今天很特别，这日子是我第一次用华语写不落格。
为什么呢？我自己也不清楚。
我感觉到我的周围都开始陌生了，难道是我的错觉吗？
我不明白，也不是很想明白。
一天一天又过去，我只是觉得我越来越不像我自己了。
我是这样而已吗？我到底能走到哪里，我不清楚。
我想，跟着来的日子并不会是我想要的。可是,我能改变什么？
“我不是万能，所以只能尽我所能”
我看着看着，头脑一片空白。我在这里过了差不多两年，可是我学到什么呢？
我来这里是对的吗？
我并不知道，也不会想去知道。
过去就是过去，我只能为了明天而活。而不是为了过去的昨天而闷闷不乐。
我在这里所说的，可能只是为了提醒自己吧！
很遗憾我没什么恒心，被逼要用别的东西来提醒我不要再继续堕落下去。
人生的无底洞，是和我们寸步不离的。一走错，不一定能回头的。
我只能说，为了不要掉下去，我们就继续向前奔跑吧！
希望这一则能让我有足够的勇气和恒心继续在这个社会奋斗。
为了提醒自己而编，我要改变。
写华语是我的第一步，希望我能继续改变下去。为了未来而继续变得更好，我的希望，我的期望，及我的愿望。
谢了。
Blues89™
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Friday, March 27, 2009
Past and Future...
It's 7:45 and I plan not to take my dinner,so I had some time to write something here...Cos I am lazy to start study...Thats why I'm lazing my round off here...
What im gonna write here...is something i dunno...lolx...just randomly thought i think...
Past and future ,
not much a bother ,
life still gonne move ,
wander around like no one ,
how was it to be like me?
It was like a story,
fated to be true,
yet truth reveals,
only God knows best.
Heart of hearts,
i know you not,
what you think,
i would nvr know.
You treated me as hot as fire can be,
and as cold as ice can be,
is there any meaning to this?
I do not know.
Giving my best,
and yet not enough,
it is still not what you wanted,
what can I do more?
Sorry seems to be the best,
but yet does it really help?
It doesnt mean a thing,
if ntg was meant to be done.
giving up and going on,
advises ringing on,
brain is drying off,
my heart is dying off.
If I were to choose,
to be a star or a moon,
i would choose moon,
as i will never be the same.
kk..enough crap LOL!!!
does this sound like a poem?@@"~
i didnt design it to be that way though...just trying to make it easier to read and just randomly pick what i think of to write...
it isnt a poem ==" that wasnt my intent...haha...if u think it is,well..thats what it is..
it is ntg but just something i wrote for fun...well thx for rdng anyway
Best from me.
Regards,
Blues89™
What im gonna write here...is something i dunno...lolx...just randomly thought i think...
Past and future ,
not much a bother ,
life still gonne move ,
wander around like no one ,
how was it to be like me?
It was like a story,
fated to be true,
yet truth reveals,
only God knows best.
Heart of hearts,
i know you not,
what you think,
i would nvr know.
You treated me as hot as fire can be,
and as cold as ice can be,
is there any meaning to this?
I do not know.
Giving my best,
and yet not enough,
it is still not what you wanted,
what can I do more?
Sorry seems to be the best,
but yet does it really help?
It doesnt mean a thing,
if ntg was meant to be done.
giving up and going on,
advises ringing on,
brain is drying off,
my heart is dying off.
If I were to choose,
to be a star or a moon,
i would choose moon,
as i will never be the same.
kk..enough crap LOL!!!
does this sound like a poem?@@"~
i didnt design it to be that way though...just trying to make it easier to read and just randomly pick what i think of to write...
it isnt a poem ==" that wasnt my intent...haha...if u think it is,well..thats what it is..
it is ntg but just something i wrote for fun...well thx for rdng anyway
Best from me.
Regards,
Blues89™
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Tagged by Fish fish~jellyfish!
001. Real Name: Adam Lee
002. Nickname(s): Blues89,Sasuke,AdamKit,Bluez,Blue,pig(due to some unwanted scenarios==")
003. Age: 19 years++ reaching 20 soon
004. Horoscope: Aries
005. Male or Female: Male
006. Elementary: Forgot le
007. Middle School: Chung Ching primary school
008. High School: SMK Tanah Putih
009. College School: TARC
010. Hair colour: Black and white + dyed last month(dark brown,not very ming xian)
011. Long or Short: Medium i guess?==
012. Loud or Quiet: Queit as u all know...>.<
013. Sweats or Jeans: Jeans
014. Phone or Camera: PC can?==
015. Health Freak: Nah...can drink can eat also can la...
016. Drink or Smoke: Drink
017.Do you have a crush on someone: No comment!^^"_v
018. Eat or Drink: EAT la...EAt more variety~
019. Piercings: No...
020. Tattoos: No..
021. Social or Anti-Social: Perhaps anti?@@" I am just shy maybe >.<~
022. Righty or lefty: Righty
023. First piercing: None,nt planning to hv 1...
024. First relationship: =="Maybe never have?Does THAT count?lolx..I dunno~
025. First Best Friend: Erm...Chun Fei i guess..But..Sadly he passed away...We lost contact after primary=="until he change back to smktp...
026. First Award: Coloring in kindergarten but not colored by me..LOL!!ok ok..maybe I colored 30% la...
027. First Kiss: Little Anne~ST john training!!LOL!!~~~
028. First Pet: Fighting fish?~_~
029. First Big Vacation: 10years old at Redang I think,follow my church O.o"
030. First Love at first sight: When does tat happen?==~
031. First Big Birthday: No idea,i nvr really celebrate it
032. First Surgery: Never=="Aint I healthy?
033. First sport you joined: Basketball
This or That
034. Orange or Apple juice: Orange
035. Rock or Rap: Rock!
036. Country or Screamo: Both~!~~
037. NSYNC or Backstreet boys: Backstreet Boyz!yea everybody~
038. Britney spears or Christina Aguilera: Christina Aguilera
039. Night or Day: Night...Night ghost ma
040. Sun or Moon: Moon,see my blog,its moon~
041. TV or Internet: Internet FOR SURE!~~
042. Playstation or xbox: Playstation :D
043. Kiss or hug: Both can?lolx...
044. Iguana or turtle: turtle better gua...
45. Spider or bee: see which type of spider first!
046. Fall or spring: Spring
047. Limewire or iTunes: iTunes
048. Soccer or baseball: Baseball~
Currently
049. Eating: Nothing
050. Drinking: Ice cold water
051. Excitement level: Stress got la...Excitement...
052. I'm about to: DotA with suki==~"My coursemates all JianXia-ing...
053. Listening to: Jay de song :D
054. Plan for today: DotA,JX,Maple,Maths,Tidy up my notes
055. Waiting for: Something or someone that will nvr come..haha
056. Energy Level: At btm of ur gauge d~~"
057. Thinking of someone: yea maybe...perhaps...I dunno,confusing..lolx
058. Want kids?: Probably...
059. Want to get married?: Yea kua if got ppl want XD
060. When?: See first la...==
061. How many kids do you want: See my other half?==
062. Any name on the mind: Not thinking so far
063. What do you want to do: Nothing....relax suak~
065. Mellow future or wild: hmm...
066. Something you would never try: too many to list out==
067. When do you want to die: As life wants me to...dunwan think
Which is the better in the boy/girl you like(in the future)
068. Lips or Eyes: Eyes
069. Romantic or Funny?: Er...
070. Shorter or Taller?: For guy,shorter girl ba==
071. Protective or Caring?: Er...
072. Romantic or Spontaneous?: Er...
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?: =="ha???
074. Sensitive or Loud?: Er...
075. Hook-up or Relationship?: o.O" tell u when i got 1..lolx
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant?: =="isnt there a good choice?
077. Muscular or normal: normal can d kua==" find muscular gf for what
Have you ever...
078. Kissed a stranger: No...
079. Broken a bone: Er...that time jatuh longkang then dislocated consider?XD
080. Lost glasses or contacts: Nope,eyesight too good :P
081. Ran away from home: No lor..I good boy...
082. Held a gun/knife for self defence: No...No chance...lolx
083. Killed somebody: if i did,i wont be here...but in game a lot(uncountable)
084. Broken some one's heart: Yea...MY stupidity ...
085. Had your heart broken: I dunno how it feels?~_~" sad got la..considered kua..
086. Been arrested: Nope...
087. Cried when someone died: Nope...am i really stonehearted?Does the phrase"dont care" coexists with me?
088. Liked a friend more than a friend: Yes lor...youths xD
Do you believe in
089. Yourself: Some some...
090. Miracles: Yea...
091. Love at first sight: Dunno...I nvr go and remember when did i start liking ppl..
092. Heaven: yea...Im not a christian for ntg?==
093. Santa Claus: No...But this tradition goes on ^^
094. Tooth Fairy: Nope...=="
095. Kiss in the first date: No for sure...I aint that aggressive..or shuld say i dumb and slow?haha
096. Angels: yea angels of cos,they are everywhere haha...
Answer Truthfully
097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now? Yea...sadly>.<
098. Are you seriously happy with where you're in life now? Nope...messed up life
099. Do you believe in God? Yes
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people.I dont tag ppl de XD
Here it is...at last...100 question TAG mission accomplished!!
Thanks to fish fish who is so "KIND~" of giving such a long tag,...haha....
well then,at least it helps update my blog..better than let it rot~ >.<"!
Regards,
Blues89™
002. Nickname(s): Blues89,Sasuke,AdamKit,Bluez,Blue,pig(due to some unwanted scenarios==")
003. Age: 19 years++ reaching 20 soon
004. Horoscope: Aries
005. Male or Female: Male
006. Elementary: Forgot le
007. Middle School: Chung Ching primary school
008. High School: SMK Tanah Putih
009. College School: TARC
010. Hair colour: Black and white + dyed last month(dark brown,not very ming xian)
011. Long or Short: Medium i guess?==
012. Loud or Quiet: Queit as u all know...>.<
013. Sweats or Jeans: Jeans
014. Phone or Camera: PC can?==
015. Health Freak: Nah...can drink can eat also can la...
016. Drink or Smoke: Drink
017.Do you have a crush on someone: No comment!^^"_v
018. Eat or Drink: EAT la...EAt more variety~
019. Piercings: No...
020. Tattoos: No..
021. Social or Anti-Social: Perhaps anti?@@" I am just shy maybe >.<~
022. Righty or lefty: Righty
023. First piercing: None,nt planning to hv 1...
024. First relationship: =="Maybe never have?Does THAT count?lolx..I dunno~
025. First Best Friend: Erm...Chun Fei i guess..But..Sadly he passed away...We lost contact after primary=="until he change back to smktp...
026. First Award: Coloring in kindergarten but not colored by me..LOL!!ok ok..maybe I colored 30% la...
027. First Kiss: Little Anne~ST john training!!LOL!!~~~
028. First Pet: Fighting fish?~_~
029. First Big Vacation: 10years old at Redang I think,follow my church O.o"
030. First Love at first sight: When does tat happen?==~
031. First Big Birthday: No idea,i nvr really celebrate it
032. First Surgery: Never=="Aint I healthy?
033. First sport you joined: Basketball
This or That
034. Orange or Apple juice: Orange
035. Rock or Rap: Rock!
036. Country or Screamo: Both~!~~
037. NSYNC or Backstreet boys: Backstreet Boyz!yea everybody~
038. Britney spears or Christina Aguilera: Christina Aguilera
039. Night or Day: Night...Night ghost ma
040. Sun or Moon: Moon,see my blog,its moon~
041. TV or Internet: Internet FOR SURE!~~
042. Playstation or xbox: Playstation :D
043. Kiss or hug: Both can?lolx...
044. Iguana or turtle: turtle better gua...
45. Spider or bee: see which type of spider first!
046. Fall or spring: Spring
047. Limewire or iTunes: iTunes
048. Soccer or baseball: Baseball~
Currently
049. Eating: Nothing
050. Drinking: Ice cold water
051. Excitement level: Stress got la...Excitement...
052. I'm about to: DotA with suki==~"My coursemates all JianXia-ing...
053. Listening to: Jay de song :D
054. Plan for today: DotA,JX,Maple,Maths,Tidy up my notes
055. Waiting for: Something or someone that will nvr come..haha
056. Energy Level: At btm of ur gauge d~~"
057. Thinking of someone: yea maybe...perhaps...I dunno,confusing..lolx
058. Want kids?: Probably...
059. Want to get married?: Yea kua if got ppl want XD
060. When?: See first la...==
061. How many kids do you want: See my other half?==
062. Any name on the mind: Not thinking so far
063. What do you want to do: Nothing....relax suak~
065. Mellow future or wild: hmm...
066. Something you would never try: too many to list out==
067. When do you want to die: As life wants me to...dunwan think
Which is the better in the boy/girl you like(in the future)
068. Lips or Eyes: Eyes
069. Romantic or Funny?: Er...
070. Shorter or Taller?: For guy,shorter girl ba==
071. Protective or Caring?: Er...
072. Romantic or Spontaneous?: Er...
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?: =="ha???
074. Sensitive or Loud?: Er...
075. Hook-up or Relationship?: o.O" tell u when i got 1..lolx
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant?: =="isnt there a good choice?
077. Muscular or normal: normal can d kua==" find muscular gf for what
Have you ever...
078. Kissed a stranger: No...
079. Broken a bone: Er...that time jatuh longkang then dislocated consider?XD
080. Lost glasses or contacts: Nope,eyesight too good :P
081. Ran away from home: No lor..I good boy...
082. Held a gun/knife for self defence: No...No chance...lolx
083. Killed somebody: if i did,i wont be here...but in game a lot(uncountable)
084. Broken some one's heart: Yea...MY stupidity ...
085. Had your heart broken: I dunno how it feels?~_~" sad got la..considered kua..
086. Been arrested: Nope...
087. Cried when someone died: Nope...am i really stonehearted?Does the phrase"dont care" coexists with me?
088. Liked a friend more than a friend: Yes lor...youths xD
Do you believe in
089. Yourself: Some some...
090. Miracles: Yea...
091. Love at first sight: Dunno...I nvr go and remember when did i start liking ppl..
092. Heaven: yea...Im not a christian for ntg?==
093. Santa Claus: No...But this tradition goes on ^^
094. Tooth Fairy: Nope...=="
095. Kiss in the first date: No for sure...I aint that aggressive..or shuld say i dumb and slow?haha
096. Angels: yea angels of cos,they are everywhere haha...
Answer Truthfully
097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now? Yea...sadly>.<
098. Are you seriously happy with where you're in life now? Nope...messed up life
099. Do you believe in God? Yes
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people.I dont tag ppl de XD
Here it is...at last...100 question TAG mission accomplished!!
Thanks to fish fish who is so "KIND~" of giving such a long tag,...haha....
well then,at least it helps update my blog..better than let it rot~ >.<"!
Regards,
Blues89™
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Japanese Song Lyric(without jap letters)XD
Just trying to post something I dont have to write much~
haha..its an old anime,but recently i listen back to its song,i kinda like this song..
This is from the anime "full moon wo sagashite"..Means searching for the full moon...
its about a little girl who have a sickness which make her cant sing...But two death angel who came to take her life of her illness granted her this little wish to let her sing..and even change her appearance...If ur not so into fighting kind of anime,i recommend this...MUSIC + romance - i suppose=="...
Well then if u wan the song,u can try ask it from me haha....
Chagin' My life - MYSELF
doshite doushite suki nan darou
为什麽 为什麽 会这样喜欢你？
konna ni namida afureteru
眼泪像这样的涌溢而出
ano koro wa ushinau mono ga oosugite nani mo utaenakatta
那时候我失去了很多东西 以致不能唱出歌声
sukoshi hanareta basho soko ga watashi no ibasho datta
我去了一个离此地不远的地方
kimi no hitomi no oku ni ano hi samishisa o mitsuketa
那天 你的瞳孔深处蕴含着无数悲哀
futari niteru no kana?
两人相似吗?
kizukeba itsumo tonari ni ite kureta
当我发现时 你总是在我的身边
doushite konna ni suki nan darou
为什麽 为什麽 会这样喜欢你？
kimi no koe kanashii hodo hibiiteru YO
你的声音充满着悲哀
ima made nani ga sasae datta ka
令我支撑到现在的
tooku hanarete wakatta yo
在你远去後我才明白
nakinagara sagashitsuzuketa maigo no kodomo no you ni
一边哭泣一边继续的寻找 像个迷途般的小孩
kedo soko ni wa eien nante aru wake nakute
但这里有太多永恒的东西
"dare mo shinjinakereba iin da yo" tsubuyaita ne
"谁都不相信 不是很好吗？" 你在细诉着
futari niteta no kana?
两人真的相似吗？
ano toki kimi o mamoru to kimeta no ni
那时 我决定要守护着你
doshite omoide ni dekinain darou
为什麽 不能将它变成回忆？
toosugite chikasugite todokanai yo
很远？很近？传递不到
"wasureyou" tte omoeba omou hodo
我愈告诉自己我会忘记
kimi ga ookiku natteku yo
你在脑海中所占的位子便会愈大
doshite konna ni suki nan darou
为什麽 为什麽 会这样喜欢你？
kimi no koe kanashii hodo hibiiteru YO
你的声音充满着悲哀
ima made nani ga sasae datta ka
令我支撑到现在的
tooku hanarete wakatta yo
在你远去後我才明白
doshite kimi o suki ni nattan darou
为什麽会这样喜欢你呢？
kantan sugite kotae ni naranai
虽然很简单 但我却答不出来
☆°．· ∴终わる°★． ☆°∴·
haha..its an old anime,but recently i listen back to its song,i kinda like this song..
This is from the anime "full moon wo sagashite"..Means searching for the full moon...
its about a little girl who have a sickness which make her cant sing...But two death angel who came to take her life of her illness granted her this little wish to let her sing..and even change her appearance...If ur not so into fighting kind of anime,i recommend this...MUSIC + romance - i suppose=="...
Well then if u wan the song,u can try ask it from me haha....
Chagin' My life - MYSELF
doshite doushite suki nan darou
为什麽 为什麽 会这样喜欢你？
konna ni namida afureteru
眼泪像这样的涌溢而出
ano koro wa ushinau mono ga oosugite nani mo utaenakatta
那时候我失去了很多东西 以致不能唱出歌声
sukoshi hanareta basho soko ga watashi no ibasho datta
我去了一个离此地不远的地方
kimi no hitomi no oku ni ano hi samishisa o mitsuketa
那天 你的瞳孔深处蕴含着无数悲哀
futari niteru no kana?
两人相似吗?
kizukeba itsumo tonari ni ite kureta
当我发现时 你总是在我的身边
doushite konna ni suki nan darou
为什麽 为什麽 会这样喜欢你？
kimi no koe kanashii hodo hibiiteru YO
你的声音充满着悲哀
ima made nani ga sasae datta ka
令我支撑到现在的
tooku hanarete wakatta yo
在你远去後我才明白
nakinagara sagashitsuzuketa maigo no kodomo no you ni
一边哭泣一边继续的寻找 像个迷途般的小孩
kedo soko ni wa eien nante aru wake nakute
但这里有太多永恒的东西
"dare mo shinjinakereba iin da yo" tsubuyaita ne
"谁都不相信 不是很好吗？" 你在细诉着
futari niteta no kana?
两人真的相似吗？
ano toki kimi o mamoru to kimeta no ni
那时 我决定要守护着你
doshite omoide ni dekinain darou
为什麽 不能将它变成回忆？
toosugite chikasugite todokanai yo
很远？很近？传递不到
"wasureyou" tte omoeba omou hodo
我愈告诉自己我会忘记
kimi ga ookiku natteku yo
你在脑海中所占的位子便会愈大
doshite konna ni suki nan darou
为什麽 为什麽 会这样喜欢你？
kimi no koe kanashii hodo hibiiteru YO
你的声音充满着悲哀
ima made nani ga sasae datta ka
令我支撑到现在的
tooku hanarete wakatta yo
在你远去後我才明白
doshite kimi o suki ni nattan darou
为什麽会这样喜欢你呢？
kantan sugite kotae ni naranai
虽然很简单 但我却答不出来
☆°．· ∴终わる°★． ☆°∴·
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
better late than nvr~?
yea baby here im back again updating my spiderwebbed and mushroom-grown blog!!
yep...im here for a short one...cos i AM lazy xD
plus today just went home from klcc after watching 2 movie with coursemates them...
love matter and streetfighter legend of chunli==" i got ntg much to write about though...haha...feeling confused only...ntg much
they are all tired but not me..lolx...
i so kelian eh....at gg got ppl say me girl..LOL!!cos she get whole team at sentinel girls..==" means...4girls+1fake"girl"
haha...
cham
about my previous sem break...as u all can guess...wasting my money in cc~lolx...
what else to mention?pc spoilt how long,i go cc how long
LOL!!
well then i better off to finish off my maths tut for later class...take care and good bye
Regards,
Blues89™
yep...im here for a short one...cos i AM lazy xD
plus today just went home from klcc after watching 2 movie with coursemates them...
love matter and streetfighter legend of chunli==" i got ntg much to write about though...haha...feeling confused only...ntg much
they are all tired but not me..lolx...
i so kelian eh....at gg got ppl say me girl..LOL!!cos she get whole team at sentinel girls..==" means...4girls+1fake"girl"
haha...
cham
about my previous sem break...as u all can guess...wasting my money in cc~lolx...
what else to mention?pc spoilt how long,i go cc how long
LOL!!
well then i better off to finish off my maths tut for later class...take care and good bye
Regards,
Blues89™
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