Holidays...

Yea holidays what everyone is most happy about...
Yes its sure fun to have holiday,but for me its just a short term happiness...
It sounds sarcastic...When Im studying i wish for holidays,but now when im on holiday i wished im still studying...

Hmm...The life is getting boring as im doing the same thing everyday...Of cos games,chats,webs...dramas animes...
deep within im struggling with myself...What am I to others?Am i just a tool?A tool to provide u with what u want and let u dump afterwards?
But thats only concern a few person...

I guess its just myself putting too much trust on them...In the end,I've got ntg but to fall down and see to it my own mistake..

If i were not being able to provide what u want to u,u wont find me...
But life is just that,im quiet im shy i dun talk i jz type....
Holidays make me feels that the day is so long..And everything seems so clear...Time let me think through and through...What am i suppose to be doing?Should I continue?Or should i just resolve to an easier way being a useless bastard in this society...I nvr had to worry bout life much,but do i really want to be like this?Living my life off my family's sweat and tears...

Well,for what i know now...I'm still myself,living my own way...Hope my way will only lead to better ones,not worse...

Yo yo yo~

Yea...its been a long time since i update my blog..LOL~

far too long~

well..it all seems so slow in my world now and ntg much get into my interest much nowadays....

Guess whats my normal bedtime now?5am=="
haiz...

wake up its lunch time..isnt it great?Saves the money for breakfast...but ended up in getting supper...LOL~!!!

Hmm..since its been sometime since i last update...i'll just briefly talk through what i've been through recently....

Yea...After raya back to KL...No part time...If there is,it will be good too...haha...My salary from last part time havent get yet...sadly...the finance ppl are too slow...T.T

Then...My life at home...Wake up,wash up...Face the pc...Drama,zhong yi jie mu,Facebook,GG,music....LOL....what else can i do?go out da apao lunch lor...then pc till night then dinner then pc again=="
omg?my life is full of pc...haha....

What to do...Haiz...maybe should go college borrow a book or two@@"~
Thinking of getting a job also...like everyday at home wasting time...kinda feel bad...LOL....

Well...I'll update soon enough...since im getting ntg much left to do..LOL!~~~
be there for my other updates...Thx~

Regards,
Blues89™