ppl dun appreciate their current friend will just regret like me...Maybe with a bit of willingness and tolerance then will the future be brighter?
Well,ignore me...I know I dun hv the qualification to say all that haha...
But who cares...My blog isnt really read by anyone particular...And seldom find ppl who wanna read all right?
Haiz...whatever happens happens...Let it be...
I dont care anything also what...
well...Thats the last of it...
thx and good bye..
adios..
nitezz...
Regards,
Blues89™
As usual..today is tuesday 1.38am...
I just reach home an hour+ ago I think after sing K with fellow coursemates...
Sing till no energy..~_~
Today I even bought 2 pendrives,1 for myself and 1 for others sake...Its kinda cheap so well..Let it...
But I used quite of money today...Guess my psp ps3 hp all are going to the fire huh?
Just a matter of time before all my money gone..Haha...Getting those things is just a dream far away...
I was not gonna elaborate more on how my journey with my coursemates singing K as im kinda tired and eventually there will be someone who will write about it...And my blog visitors arent much...Well,not gonna worth writing an essay long about something known right?
I dunno whats happening,I just feel tired...Tired of imagine cup,tired of studies,tired of everything,even tired of dota...I just kinda feel like sleeping whole day long no need to stress or worrying any things...But..thats imposible...
Exams coming,event coming,assignment and reports on hand...All these are really going to put a heavy load on me...Time is just insufficient...Haiz...+ my lazy attitude...really wonder what will be...
Friends...
I was wondering what was that all about...
Perhaps my own point of view is wrong,well...maybe thats the real truth as I am not really an active guy and i cant really give any comment or anything...
I might label myself as a good listener...But what can i raelly help?To be exact,its nothing except letting ppl feel better by sprouting out their problems...
I myself is the worst kind of friend...I am never good...I just suddenly remembered one of my friend...My tears cant come out..But there is something that is making my heart very heavy...Well,he isnt here anymore...I cant do anything anymore for him...ha..Pathetic huh?
Well,what happened is really my secret...or i should say my "dark past"...I wont further go on it...
Being a good friend is hard...Ppl dun appreciate their current friend will just regret like me...Maybe with a bit of willingness and tolerance then will the future be brighter?
Well,ignore me...I know I dun hv the qualification to say all that haha...
But who cares...My blog isnt really read by anyone particular...And seldom find ppl who wanna read all right?
Haiz...whatever happens happens...Let it be...
I dont care anything also what...
well...Thats the last of it...
thx and good bye..
adios..
nitezz...
Regards,
Blues89™
Monday, December 1, 2008
Today is...Tuesday...
It must been quite weird huh?
For me to be blogging for two days straight...Do I have a fever?
Well,I dunno why but I just suddenly feel like writing a post...It was now 1.09am...Kinda weird isnt it?
I was kinda busy actually but I just couldnt get the mood to continue doing my work,let me take a break will ya?
There is electronic report,telecomm assignment?,maths tutorial,exam few days later with 2 more exams coming the other week...
But I just couldnt get the hype of doing it...Zzz...Failure ,am I?
Today I was quite frustrated for several things...But actually almost same as usual..Just that maybe it become more and more frustrating than I thought...
I was glad that I havent totally lost myself,at least...I still know what to do for some cases...
Studies...What to do to let myself to get more involved with you?Please let me fall in love with you...I dont wanna see you then fall asleep!Please la...Haiz...
Games...Started to get involved in draft games but I just sense that it doesnt really suitable for our style...Haha...or maybe its not time yet...
Sports...YEP!! sports...I am going back this weekend after my saturday activities...SO!! I will try and go for some shootings in the basketball court...IT has been too long since I actually have a good sweat!Of cos..not from the heat..But from the tiredness and the feeling of contentment of doing something I like frm the bottom of my heart...Haha...I miss shooting my 3 points :P
Relationships...This kinda thing,I have totally no idea...How am I suppose to please you?Am I really good enough?Haha...But I did change a lot in these past few years...Is it for good or for bad?This...I cant tell...
Financial...My 3 housemates left my house le,means my family income less a lot already and thus increase the expenses as everything need to be paid by us alone...Streamyx bill especially...But now it does gives a very significant smoothness of websurfing...But what can I do?Find part time?@@" Haiz....
Time...What I need the most...I wasted too much for the past months...Which noted my first "fail" in exam at 2nd year 1st semester...I didnt really study much,didnt pay attention much...Guess I am really changing to be worse huh?
Body...I wish I can stop falling asleep...I should start my restrictions soon...Sleeping too late cos my body to be tired in the afternoon huh?@@"I dont wanna sleep...But my eyelids are super heavy which I cant take control of...Other than that,there is "some" people saying I am fat...:'( Thats sad...Haha...Hope my trip back to Kuantan may help me sweat off a few KG?
Skills...I wanna learn more skills and get excel in other skills...I wanna drive as good as others,I wanna learn guitar which I always give up after learning 3 or 4 chords...I wanna learn every single things that may benefit to my future life..Hope I will have the chance and the spirit to do so...
It has been quite long alread since I write this post...It is time for me to return to my assignment.Well,thank you for the remaining readers...Hahaha...
Stay well and good night!God bless.
Regards,
Blues89™
For me to be blogging for two days straight...Do I have a fever?
Well,I dunno why but I just suddenly feel like writing a post...It was now 1.09am...Kinda weird isnt it?
I was kinda busy actually but I just couldnt get the mood to continue doing my work,let me take a break will ya?
There is electronic report,telecomm assignment?,maths tutorial,exam few days later with 2 more exams coming the other week...
But I just couldnt get the hype of doing it...Zzz...Failure ,am I?
Today I was quite frustrated for several things...But actually almost same as usual..Just that maybe it become more and more frustrating than I thought...
I was glad that I havent totally lost myself,at least...I still know what to do for some cases...
Studies...What to do to let myself to get more involved with you?Please let me fall in love with you...I dont wanna see you then fall asleep!Please la...Haiz...
Games...Started to get involved in draft games but I just sense that it doesnt really suitable for our style...Haha...or maybe its not time yet...
Sports...YEP!! sports...I am going back this weekend after my saturday activities...SO!! I will try and go for some shootings in the basketball court...IT has been too long since I actually have a good sweat!Of cos..not from the heat..But from the tiredness and the feeling of contentment of doing something I like frm the bottom of my heart...Haha...I miss shooting my 3 points :P
Relationships...This kinda thing,I have totally no idea...How am I suppose to please you?Am I really good enough?Haha...But I did change a lot in these past few years...Is it for good or for bad?This...I cant tell...
Financial...My 3 housemates left my house le,means my family income less a lot already and thus increase the expenses as everything need to be paid by us alone...Streamyx bill especially...But now it does gives a very significant smoothness of websurfing...But what can I do?Find part time?@@" Haiz....
Time...What I need the most...I wasted too much for the past months...Which noted my first "fail" in exam at 2nd year 1st semester...I didnt really study much,didnt pay attention much...Guess I am really changing to be worse huh?
Body...I wish I can stop falling asleep...I should start my restrictions soon...Sleeping too late cos my body to be tired in the afternoon huh?@@"I dont wanna sleep...But my eyelids are super heavy which I cant take control of...Other than that,there is "some" people saying I am fat...:'( Thats sad...Haha...Hope my trip back to Kuantan may help me sweat off a few KG?
Skills...I wanna learn more skills and get excel in other skills...I wanna drive as good as others,I wanna learn guitar which I always give up after learning 3 or 4 chords...I wanna learn every single things that may benefit to my future life..Hope I will have the chance and the spirit to do so...
It has been quite long alread since I write this post...It is time for me to return to my assignment.Well,thank you for the remaining readers...Hahaha...
Stay well and good night!God bless.
Regards,
Blues89™
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
.jpg)
