Holidays...

Yea holidays what everyone is most happy about...
Yes its sure fun to have holiday,but for me its just a short term happiness...
It sounds sarcastic...When Im studying i wish for holidays,but now when im on holiday i wished im still studying...

Hmm...The life is getting boring as im doing the same thing everyday...Of cos games,chats,webs...dramas animes...
deep within im struggling with myself...What am I to others?Am i just a tool?A tool to provide u with what u want and let u dump afterwards?
But thats only concern a few person...

I guess its just myself putting too much trust on them...In the end,I've got ntg but to fall down and see to it my own mistake..

If i were not being able to provide what u want to u,u wont find me...
But life is just that,im quiet im shy i dun talk i jz type....
Holidays make me feels that the day is so long..And everything seems so clear...Time let me think through and through...What am i suppose to be doing?Should I continue?Or should i just resolve to an easier way being a useless bastard in this society...I nvr had to worry bout life much,but do i really want to be like this?Living my life off my family's sweat and tears...

Well,for what i know now...I'm still myself,living my own way...Hope my way will only lead to better ones,not worse...

Yo yo yo~

Yea...its been a long time since i update my blog..LOL~

far too long~

well..it all seems so slow in my world now and ntg much get into my interest much nowadays....

Guess whats my normal bedtime now?5am=="
haiz...

wake up its lunch time..isnt it great?Saves the money for breakfast...but ended up in getting supper...LOL~!!!

Hmm..since its been sometime since i last update...i'll just briefly talk through what i've been through recently....

Yea...After raya back to KL...No part time...If there is,it will be good too...haha...My salary from last part time havent get yet...sadly...the finance ppl are too slow...T.T

Then...My life at home...Wake up,wash up...Face the pc...Drama,zhong yi jie mu,Facebook,GG,music....LOL....what else can i do?go out da apao lunch lor...then pc till night then dinner then pc again=="
omg?my life is full of pc...haha....

What to do...Haiz...maybe should go college borrow a book or two@@"~
Thinking of getting a job also...like everyday at home wasting time...kinda feel bad...LOL....

Well...I'll update soon enough...since im getting ntg much left to do..LOL!~~~
be there for my other updates...Thx~

Regards,
Blues89™

差一点。

差一点(By 阿杜)

差一点 你就是我的女人
差一些 手牵手的完整
却在对的时间错过对的人
抓不住幸福时分
遇上了错的人
渐渐的吻在她无心的嘴唇
感觉像一个旅程 走完了就分
错过了对的人
决定就只在那一秒那一分
爱情的岔口
你是我等不到的路人
差一点 你就是我的女人
差一些 就和你共度一生
因为对的时间对的人
就值得我为你奋不顾身
差一点 你就是我的女人
差一些 手牵手的完整
却在对的时间错过对的人
抓不住幸福时分
错过了对的人
决定就只在那一秒那一分
如果没缘分
我也会固执的为你一人
差一点 你就是我的女人
差一些 就和你共度一生
因为对的时间对的人
就值得我为你奋不顾身
差一点 你就是我的女人
差一些 手牵手的完整
却在对的时间错过对的人
抓不住幸福时分
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这首歌很不错~
哈哈~反映了我的人生~！！
天天错过了机会。。。
没办法。我就是这么的迟钝。

Aerosmith - I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
Far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
'Cause I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing

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Yes its an old song from the movie Armageddon if im not mistaken,but being old doesnt mean it isnt nice...its quite a nice song ^^"

Things that happened...

Yes,these few days have been a lot...
Firstly by the news...But its ok d :D
Next,its i ended the work in tarc and now just waiting for my salary...
then...now stress how am i gonna finish study 3 subjects in just 2 weeks time?=="
and recently i even joined malaysia GG DDE...
daily dota event...its quite new so not much ppl yet but soon will be crowded i guess...

Well..since i talked bout this..i started DDE 3 days ago...yesterday i didnt go for it...as my coursemates ask me for dinner...
and guess what...i go out at 5 something...
eat near pandan indah...sambal sotong and the fish dam nice...xD
mouth watering ler~ eat till very full..SYOK!!

Then..we went to cc ==" but all play till pening pening...haha...counter half life all those...
next station is at dolphin cafe...
they called for 2 buckets of beer at first...but then....it goes to 3 bucket later...haha...
2 of my frens just have a cup or two and get themselves all red==" they really not used to beer huh...
I am still ok,i wont be drunk =x
i dun wanna do wrong things haha xD

then i reach home by 2.30...am.....
lolx...dde is over and i gotta get up earlier to go to class?tat i nvr go before==
go for fun...
go there see see eat lunch back home gg...lolx...
ntg else=="
haiz...boring days
wish i can study faster ><
start reading notes le...but hope I still hv enough time ...zzz

Regards,
Blues89™