Over?

Yes,most of the things are over...Just waiting for some unfinished stuffs to settle down.Well,i cant control that though...

Ok...lets talk about my life these few days...maybe zombie is a good synonym?LOL!!
i went to work these few days just sitting there and wasting all my time away.In the end,i did ntg at all..Haiz..Will i ever catch up with my project deadline?

Why having such a zombie life?emotional breakdown i suppose...Some might know what happened and some might not know...But actually deep down inside i already know the answer but i chose not to believe it...Guess,im stuborn?

Well,even all these things i am still grateful and yes even i hurt alot but i am still thankful.i never knew i can actually think it this way though...Well,i tried to forgive and forget,forgive maybe possible but forget is still seems a little too hard for me...

Well,i tried my best doing what i can...even if the outcome isnt what i want i cant do anything about it anyway right?i guess itll take me sometime to be back to the Disreputable Lone Ranger :D~

Well,thats life,lots of ups and downs...it just matters whether u have the will and power to live over it...and i will try my best to get over it! and yes,forgiving someone actually makes us feel better...in my case i am a bit more calm and peaceful compared to when i first emotional braekdown...did lots of stuffs that shouldnt be done,but whats done is done,cant do anything else...

oops~~~its getting late here..2am and yet im here crapping ...lol!!tmr still need to wake early and walk to work again ...same schedule every week...haiz...hope i can finish intern asap and back to my college life...

NITE all ><

Blues89™