o.o"

Have you ever been in a situation where you hope you aint that clever?
Or have u ever wanted to CTRL + Z ?Trying to undo what u did ,to forget what u see, to remember ntg from what u discovered?

Sometimes life turns out to be better when you know nothing at all.
Most of the time when people finds out,nothing good comes from it.
But when people has no idea what it is all about,what is there to have negative emotions for?
Isn;t it better for us to live in an unknowingly situation?- -"
Well,it does apply to several conditions.
I can't say everything brings bad emotions when you are told smtg u dunno about.
But from what I see,the percentage of negative emotions reigns over the positive ones...

I saw it from a video not long ago...White lie = lie,no matter what goodness it brings,its still a lie...well its very true,as it isnt the truth.
Life is just full of question marks,waiting to be answered,to be replied.
But,most people tend to add more question marks rather than solving them.

Is this too deep?Or is it right?I have no idea.As I believe everyone has their own individual point of views and so,if u agree with me so be it,if u dont,still same,so be it.

Well enough crapping as an update of my blog..thats all ^^~

Regards,
~Blues89™~

Live like we're dying X . X

Kris Allen - Live Like We're Dying



Sometimes we fall down and can't get back up
We're hiding behind skin that's too tough
How come we don't say "I love you" enough
Till it's to late, it's not too late

Our hearts are hungry for a food that won't come
And we could make a feast from these crumbs
And we're all staring down the barrel of a gun
So if your life flashed before you
What would you wish you would've done

Yeah... gotta start
Looking at the hand of the time we've been given here
This is all we got and we gotta start pickin' it
Every second counts on a clock that's tickin'
Gotta live like we're dying

We only got
86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying

And if your plane fell out of the skies
Who would you call with your last goodbye?
Should be so careful who we live out our lives
So when we long for absolution
There'll no one on the line

Yeah... gotta start
Lookin' at the hand of the time we've been given here
This is all we got and we gotta start pickin' it
Every second counts on a clock that's tickin'
Gotta live like we're dying

We only got
86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying

Like we're dying oh-- like we're dying
Like we're dying oh-- like we're dying

We only got
86 400 seconds in a day to
turn it all around or throw it all away
we gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
while we got the chance to say
gotta live -- like we're dying

You never know a good thing till it's gone
You never see a crash until it's head on
Everything go right when we're dead wrong
You never know a good thing till it's gone

Yeah... gotta start
Lookin' at the hand of the time we've been given here
This is all we got and we gotta start pickin' it
Every second counts on a clock that's tickin'
Gotta live like we're dying

We only got
86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying

Like we're dying oh -- like we're dying
Like we're dying oh -- like we're dying

We only got
86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying

Firefly...

Firefly
---A Teens---

When I said go I never meant away
You ought to know
the freaky games we play
could you forgive
and learn how to forget
hear me as I'm calling out your name

Firefly come back to me
make the night as bright as day
I'll be looking out for you
tell me that your lonely too
firefly come lead me on
follow you into the sun
that's the way it ought to be
firefly come back to me

You and me
we shared a mistery
we were so close
like honey to the bee
And if you tell me how to make you understand
I'm minor in a major kinda way

Firefly come back to me
make the night as bright as day
I'll be looking out for you
tell me that your lonely too
firefly come lead me on
follow you into the sun
that's the way it ought to be
firefly come back to me
Fly firefly through the sky
come and play with my desire
don't be long don't ask why
I can't wait another night
Fly firefly through the sky
wait another night

Firefly come back to me
make the night as bright as day
I'll be looking out for you
tell me that your lonely too
firefly come lead me on
follow you into the sun
that's the way it ought to be
firefly come back to me
Firefly come back to me
make the night as bright as day
I'll be looking out for you
tell me that your lonely too
firefly come lead me on
follow you into the sun
that's the way it ought to be
firefly come back to me
---End---
---End---


This is a song used in kingdom hearts if not mistaken,i like this song a lot@@"
Well just wanna share out this song and...i wanna tell u all im not KL BOY!!
I am KTN ZAI~~I am coming back to kuantan FYI~XD
well..i know its rare =x lol...since even when holiday im still stucked in kl..haha...actually it doesnt make much difference for me since i also stay at home facing my pc doing ntg and wasting my time off...
Well,pls wish me luck so that my result will have 3 PASSES!!i wanna further on to adv diploma...i dunwanna stuck here for another year of wastage...swt...
somebody save me T_T~

and yea...i wanna watch movie!!!IP MAN2 and iron man2~WTH~I WAN WATCH AR!!
Haiz...well enough of my grumbles xD
time to try and sleep~_~ off to bed!!

Regards,
Blues89™

At last!!

YES~ as the title suggests,no more exams~
Time for full time drama and games again~
^^

but i wanna mention bout the few days i had...
On saturday,-_-" YR suddenly ask me go CC..ok...go cc few hours relax lor..since house cannot online...
Then qw also come as 3 of us alwaz go cc together de...the problem is...we went cc till the next day morning..that is 13 hours of CC!!>haha

yes..we watched The Losers,date night and also the clash of the titans...
The only thing not nice is that cinema...When we are watching the losers,the audio quality really sux==" cant even hear clearly...sien lor....
but overall its tiring==

after watching everything i reach home around 10 at night on Sunday AT LAST!guess what?Monday got exam...lol...then i am forced to sacrifice my sleep to study...sleep very little..then on tuesday thats yesterday...I only slept for an hour or 2...lol...studying again..for today's paper!! AND thank god its over!!><~! yea~~
no more exam~~<3

Time to go back my lazy lifestyle..hehe...

Regards,
Blues89™

Damn line-.-"

Yea...damn sux...=="
Cant online since yesterday evening...
What can I do without net?Flash game...LOL!!
Yea..I went to play Plants vs Zombies and yes,I ended that game and get all trophies d--" swt....
really bored till dunno do what good...unfortunately all my dramas finished d...T.T
Study..?yes i really should...lol...thats what i did today and i managed to find back my long lost chapter 4 >
well..finally managed to on9 during dinner time!!yes~~~but...facebook wont let me login lol....
account unavailable...i use other account check profile also cant..
profile unavailable...lol...
well...what else can i do?DOTA!!yes~

yea..went to room5 cos someone asked me for a game..but when reach there let ppl kick...zzz...i went to other team...haiz...ask me for game but yet...i get kicked...T.T what a good net fren....im so 'touched'...

and now waiting for fren...so..at here write out the things i sien of....

1.Line
2.No drama
3.Exam!
4.Let ppl FFK...waste my effort of spamming in r5...zzz
5.boredom xD

thats all...haiz...what can i do?~~
yea right...study==!! 2 more papers and im free!! must chiong finish these 2 subjects !!study study study..gimme the determination!!let me pass~

Regards,
Blues89™

Two steps behind by Def Leppard

Walk away if you want to
It's okay if you need to
You can run but you can never hide
From the shadow that's creeping up beside you
There's a magic running through your soul
But you can't have it all

Whatever you do
I'll be two steps behind you
Where ever you go
And I'll be ther to remind you
That it only takes a minute of your precious time
To turn around
I'll be two steps behind

Take the time to think about it
Just walk the line you know you just can't fight it
Take a look around you'll know what you can't find
Like the fire that's burning up inside me

Now there's a magic running through your soul
But you can't have it all

Whatever you do
I'll be two steps behind you
Where ever you go
And I'll be there to remind you
That it only takes a minute of your precious time
To turn around
I'll be two steps behind

There's a magic running through your soul
But you, you can't have it all

Whatever you do
I'll be two steps behind you
Where ever you go
And I'll be there to remind you
That it only takes a minute of your precious time
To turn around
I'll be two steps behind

April 19th.

Its 19th! yea thats right!!~

24 and 26 my last paper...after that im all FREE!! time to get back to full time gaming~~>
its been like....5 days since my last paper...and these 2 subjects...really must start study...i've been dotaing less than usual...which is unlikely like my personality which want dota at least 1 round each day >
haha...lets talk about the day before...><~!!
ppl said i emo...lol...anything lor T,T
then afternoon i went out with teo...to pc fair...omg??!?!? is this pc fair or leng lui fair?XD haha...

i went there to look for my mouse but nvr buy it...didnt really feel like it...haha...i went in 2 times..cos the 2nd time we waiting for a fren to come dinner with us togethr but let him FFK...make us hungry for hours...damn him...
after that reach tbr,we went orange(cc) since teo said he wanna play games....so teman him lor...and ended up we tried HoN...well..i didnt play a lot...my opinion on tis is...deny animation nice,last hit also easier than normal dota actually=="dunno why...lol...but the problem is i dunno hero skill and item name...all different...effect also got change...

well..first timer also win few rounds..@@" iwonder if thats my gaming talent...lol!!
after that around 4 like that fetch teo them back home,i back home bath then sleep..~_~ tired ....haiz...out from afternoon till morning ler...swt...

its been a drama-ing days recently...raelly need to get started with studies...>
Regards,
Blues89™

Is it time to give up?

As the title suggests,maybe its really time to give up?
Well,I did try to make way to go for it.I even put in effort and ask all of you as my last advise.
But to no avail,it gives no changes or whatsoever.
1 hour is just so hard to give out?I was just asking for an hour a day,is it so hard?
I really like to make it better,good enough to be playing with others...
The name we thought of so hard,its very nice but...I guess none can put in effort for this anymore.
In the end,its just me?If I am not good enough,I did put effort to make myself better.
But did you all do so?
In my opinion,you all are just so into 'that' that makes me see you all totally no mood...
Even maybe after exam,I might not get back mood to play back 'that'...
Well,the final decision is always yours.
1 hour for this is harder than few hours in 'that'?
Whatever,you all happy with the current condition then suits yourselves.

Regards,
Blues89™

E2 over...=="

last few days i didnt sleep for whole day and now...for e2 i study overnight again...never sleep...~_~" eyebag getting worse...darker and darker...panda-like le...
hmm..also got some pimples d...><~ not leng zai d still+ pimples...super not leng zai...haha

well..ytd went gk to fren house study but ended up after dinner..rest then study awhile yamcha....few hours later yamcha again=="!~!~
lol...we are the yamcha group xD
and the mamak there de worker even treated us ais kosong..LOL?

well...we all tried our best to study and learnt as much as we can...
well..the paper....=="~ er...see how the luck goes ba...hopefully we all can pass this >
and now im back home after exam still not wanting to sleep...lolx..what should i do?:P
well..no idea....~_~!!lets just....waste the time....like how ur wasting urs to read this post @@"~

Regards,
Blues89™

Moon on the water...

Full moon sways
Gently in the night of one fine day
On my way
Looking for a moment with my dear


Full moon waves
slowly in the surface of the lake
You were there
Smiling in my arms for all those years.

What a fool
I don't know 'bout tomorrow
What it's like to be
Ah
I was fool
Couldn you let myself to go
Even though i feel
The end

Old love affair
Floating like a bird resting her wings
You were there
Smiling in my arms for all those years
What a fool
I don't know 'bout tomorrow
What it's like to be
Ah
I was fool
Couldn you let myself to go
Even though i feel
The end

What a fool
I don't know 'bout tomorrow
What it's like to be
Ah
I was fool
Couldn you let myself to go
Even though i feel
The end

Full moon sways
Gently in the night of one fine day
You were there
Smiling in my arms for all those years




its a song from BECK the animation by dying breed if not wrong ><~
its animation isnt very good in terms of art...but still its still quite nice..the anime...><

A day out at tenji~:P

At first i lazy update de but got "someone" ask me update=="~ swt her...haha...
well...i did have the thought of updating my blog with this post though..but i gave up not long ago cos of laziness...so here it comes....



LOL...as the title suggests i went over to mont kiara tenji==" with 2 of my hometown friend yr and qw... they sot one...haha...theyre the one who alwaz ask me tong xiao CC...><

ok heres the first pic..thats what i took in front of tenji...cos its upstair...and i look below its that roundabout fountain ^^"~




Next of cos the pic of the main door..the name "Tenji"~~hahaha....



this pic is taken from where i sit...just take to let u all know the interior design a bit...hehe...
see all the food there!! just take whatever u want!!!



Here is only 5 cups of the vodka...there is actually 7 selection...should i be proud i drank all 7?haha...and i forgot how many cups i really drank@@"~ no hints of getting drunk though...too bad...cant get drunk and forget about everything >


last but not least of cos the ice cream!! there is haagen dasz as well...at outside but i nvr took pic..i take this cos i sit in front of this counter only...haha..and the cakes...i wan tiramitsu!!!GIMME MORE!!><~~ can da pao?hehe....


lol....thats the few pics i take...well..a fun day with 2 of my buddy....of cos..its still quite expensive...to and fro using taxi...each person almost rm10..then the price for the buffet around rm80?i cant remember..i know 200+ only for 3 of us...1 meal need almost rm100 omg?~
really i will only come once in a blue moon only..haha...

well then...lets see next time i got whats left to post..haha....i gonna stop here...^^"~

Regards,
Blues89™

5th January 2010

Yes its already a new year...2010...2009 has passed...
its 5:56am when i started writing this post...

Yes time flies...
Its just been quite some time since i last update so i might as well crap some here...
Today at facebook I saw Eyes on Me(FF8 theme song) mv posted...
And it reminds me of the times i had with u...although its just sms it still mean a lot to me...but since its a new year and so i should just get it over with and hope u have a happy life^^~

Not only who am i writing it to but to all my beloved friends,its 2010!!~!~~
but then it also marks the date where the exam is drawing near...i left around 2 weeks time to study 2 subject that is taught in 14 weeks...and i alwaz fail them><~!!

wish me luck and grant me the will of being able to start study and less playing dota or watching drama...

After today,its time to return back to my normal sleeping time...not 5 6 am anymore..hopefully...haha...

My phone stop ringing d...Not becoz its spoilt,but its becoz im not there anymore...
not there in ur heart anymore...

im staying too long at home...too bad tbr nearby dun hv cinema...if not i might just go there when free and have my lonely time over there....Sadly exam is around da corner,cant be thinking too much bout movies now...

well tough luck ~ wish everyone good luck in their exam and of cos i needed some luck too...i dun wanna stay another year idling doing ntg over here...

New Year New Hope New Resolve!~!~!~!~!~!

Regards,
Blues89™