Tuesday, August 2, 2011

Tiring day- -

As title suggests,damn tiring...reached home around 11...
dont feel like going for game so im gonna off after writing this post...
gonna write about why im so late today first...

Today,i went to Stadium Putra for Asia Ablaze...pastor from other countries travel all the way here to lead ppl back to salvation...^^
that means me i guess...kinda backslided christian...swt...
well the thing is actually quite nice...will be held on 2-4th august...
night session is free of charge and the hall can fit in 15k ppl...so invite anybody u wan~

next...lets write bout my target?hahahaha...
well..
1.learn guitar...Hopefully this time i raelly can learn well...
2.go gym on regular basis...asked teo and qw together d...since they wanna lose weight...i go build muscle ba xD~
3.go back to church after all these while...

thats the 3 thing for now...

So...about my recent emo life?@@" guess ill talk a bit...
im back to single life,but not yet to let go of her...
recently noticed that im actually quite possesive!!!hahaha!! super that type ba...
even shes not mine,i still feel like shes mine...is that possesive or just miss her too much?im happy when she told me that er....her current bf........ntg ba...
but from what i notice,they seems to hang along well d...
guess im the only one whos yet to let go ba >deep down within me know that its impossible for 2 of us anymore,but...i just cant let go...still thinking there might be chacne...
stupid or naive?lol...
well..shes living her life well...i should do so as well....

i learnt a lot from all these, and now...im going to spend my time more to be more outgoing and such...a brand new adam?:D haha...in search of new eve~ any applicants?lol....
well thats about it...and ntg to worry about...im doing ok d i guess...live life like normal although mind keep floating...hahaha....guess itll be ok,just a matter of time...didnt go stalk ppl profile anymore...even though i really wanna know her recent news...nvm....
since she doesnt wan me to know,as her wish ba....
gonna busy with work now...deadline drawing near and yet...i still dilly dally around xD hahahaha....

ok...gonna sleep d...not much time left...nite to whoever my reader is :P

stapling my broken heart,
Blues89™

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