Blues89™

New year~

2012-01-16T12:16:00.000-08:00

Yep! its a new year alright!><"
its been kinda lazy when it comes to this year where my "student class life" ended...
i have no more needs to go for class of lectures and tutorials but yet i still need to go to college to consult lecturer for fyp...
of cos..i hvnt start doing so...
its been super long since i had such a holiday!~
let me enjoy till after CNY at least :3
ok now a bit of my recent lifestyle...
sleep wake pc eat pc sleep~ and continue the cycle~
ok done..thats the summary LOL

okok...a bit more in detail then...yep...went for blackshot and kinda like it...its been long since i last played fps..and i really aint that good= =" haiz...im noob in fps...
should just go back dota/hon?XD
dota yea daily..but hon...hmm..sometimes too laggy :P
not suitable to play at home i guess...

ok feelings then- -"!
hmm....still thinking about someone as usual...
but maybe its been quite long...i wont really feel too sad or depress over it anymore i guess :P
get over it already?hmm hope so :X
well..im back to my old life with a better perspective...
i become a tiny lil bit more active than before...
i am not hesitant to take pics with others...dare to ask a bit more...
and of cos...go out more than usual to events and such which i normally will just stay at home and relax....
guess i really did change?for the better?or the worse?no idea...

but thats the current me!well life is still long= ="
going to have lots of things to learn before i really stick to 1 kind of mindset...
enough crapping for the new year or 2012?its 4+am and i should really head to bed...
ok then good nite and sweet dreams :D

Regards,
Blues89™

29/12/2011

2011-12-28T08:13:00.000-08:00

Yes it is almost the end of the year...just after christmas...
but...its exam time ...haiz...
didnt have the study mood at all....holiday mood isnt there as well...
what am i feeling now?neutral?hmm...

wont be having anymore class for my life unless i repeat or get even higher education- -" i wonder where will i end up in the future...
am i good enough as i am now?
not just in profession,but in personality and social relationships...
well,no matter what people sees...this is me~

thats why everyone of us is special as we have our own "individualities"
just be urself thats the most common advise given.
yes just be ourselves, dont worry be happy.
every cloud has a silver lining.
life maybe bad at times,but it will be better :D

Enough crap for tonight...its either time for bed / book- -" nights~

Regards,
Blues89™

Friday~

2011-10-28T09:55:00.000-07:00

TGIF?
not for my case...
too many things left undone...= ="
many works left but yet...
i drown myself in games and all other entertainments rather than work on my stuffs.
and yea...i get more outgoing i guess..thats my own personal view...
im gonna try to change to be a better one!!
u'll see!!~XD
Well...done my musicreport...
whats left is seminar and multimedia assignment...
wonder how should i start and end= ="
hmm...
wont be meeting my supervisor at all x.x
he is busy and i gotta present by tuesday...GGness- -
well..whatever comes comes~get it on baby ~=X

well thats all for this time ~

regards,
Blues89

REcent life~:D

2011-10-22T11:35:00.000-07:00

Yea...This is the last semester and its the heaviest and busiest sem ever...but i still cant get the mood to study and be hardworking...something still hold me back?my past?hmm....
well...watever comes comes~
been coughing nonstop for 1 week +...guess i really am weak now huh= ="
wonder when will i recover from this..
and yea...i changed!! yes i changed! to be a bit more outgoing than last time i guess...learnt my lesson well :D
last few days keep go dinner with fren at tbr or just nearby...its fun chatting with them...wonder why last time i nvr try to spend my time with others huh?well...lets focus on the future shall we?
jz kinda weird why i started being a bit more active when its so hectic- -" beats me...
i got few reports,2 assignment, and 1 seminar....and seminar is in 2 weeks time...
and i havent even start prepare a single thing for it...
guess i really need to behave a bit and stop gaming as much and watch anime / drama too....
oh yea!! recently i went to Tao with teo and qw...the food is quite nice but still this kinda place is expensive...once awhile is ok...cant make it too frequent...rather go japan123?LOL... dian hua fan dian xD
hmmm ntg much to write d....jz bz life but lazy...haiz...i need some motivation...
wish me luck :P

Regards,
Blues89™

2nd day~

2011-10-08T11:35:00.000-07:00

Yes today indeed is memorable...LOL...
I went all the way to 1u to meet a net fren and we even went to watch movie "Abduction" together :P
well,its first time ever i travel so far to meet a net fren= ="
guess my past really changed me huh?o.O
yep...finish movie and she is back with her family while i wander off...
sesat-ing in 1u LOL!!!
i totally have no sense of direction SWT!

luckily i found my way at last and familiar a bit le- -"
went to cold storage to find another fren which i met last year during oct fest but she went for break= =!!
what to do?
haha...walk around lor..wander again lor...see those car road show lor...then all those girls there- -"
haiz...what else can i do ?x.x

at last managed to wait her back to cold storage so i went to chat with her...
surprisingly,i nvr tot our chat can last for so so so so so long= ="
from 3 to 8?LOL...
that totally break my record- -"

then i received calls from mates asking me to go for oct fest again...
ok= =" although im bankrupt...not gonna buy any glass so should be alrite...
just sit there and enjoy the music huh?:P
and of cos the "view" hahahaha....

well thats about my day which is not in full detail...
cant really continue write as im going off to bed to get rdy for later...
KLCC!!! orchestra! im coming~<3

Nitez peeeeepz

Regards,
Blues89

OctoberFest

2011-10-07T11:38:00.000-07:00

yea its october fest once again ><" and im at 1u again woots!!!
but sadly no more rm1 per bottle this year...
well,i only bought 1 litre with a free mug which i can just take home and its by my side now!!
haha...consider as a memory ba...getting a bit drunk just by drinking so much x.x"
well,i am a bit drunk maybe...at least no more complicated stuffs to think about right?
but what coincidence...my fren fetched me to OverTime which is the place i kinda remember clearly as someone lied to me about attending mum's death dunno what hearing thing while enjoying herself at such a place...
but whatever ba...one sided love nvr turns out good anyway...
treat this as an experience and dun get cheated again next time...
just i wonder how long can i ever recover from this hit first....
it took kinda long but still not yet disappear...swt...
well enough said...
after that OverTime we waited for quite a while but then....aromatic sold out...need to wait a long time....x.x"
got tired of waiting so we just went to get few bottles of beer and went to the field and just chit chat and drink our sorrows away....
thats my day today in 1u...
MIGHT be going again tmr...but im not raelly sure...hope i dun get too bad of a hangover ....haha^^

regards,
Blues89™

Yo~

2011-09-17T10:56:00.001-07:00

yeayea~ whatsup~ its 1:55 am in da morning~
on 18/9/2011~ ><
dj in the house~ keep the beat rolling!~
LOL...wth is happening with me?- -"
crazy d...emo d..sad d...happy d...randomness d...
Hmm...
hm...
h...
ok...finish posting thanks xD

Holidays ended...

2011-09-03T10:26:00.000-07:00

Yea...its been a relaxing yet heart breaking holiday...
I managed to see some of my long lost friend which is kinda cool...
but yet receive treatment as if im nobody as well during my trip back to hometown...
nvm...
i must learn to be calm at all times...hasty wont lead me to anywhere good...and ive tasted that...
oh yea...went to 1 private competition made by some guy regarding dota competition in garena...its private thats why its actually just small gang of ppl who know...but it consists of 32 teams...
and what the heck...my team actually managed to win 1st round?really miracle...a team consist of no regular dota gamers except me and poh...haha...
first time play furion in draft and managed to farm so much :P
with my karat skill consider not bad d ba....
well,2nd round got fren cmi,a substitute took his place but really cmi..
still lose although not far apart but a lose is still a lose whether its a mile or an inch...
after few days relaxing in ktn...im now back in kl going to continue my hard life here...haiz...
T_T

well...good luck...to anyone and to me :D
Regards,
Blues89™

Yamcha session at ktn~

2011-08-28T23:21:00.000-07:00

Yea....ytd went out with few long lost fren to yamcha...went out at 11...reach old town and drink for awhile close shop..wth~~~~

so in the end ,we went tc mcd continue chat...haha..

the best part is...this is the first time i went out yamcha that took around 6 hours- -"

i wonder how we chat that much...LOL!!

other than that,my life is still pretty much the same,facing the pc morning till nite with not much changes...haha xD~

well then,when free ill update ba...

a random question...

"Have you ever written a long message but in the end delete it and never send out?"

i did that alot =x

Cya

Blues89™

Just sharing...

2011-08-20T07:44:00.000-07:00

YEs there is a lot i can write about,but today im gonna give it a rest and just share a song :D

its quite a nice song :P

yea if u all notice,recently i changed to a song listener mode..haha..keep share songs only...

well...not gonna talk more on it...enjoy~

Regards,

Blues89™

Past few days ...

2011-08-11T03:29:00.000-07:00

Hmm..lets start from where...hmm...no idea~
just write whatever i still remember ba~!!
hahaha...as usual,my memory aint good--"

hmm..lets take it few days back when i had 2 movies with my bro and sis...
Transformers 3 AWESOME~~xD
not really a fan of transformers but its really nice...
next up is....the rise of planet of the apes!!!
yes its NICE!!!
haha...and it totally has no relation with the planet of apes last time...dun confuse urself lol~

next up...oh yea...i went to gym for the first time in my life...LOL...
and its such a bad experience- -"
when i walk in,6 to 8 guys all topless showing their 6 packs...
T_T zi bei d la...lol~
and after that day,i nvr been to gym anymore cos whole body damn pain= ="swt...
guess im really not fit enough...6 packs is still a faraway dream for me...
haha...teo is going with me though...at least not so bored and also more determination!yea~

what else har?- -"lets seeeeeee...........
hmm...feelings perhaps...haha..still cant let go...
guess im really loyal guy huh?XD wakakkaka
or maybe overpossesive or...too easy jealous?hmm...
gotta fix that up soon...
but well..even if im all alone,i still hv our memories with me...:D
you may forget completely about me,but i wont..u may hate me and love me not one bit,but i wont.damn...im too loyal...lol~~kidding nia..swt

Life is getting busy as actually tmr is deadline and yet my projet is not anyway near finish...haiz...T_T

dont k d ba...time to go drama and de-stress~

Regards,
Blues89™

Tiring day- -

2011-08-02T09:34:00.001-07:00

As title suggests,damn tiring...reached home around 11...
dont feel like going for game so im gonna off after writing this post...
gonna write about why im so late today first...

Today,i went to Stadium Putra for Asia Ablaze...pastor from other countries travel all the way here to lead ppl back to salvation...^^
that means me i guess...kinda backslided christian...swt...
well the thing is actually quite nice...will be held on 2-4th august...
night session is free of charge and the hall can fit in 15k ppl...so invite anybody u wan~

next...lets write bout my target?hahahaha...
well..
1.learn guitar...Hopefully this time i raelly can learn well...
2.go gym on regular basis...asked teo and qw together d...since they wanna lose weight...i go build muscle ba xD~
3.go back to church after all these while...

thats the 3 thing for now...

So...about my recent emo life?@@" guess ill talk a bit...
im back to single life,but not yet to let go of her...
recently noticed that im actually quite possesive!!!hahaha!! super that type ba...
even shes not mine,i still feel like shes mine...is that possesive or just miss her too much?im happy when she told me that er....her current bf........ntg ba...
but from what i notice,they seems to hang along well d...
guess im the only one whos yet to let go ba >deep down within me know that its impossible for 2 of us anymore,but...i just cant let go...still thinking there might be chacne...
stupid or naive?lol...
well..shes living her life well...i should do so as well....

i learnt a lot from all these, and now...im going to spend my time more to be more outgoing and such...a brand new adam?:D haha...in search of new eve~ any applicants?lol....
well thats about it...and ntg to worry about...im doing ok d i guess...live life like normal although mind keep floating...hahaha....guess itll be ok,just a matter of time...didnt go stalk ppl profile anymore...even though i really wanna know her recent news...nvm....
since she doesnt wan me to know,as her wish ba....
gonna busy with work now...deadline drawing near and yet...i still dilly dally around xD hahahaha....

ok...gonna sleep d...not much time left...nite to whoever my reader is :P

stapling my broken heart,
Blues89™

back to inactive state?

2011-07-29T10:30:00.000-07:00

yea as title suggests,i might be going back to inactive blogger state once more...lol...

but lets finish up today's story first...
went out to dinner right after i reached wangsa =="
then?
go cc around 3 hours chiong maple...LOL!!!
whats next?
go genting kelang greenrose 2nd round dinner or...supper?lol...
reach home around 10 to 11...

well now its 1+ cos i anime since i back home and of cos bath and so on and it takes some time ><

ok..lets go back to title...lol...
why inactive?perhaps no motivation to continue ba...maybe ill write again once i get new motivation?or maybe my life is just so normal there is ntg special to share out?

well...lets let that slide...im just gonna write when i feel like it...to hell with updating frequently...xD im gonna do it my way~LOL!!!

k la..continue maple+ anime...- -"
nite

Regards,
Blues89™

x.x"

2011-07-28T07:25:00.000-07:00

Oh no...its end of the month...Haiz...so many things left to do but....
dun got the mood to actually do them...
feel like going for part time job...but a bit too far for me...
guess $ will really become a problem in the future...
Can study finish degree guarantee a steady income?i doubt can i even finish studying and graduate...
Things been going on my mind all these while but...well...just deal with it anyhow= ="
I still need to keep on going no matter what :D
I think strict diet and days of walking is really taking into me...feel tired all the time and i keep fell asleep in office...
give up dieting?hmm...
as long as i hvnt faint i guess...hahaha...
well..now starting to get use to my silent phone once more...except when there is advertisement...LOL!!!didnt even have much credit inside also...
act as my watch or alarm for now =x
glad i no need to buy myself an alarm clock xD
thats all for now...

Regards,
Blues89™

The memories..And determination.

2011-07-25T10:10:00.000-07:00

Yes...as title suggests...

As ppl might have noticed...I am undergoing strict diet right?
actually there is a few reasons why i have this determination...
yes...it is damn suffer at first...lol...i want my snacks >well...ill say what my determinations come from...
hmm..
1.get a nice body shape?LOL!!!no la..getting a bit too fat...all say me...i emo...wan reduce...diet!!!
2.from her who everyday so hardworking going to gym...
3.save money...wonder why i need to save...?i heard someone in need of some electrical stuffs to cope up with next semester work..thought of saving up and subsidise her or what...but...nvm...its too late...get back money keep save for future use ba ^^ or maybe get a better phone!?XD
thought of earning money to go holiday also ba...^^try to change!!!lets travel~
4.lower my blood pressure as well- -" haiz...hypertension lv 2...and due to the sickness i have before this...few hundred gone d...work whole month also cant earn back d la...transportation fees and so on...walao...what also money nia!?
5.trying to get someones attention again by trying to change myself...but..guess it has the opposite effect ><" too bad
6.well the main raeson of all still revolves around that someone...just trying to let her see a better view of me..is that too much?

Hmm...now lets start comparing my life before and after...
There will be a part of before ( single life ) and also AFTER ( couple life) and also final kua...hahahah...see how first...

Before - I am single and all alone and my only wife is my pc....
yes.life is all good...cos...as the saying goes,sometimes its best if u just do not know...
as a lonely guy who online everyday,game is everything...and other than that...maybe chat around few girls maybe..haha...
yes...life is all good...cos i dun even know whats better than that...
well it now comes to after...

well the story starts in my game in garena...angry with some admin....well around that time...i added someone thru facebook...
as usual,im alwaz doing my best trying to please the other side..haha...managed to get her msn and number as well not long after....chat everyday...
and the day comes when she even came to kl to study...wow?fate...
but the thing it really all began was on the day when she is complaining to me shes hungry at nite and hunger for supper....lol...
as a matter of fact,i have no idea why i would say ok to her...even if my closest fren ask me to go out at that timing,i'll find out some excuse and just reject it...
but...it turns up i really agreed on meeting her for the very first time and have our supper together...
well,consider it a miracle how it all happen,a guy as shy and a guy as not outgoing as me going out alone with another girl...lol...thats some NEWS alright?!
well...i cheated her the very first time we met hahahaha...i said i gonna walk over to her hostel..but instaed i drive over...- -" nvr thought why i did that too...really not my character...swt...
somemore its somewhere in gk..lol...a place where my fren keep ajak me drive go for hundreds of times but only succeed one time that kind...guess im really not that sporting huh...
thats the first time meeting her...and after that..there has been more...
i have experience a lot of first time with her...haha...but the thing that leaves most impression on me is the night we spend the whole night just chatting...and she gave me a sudden kiss on the cheek...i raelly startled..i was just joking in msn last time...but..she did give me a real one..and it really touched me...a lot more things happen and yes...we are together after that....well...lets skip it to the AFTER part...

AFTER
Well,i noticed lots of changes that a gf can bring to me...
Couple life is a lot better than single but when u lost it...it hurts a lot more and u rather ur single before this...
this is a list of i miss u...
1.i miss the time when ur with me
2.i miss the smile u had
3.i miss the cute face u gimme>4.i miss the time when i can hold ur hands...
5.i miss the time when i can hold u in my arms.
6.i miss the time we have movie marathon every single time we go out
7.i miss the time when we sit bus and go over to pavilion
8.i miss the time when we sit down and eat at the japan store to eat crepe
9.i miss the time when u come over
10.i miss the time when i wake up i see u by my side
11.i miss the time when i wake up,ur there staring at me><
12.i miss your touch
13.i miss it when u ask me for massage...although i dun really like...haha..but if its for u...sure
14.i miss ur kiss
15.i miss poke poke
16.i miss going to ur place just to bring u food when ur sick
17.i miss there is someone there for me to share my stories
18.i miss there is alwaz someone there for me
19.i miss smsing
20.i miss going out dinner
21.i miss getting so many diff food in mamak instaed of just nasi pattaya or what
22.i miss walking to college together with u
23.i miss accompanying u shopping
24.i miss the time we go out
25.i miss the time we spent together
26.i miss the memories we craeted together
27.i miss the times we had together
28.i miss having midnite talk until morning
29.i miss msn and sms at the same time
30.i miss playing games together with u
31.i miss seeing ur reactions
32.i miss playing around with u
33.i miss seeing u sleeping by my side
34.i miss u sitting on my lap
35.i miss watching movies with u
36.i miss sitting on the side seats of the cinema with u
37.i miss u being by my side even when im busy
38.i miss being by ur side even when ur doing ur things
39.i miss trying to be of help to u
40.i miss seeing u do work at my place
41.i miss staying by ur side even if there is ntg to do
42.i miss having little arguments with u
43.i miss how u treat me
44.i miss u waiting in front of my house
45.i miss u tapao for me
46.i miss the time when i back home,ur there
47.i miss loving u
48.i miss having u
49.i miss hugging u
50.i miss u

thats how i ended up now...but ...its all over and i cant do anything except get over it ba..before and after...yes...there is a lot of things i cannot realise when im single...the feeling of being loved...thats one special feeling...and i still hope i have that feeling now...

thats about the difference of before and after...thats a list of "i miss"..thats the thing that really wins over single life ><" but im back to single life...well..get over it ba...cant be expecting anything much after what i did...forgiveness is such a hard thing...

well..finally?back to single life..what else= ="LOL....
yep..it feels kinda lonely..nothing i can do about it...i stopped chatting with all other girls ever since i got her...only reply when other girls find me...all gone d lu...haha...
well..i cant so fast get over it and head for new relationship ba...the feeling is still strong in me. Good luck to all the single guys and girls ba ><" its tought being alone...but...life will keep going right?i will try to get over this and i am acting strong in appearance only ba...there are so many times i cried myself to sleep....T_T well...stop crying d though...aint crybaby no more!!!>
back to real life,walk to lrt,stand for 40 minutes,walk to office...3 hours daily to and fro action...thats my life- -" doing my project waiting september to come so i can end my intern and continue as a student...

before this i even plan on going holiday with her somewhere when im done with intern,but everythings too late...well..this will be the last time i write about such post i think....
must carry on...
time heals...i wonder..how long will it take...
i dun think i will forget...bt just hope i can let go ><"
when i tries to forget,it just pops out even more often...lol..what a useless way to forget huh?><"
im quite a backslide christian...but..i think i will be going back to church soon...
of cos ill keep u in my prayer everything will go smoothly for u.
as for myself,i just hope to stay healthy...haha....lame >well then..its late and i only left few hours sleep...time to off to bed...
stop here then!
oyasuminasai...

The one who cant forget the past just yet,
Blues89™

Over?

2011-07-24T10:57:00.001-07:00

Yes,most of the things are over...Just waiting for some unfinished stuffs to settle down.Well,i cant control that though...

Ok...lets talk about my life these few days...maybe zombie is a good synonym?LOL!!
i went to work these few days just sitting there and wasting all my time away.In the end,i did ntg at all..Haiz..Will i ever catch up with my project deadline?

Why having such a zombie life?emotional breakdown i suppose...Some might know what happened and some might not know...But actually deep down inside i already know the answer but i chose not to believe it...Guess,im stuborn?

Well,even all these things i am still grateful and yes even i hurt alot but i am still thankful.i never knew i can actually think it this way though...Well,i tried to forgive and forget,forgive maybe possible but forget is still seems a little too hard for me...

Well,i tried my best doing what i can...even if the outcome isnt what i want i cant do anything about it anyway right?i guess itll take me sometime to be back to the Disreputable Lone Ranger :D~

Well,thats life,lots of ups and downs...it just matters whether u have the will and power to live over it...and i will try my best to get over it! and yes,forgiving someone actually makes us feel better...in my case i am a bit more calm and peaceful compared to when i first emotional braekdown...did lots of stuffs that shouldnt be done,but whats done is done,cant do anything else...

oops~~~its getting late here..2am and yet im here crapping ...lol!!tmr still need to wake early and walk to work again ...same schedule every week...haiz...hope i can finish intern asap and back to my college life...

NITE all ><

Blues89™

yo...

2011-07-20T08:48:00.000-07:00

Be strong,everything will pass,
continue living on,the world still turns even without u...
be brave,everything will be ok,
continue hanging on,the life will still continue...
be still,nothing changes,
there is nothing that can stays forever...

suddenly tot of a song...crying in the rain...a favourite song of mine since young but nvr knew it might be applicable to myself....pity me the night never accompany me...
well...time to move on and try to get some sleep i guess...zhou gong,pls find me play chess tonight...

Blues89

Days of thinking

2011-07-14T08:35:00.000-07:00

Clock ticking away yet my mind never stop thinking how it ended up like this...

Yes really,I am just an actor on this stage playing a fool out of myself...

I feel that the rainy days are my friends for they accompany me by falling down tears...

It is heartbreaking to live a life as pathetic as mine but I'll stay strong.

Saw ur pic in my drawer and also in my pc...Nostalgic?Or plain sadness...

Still thinking i got chance?im just a dull guy,who wants?

back to my lone ranger life i guess...

Hoping for a change.

Hanging on...

2011-07-14T07:44:00.001-07:00

I am hanging on by a thread...~ ~ ~

Letter to you.(Alice)

2011-07-13T08:29:00.000-07:00

There will be 2 part,you may just want to read part 1 as part 2 might not be what u want to read.I know its quite sudden but I just feel like saying all out after days of consideration.Well so here it goes.

PART 1
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List of The thank you chapter :P
1.On 21st May...changing me to become less shy i suppose...I would nvr drive someone out that late somemore alone on the first day of our meeting if u remember...That was the very first time i went and fetch someone whom i have nvr met be4 to go supper...and im alone with no other frens.i am super nervous at that time as I do not know what can we talk about...I am very "nei xiang",dun hv much topic when chat face to face...but well it ended quite well and i thank you for that :D

2. 12th june roughly...Thanks for being my first ever true gf.I might have boast that I have gf be4 this but those are just net gf and they arent real,ur the one that gave me all the experience and let me experience the feeling of being wanted.Although I am quite contented with my life at that time,but u did bring me to a whole new lv of relationship.I never thought that having someone by side is so warm.I love huggings :D

3. Thanks for your time and also your effort.You managed to ask me out a lot of times in fact.I am not the outgoing type,but u did drag me out for movies lots of times and i really enjoyed those times where we watched 2 movies in a row and spending the whole day jz the two of us. U did changed me a lot as I would use excuses to frens and wont go out most of the time but i just cant reject ur invitation that much. and thanks to you,i really had lots of great time watching movie and to keep up to date with the cinema too...

4. Thanks for your consideration on this dull bf. I never had any experience being a bf and so im totally new. and well i am not doing quite a good job as you are the one who keeps coming over instead of me going over...let u do so much walking...haha...i aint romantic or what as well but u still bear with me for so long,i thank you for that.

5. Thanks for ur gift i suppose?the t shirt u got me,i cant wear it comfortably yet...haha..but recently cut down few kgs now manage to wear without feeling too tight..but lose few more kg will really let me fit perfectly ba...haha....thats the only gift i get from u i guess...cant think of others...well...its good enough~

6. This is after getting back to single life...Dunno why u gimme a sudden motivation to lose weight...but i wont lose too much...just lose enough to get to my normal bmi is enough for me.i nvr exercise much,cant expect to lose much also...well thanks anyway :P

7. My life youve changed,i changed alot compared to the Adam u knew before if u really have noticed.And i really appreciate it.I learnt to be brave a bit and also go for things now and then...I might be reluctant sometimes but when its needed,ill get onto it.And yea,i found a new interest in doing part time haha~just to earn extra cash...and its quite fun..i might learn to be more outgoing to join more events as time goes,but slowly...shyness cant just fly away all of sudden.I think im changing to a better person ,well imo.

8.Thanks for bringing me so many happiness although in just such a short term.I learnt to love someone whole heartedly.really thank you.

9. All in all,i jz wanted to thank you for being my gf for 11months+...i aint much and sorry that u need to bear with such a dull guy.arent romantic either to buy u flowers or chocs...altho u still eat my house choc..haha...

10. thanks for all the first time u brought to me...u really bring me to a lots of places with a lot of new experience and i get to learn from u how to be better to own partner.I'll keep that in mind and make myself a better guy.You let me learnt a lot and to think differently a bit...i cant change aall of sudden right?slowly ba...

11. Conclusion of my thanks,thank you for being u and thank you for being there for me.I really enjoyed that moment.Thats all in my thank you posts.well its all over anyway.

Below here is part 2,i will change the font color so if u really feel like reading how i actually feel all these time....feel free to do so,if not,u may just consider this post done.thanks.

PART 2
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These parts will be a bit offending to u i guess,since u alwaz say i nvr accept ur explanation.but this is how i really feel all these times.of cos..the thank you above is all honestly from heart..i really thanked u for that...
Hmm this part might be longer in fact...hahahaha....
Dont read this part if u dunwanna get upset by my thoughts and feelings...

1. lets start from early,what really broke my heart was what u wrote at ur blog but we settled this before so i will not go into it further..it just hurts my pride as someone's else bf.sry that u need to bear with me.

2. when ur in trouble,u didnt actually find me for help instead go for others...if u asked,i might just put aside everything for u.I am who to u actually?i just look like a guy who will only share happiness with u and wont bear ur problems with u?I admit i aint good enough,but u said ur fren is alwaz there by ur side when u need them. did u ever estimate how much i did for u?Did i not care?If im not here,u wont be in kl anymore i guess...
Last time u said i keep give other girls <3 and i stopped,ask back urself did u not did that to other guys?i stopped to initialize sms with any other girls and also in msn...did i do not enough?i only reply when they find me,is it that wrong to have a proper manner to reply others?

3.I hate it when ppl lies and u did that be4...same question,who am i to u?if u explained that to anyone,i dun think anyone would believe it either...typo from "at cc playing" become "home doing ntg"...who am i that u need to lie?
and u said on my bday cook for me,in the end,i still need to eat mamak with u and u treat it like u nvr say before.i hate ppl breaking promises and i told u from the very beginning...Well,correct me if im wrong..i cant remember clearly..but did i ever lie to u?i only remember once and that time im feeling unhappy with what u did although i cant recall....

4. class trip = 1 girl 4 guys .sry but u just say class trip like that,i really cant accept it,im possesive guy and i very easy get jealous.

5. u said i exam time nvr sms u,but my other phone still had record i sms with u...and its during exam...even after cold war,ive been msging u for days..but everytime i start,im the one who replied last as well...u ignored me most of the times,that leads to us breaking up. u said u feel lonely,u go and find other guys to sms with...I am very disappointed,who am i to u actually?u lonely u go find other guy,then what am i?am i just a stranger whom u wan to find then find,dunwan then ignore?is this considered ur bf?i can guarantee whenever there is sms i will reply as soon as i see it unless i fell asleep or out of credit.

6. recent happenings,movie with u even after we break up...but during the movie,u've been pressing phone nonstop.excuse me,u asked for movie and yet u nvr really watch it..and i sit aside like some kind of atm to pay u for ur seats? oh yea...some days ago i said bout ur fren with car right?this pic: http://twitpic.com/5jrr5g ...on the way go wcg?lol...

7. Yea recent happenings again,sms with u...and u said u credited rm5 only seems like u dunwanna sms with me much...well,expected,who am i to u anymore?haha...that day u sms me tell me u miss that time,i also miss,but i cant just say come on...i really cant. I feel totally insecure about u,ur becoming more of a stranger to me day by day...I raelly felt no position within u anymore...same question all over again,who am i to u that u want to do these kind of things to me?and ur recent attitudes like dislike me...

Yea,ive been thinking that we might be able to get back together somehow,but i just cant accept it when i myself lost confidence in myself that i still worth smtg to u.i just cant.well,now u might probably got a new target d,i will take more time to heal,as this is the first time i really think of someone that much,everyday...

you've been giving me hints to chase u back but,i really dunno how i can carry on with so many uncertainties within me...and also the response which are cold and hot at times i really am not sure...ur good,just that i aint that good enough for u.maybe this is the better solution for both of us,u can get more of ur freedom and go get tattoo or go wherever with whoever u want,i cant control.just take care.

well thats about all i wished to tell u,its been inside me for quite some time,just feel like letting them out.if this offense u in anyway,sorry.i cant think of other words.
I just think that i might feel better after thanking u and also expressing my feelings and thoughts all these while.Even if u didnt read part 2,really thanks for coming here and read as my request.
Oh yea and i quit twitter was actually becoz i really got ntg else to do there,opening a tab jz to go twitter will only make my pc lag,i rather get a new phone and use twitter on phone :P
Well,gotta go sleep d,gonna work tmr again...Just thank you for coming and take care wherever ur heading :-)

Regards,
Blues89™

A random post?

2011-07-12T10:28:00.000-07:00

Yep...just to write some crap before heading to bed...

Feeling unhappy but thats life :P get with it~

the worse day ever is when u are at office with work to do but u chose not to do...
whats worse is ur colleague take mc then dump u alone on the project all by urself...haiz...

Oh yea,although lots of bad things happening lately but...there is one good news...LOL...
i managed to cut down 6 kg jor...quite an accomplishment for a guy who nvr exercise i guess...xD~

Well..2 months+ to go and im free frm industrial training and get back to student life...
wonder how will it be after getting used to work life...swt...

if only i have a time machine,everything is gonna be so well!!~im gonna time travel back to the junctions before i made my choices so right choices can be made!~:P

but its not gonna come real so well...get on with it...and thats life!

try to enjoy while you can...T_T i know not much time left for me to be fooling around...haiz...

wish me luck in my work and my studies my lonely blog :P

Regards,
Blues89™

Feelings

2011-07-09T05:28:00.001-07:00

Feelings of awkardness~_~

Why should I feel such a bad feeling about someone whos not mine?

Wish me luck to forget the past faster >

sad...

2011-07-01T14:54:00.001-07:00

its been like years since i last visit a dr but now...
i cant even sleep and i need to see dr at as early as 4am....
and dr says i already has this sickness 1 year ago....
operation might be needed if things get worsen....
haiz...

Movies again- -

2011-06-24T11:22:00.001-07:00

My sister dragged me out to movie again !~swt...
this time its Green Lantern...
overall quite not bad....
but...kinda lame also...- -"lol...
Hmm..recently ive been thinking whether im just plain naive or just stupid...lol...
i rather im the naive one :P~
i helped others even without knowing whether the favor will be returned...
or im just a plain good guy?haha!!!
but they said,"good guy extinct d" so,should i be kept under "protected species"?
haha...sry im being lame here lol...
Been working lately and getting tired of everything,just hope that someday i can just sleep thru the day and nite...just for a week or so...doing ntg...
guess waking up early every day is taking its toll on me T-T
Recently been eating a whole lot again...haiz...im nvr gonna lose weight...lol...
well,im who i am ~
know me and accept me as what i am then XD wakkakaa~
and i AINT FAT!!!x.x im FIT!!!LOL!!!~= =" nobody seems to trust that though ...swt...
well...its kinda late d and its time to sleep...
nite to my lonely blog <3

Regards,
Blues89™

PAintball~

2011-06-18T02:28:00.000-07:00

Yes I went paintball today at selayang mall with my company ppl :D
well its kinda fun~~~! but i didnt really experience the pain= ="lol...either kena my mask or just got feel but not pain at all..swt nia...

Well..i might be active back in blogspot or maybe doing back my food blogpost?
see if im free ba....recently keep waiting for ppl to go game got free time to write...LOL....
or waiting ppl to come bring me out xD hahahaha!!!

well..overall this is FUN~~ i wanna play more =x shoot ar~

thats it ba for today :P
almost 5 only reach home but i went out at 8= ="SWT!!!

Regards,
Blues89™

move on @@"

2011-06-17T08:45:00.000-07:00

People tend to regret something but thats not something good.
if its over,then take it as it is and move on...
As others have did it,I should learn to move on as well.
There is a whole new world out there waiting for me :D

Trying to forget,
Blues89™

Blitz

2011-06-17T08:16:00.001-07:00

Yep...went to movie again xD
hahaha....
this time its BLITZ!!~
whats my rating on this....hmm...maybe 4/5 i guess....quite ok but not really too attractive to me...but overall its quite nice :D~
well...back from work then go out till now...then tmr need to go paint ball somemore T_T wuwu~
tiring tiring~
k...done with today's crap

Regards,
Blues89™

Life

2011-06-16T03:48:00.000-07:00

Life is fragile...
Yesterday,it is still active and running...
Today,it became a cold corpse by the roadside with no life in it...
Hmm...Life is that fragile...
Sad case to this little craeture i saw everyday when im walking from company to lrt...
T_T

Sad sad story...
Blues89™

15.6.2011

2011-06-15T07:13:00.000-07:00

Yes its wednesday now~
I read on news that tmr msia website gonna get hacked= ="
hmm..wonder how it turns out...

and yea~ its almost time!!
FOR THE "PAIN"BALL !!~this saturday!!~
I am coming~ to get my first time experience on playing paint ball= ="
hopefully i dun get aimed too much hahaha...

hmm....what i feel right now...weird feelings all over.....
tired most probably i guess...

well thats it for tonight...

Regards,
Blues89™

12-6-2011

2011-06-12T07:34:00.001-07:00

A memorable yet not memorable day...
Hmm...Confusing ~_~"
Mixed feeling...

Argh....ate too much...gotta get more determination...T_T

Part time experience~

2011-06-09T10:32:00.000-07:00

Yea,its been my 1st time doing part time as a tutor!
OMGoodness,can u believe that?haha...for someone like me who had stage fright before= ="
now standing in front of the class teaching...lol...
I actually have enough money not to go for part time but...well..since it come and it can give extra cash when i needed some...might as well do it and gaining new experience at the same time..

i taught maths to 3 class...form 1 to form 3...LOL...and i thnk i taught wrongly to the form 3 gang ...haha...sry bout that but i did msg the ori teacher to reteach the things so that u all can understand =x

and its kinda enjoy teaching youngsters...haiz...makes me looks old d...and they say i said the same thing as the replacement teacher before...LOL
"i am not a teacher,im student just like u" ...haha...guess this sentence damn familiar ba...since we all student just replace class for this guy= ="

well its just taking me too long to back home...even after such a tiring day,cant even str8 go to bed...after bath rest awhile online,listen song and now blogging...
although no ppl read,i might just leave this as my diary,so i can see back what i did long time ago...haha

well..today is friday..and my work in office is actually not close to done at all..GG-ing...too many parts blur d...

and good luck to my new plan ~altho today failed...haha...
+u to myself xD

NITE ghosts~~

Regards,
Blues89™

Movies~

2011-06-06T11:13:00.000-07:00

YES MOVIES!! Ive completed this season of movie spree i guess haha....
Kung fu panda 2 and x men first class...
but my wallet grew a big hole...no more expensive food~T_T
guess the time spent is quite ok...
the movies are quite good...
and im damn full after drinking almost whole cup of regular soft drink at the last minute before leaving the hall and now getting the effect >swt nia...
well...gonna fool around for awhile before sleep..
nitez

Regards,
Blues89™

Gambate

2011-06-05T04:45:00.000-07:00

Be strong I should say to myself...
Resist temptation...
peace....inner peace...

ok done!! lets listen to peaceful music xD

A beautiful song :D

2011-05-31T22:59:00.001-07:00

Pirates~

2011-05-28T08:25:00.001-07:00

One Piece?
Pirates of the carribean on stranger tides <3
lol...still purposely watch 1,2,3 before this..xD
hopefully another one coming out soon~
love good movies :D

Life's changes

2011-05-27T20:29:00.001-07:00

Hmm...Life's been changing a lot...
I game lesser due to my intern...
and intern is getting a bit sien day by day= ="
haiz...
Well,im single for now...Didnt even last a year though >< too bad~
its already 11months ~_~
Yea,i even changed a bit look by wearing specs,more to a nerdy look now i guess xD
but didnt really wear that often...cos my eyesight still very good= ="
Been losing interest to online rpg games...jz dota or hon stir my interest up more...
maybe cos less fren is playing mmorpg,didnt hv the mood to continue...
well these few days been going to cinema a lot....
I watched :
Insidious - rate scary,its quite scary compared to others...consider a well done horror xD
Diary of a wimpy kid - rate hilarious,its funny but didnt really have the complete story...might wanna watch it if just wanna have a laugh...
Pirates of the carribeans on stranger tides - will be watching it later :D
well..thats my week for now = ="

Regards,
Blues89

Hmm..if thats what u wan...

2011-05-20T12:04:00.000-07:00

Even we are not together anymore,do that really mean that much?
Cant even be good friend or what?
You even disable me to view your fb wall..why not just delete me if im such a nuisance to u?
Might wanna admit the stupidity of myself that we can still hang out together and be good frens,im just too naive...
Reasons why we are not together?U should really ask that to urself...
u can blame me as well,i am at fault at certain issues as well.
I dont mind letting ppl read,even if ur the one reading it.
ur good,but just maybe im not good enough for u.
u deserve a better guy than me...
i am just a guy with no sense of romance or whatsoever...not even ur type i guess...
That day, i find u just to pass u ur things and sms u so many times and the day after still sms u...but u reply like after 24 hours?
an hour wait and seeing the rain falls is nothing for me...i've even spend 1 whole day doing ntg but walking around the mall as a maid helping to take things.
that 1 hour is ntg...but at least some replies even after ur class finish?
Even if im not ur anybody,i still worry?
Even if u treat me as enemy or what,ur still someone i care and i cherish the moments we had before.
u asked me not to ignore,but all these while,ur the one who nvr reply me?
well...if u wanted space of urself and dunwan to meet me,its fine.
if u wan ur things,u can ask ur fren come take or i pass it to someone who u might meet.

well..thats a bit of what im feeling...
ok...enough crapping d...time to end this...nitez

Regards,
Blues89™

Life

2011-05-18T08:36:00.000-07:00

Yea...life...
Its been 11 months...
><~
yes...all this ended cos of my jealousy perhaps...
or maybe just personality...
no one knows...
Hmm..ntg to write d...haiz...too much to be said..but none did it come to my mind to write down...

Dinner at Chili~

2011-04-23T09:40:00.000-07:00

Lol...this happened last friday when i was at fb chatting with teo - -"
he suddenly ask for dinner at chilis...
xD
so this is what we get!~
a spontaneous date =x

and this is teo's~

this is mine!!~XD

well back to my food blogspot yea?XD hahaha
quitted my pockie ninja and had more time instaed ><~
well..might update this blog once in a blue moon but stay tune
a dinner cost me that cost me so much!but luckily..damn full= ="

o.o"

2010-09-19T12:13:00.000-07:00

Have you ever been in a situation where you hope you aint that clever?
Or have u ever wanted to CTRL + Z ?Trying to undo what u did ,to forget what u see, to remember ntg from what u discovered?

Sometimes life turns out to be better when you know nothing at all.
Most of the time when people finds out,nothing good comes from it.
But when people has no idea what it is all about,what is there to have negative emotions for?
Isn;t it better for us to live in an unknowingly situation?- -"
Well,it does apply to several conditions.
I can't say everything brings bad emotions when you are told smtg u dunno about.
But from what I see,the percentage of negative emotions reigns over the positive ones...

I saw it from a video not long ago...White lie = lie,no matter what goodness it brings,its still a lie...well its very true,as it isnt the truth.
Life is just full of question marks,waiting to be answered,to be replied.
But,most people tend to add more question marks rather than solving them.

Is this too deep?Or is it right?I have no idea.As I believe everyone has their own individual point of views and so,if u agree with me so be it,if u dont,still same,so be it.

Well enough crapping as an update of my blog..thats all ^^~

Regards,
~Blues89™~

Live like we're dying X . X

2010-06-26T08:33:00.000-07:00

Kris Allen - Live Like We're Dying

Sometimes we fall down and can't get back up
We're hiding behind skin that's too tough
How come we don't say "I love you" enough
Till it's to late, it's not too late

Our hearts are hungry for a food that won't come
And we could make a feast from these crumbs
And we're all staring down the barrel of a gun
So if your life flashed before you
What would you wish you would've done

Yeah... gotta start
Looking at the hand of the time we've been given here
This is all we got and we gotta start pickin' it
Every second counts on a clock that's tickin'
Gotta live like we're dying

We only got
86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying

And if your plane fell out of the skies
Who would you call with your last goodbye?
Should be so careful who we live out our lives
So when we long for absolution
There'll no one on the line

Yeah... gotta start
Lookin' at the hand of the time we've been given here
This is all we got and we gotta start pickin' it
Every second counts on a clock that's tickin'
Gotta live like we're dying

We only got
86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying

Like we're dying oh-- like we're dying
Like we're dying oh-- like we're dying

We only got
86 400 seconds in a day to
turn it all around or throw it all away
we gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
while we got the chance to say
gotta live -- like we're dying

You never know a good thing till it's gone
You never see a crash until it's head on
Everything go right when we're dead wrong
You never know a good thing till it's gone

Yeah... gotta start
Lookin' at the hand of the time we've been given here
This is all we got and we gotta start pickin' it
Every second counts on a clock that's tickin'
Gotta live like we're dying

We only got
86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying

Like we're dying oh -- like we're dying
Like we're dying oh -- like we're dying

We only got
86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying

Firefly...

2010-05-05T11:54:00.000-07:00

Firefly
---A Teens---

When I said go I never meant away
You ought to know
the freaky games we play
could you forgive
and learn how to forget
hear me as I'm calling out your name

Firefly come back to me
make the night as bright as day
I'll be looking out for you
tell me that your lonely too
firefly come lead me on
follow you into the sun
that's the way it ought to be
firefly come back to me

You and me
we shared a mistery
we were so close
like honey to the bee
And if you tell me how to make you understand
I'm minor in a major kinda way

Firefly come back to me
make the night as bright as day
I'll be looking out for you
tell me that your lonely too
firefly come lead me on
follow you into the sun
that's the way it ought to be
firefly come back to me
Fly firefly through the sky
come and play with my desire
don't be long don't ask why
I can't wait another night
Fly firefly through the sky
wait another night

Firefly come back to me
make the night as bright as day
I'll be looking out for you
tell me that your lonely too
firefly come lead me on
follow you into the sun
that's the way it ought to be
firefly come back to me
Firefly come back to me
make the night as bright as day
I'll be looking out for you
tell me that your lonely too
firefly come lead me on
follow you into the sun
that's the way it ought to be
firefly come back to me
---End---
---End---

This is a song used in kingdom hearts if not mistaken,i like this song a lot@@"
Well just wanna share out this song and...i wanna tell u all im not KL BOY!!
I am KTN ZAI~~I am coming back to kuantan FYI~XD
well..i know its rare =x lol...since even when holiday im still stucked in kl..haha...actually it doesnt make much difference for me since i also stay at home facing my pc doing ntg and wasting my time off...
Well,pls wish me luck so that my result will have 3 PASSES!!i wanna further on to adv diploma...i dunwanna stuck here for another year of wastage...swt...
somebody save me T_T~

and yea...i wanna watch movie!!!IP MAN2 and iron man2~WTH~I WAN WATCH AR!!
Haiz...well enough of my grumbles xD
time to try and sleep~_~ off to bed!!

Regards,
Blues89™

At last!!

2010-04-27T22:57:00.000-07:00

YES~ as the title suggests,no more exams~
Time for full time drama and games again~
^^

but i wanna mention bout the few days i had...
On saturday,-_-" YR suddenly ask me go CC..ok...go cc few hours relax lor..since house cannot online...
Then qw also come as 3 of us alwaz go cc together de...the problem is...we went cc till the next day morning..that is 13 hours of CC!!>haha

yes..we watched The Losers,date night and also the clash of the titans...
The only thing not nice is that cinema...When we are watching the losers,the audio quality really sux==" cant even hear clearly...sien lor....
but overall its tiring==

after watching everything i reach home around 10 at night on Sunday AT LAST!guess what?Monday got exam...lol...then i am forced to sacrifice my sleep to study...sleep very little..then on tuesday thats yesterday...I only slept for an hour or 2...lol...studying again..for today's paper!! AND thank god its over!!><~! yea~~
no more exam~~<3

Time to go back my lazy lifestyle..hehe...

Regards,
Blues89™

Damn line-.-"

2010-04-22T08:40:00.000-07:00

Yea...damn sux...=="
Cant online since yesterday evening...
What can I do without net?Flash game...LOL!!
Yea..I went to play Plants vs Zombies and yes,I ended that game and get all trophies d--" swt....
really bored till dunno do what good...unfortunately all my dramas finished d...T.T
Study..?yes i really should...lol...thats what i did today and i managed to find back my long lost chapter 4 >
well..finally managed to on9 during dinner time!!yes~~~but...facebook wont let me login lol....
account unavailable...i use other account check profile also cant..
profile unavailable...lol...
well...what else can i do?DOTA!!yes~

yea..went to room5 cos someone asked me for a game..but when reach there let ppl kick...zzz...i went to other team...haiz...ask me for game but yet...i get kicked...T.T what a good net fren....im so 'touched'...

and now waiting for fren...so..at here write out the things i sien of....

1.Line
2.No drama
3.Exam!
4.Let ppl FFK...waste my effort of spamming in r5...zzz
5.boredom xD

thats all...haiz...what can i do?~~
yea right...study==!! 2 more papers and im free!! must chiong finish these 2 subjects !!study study study..gimme the determination!!let me pass~

Regards,
Blues89™

Two steps behind by Def Leppard

2010-04-20T10:03:00.000-07:00

Walk away if you want to
It's okay if you need to
You can run but you can never hide
From the shadow that's creeping up beside you
There's a magic running through your soul
But you can't have it all

Whatever you do
I'll be two steps behind you
Where ever you go
And I'll be ther to remind you
That it only takes a minute of your precious time
To turn around
I'll be two steps behind

Take the time to think about it
Just walk the line you know you just can't fight it
Take a look around you'll know what you can't find
Like the fire that's burning up inside me

Now there's a magic running through your soul
But you can't have it all

Whatever you do
I'll be two steps behind you
Where ever you go
And I'll be there to remind you
That it only takes a minute of your precious time
To turn around
I'll be two steps behind

There's a magic running through your soul
But you, you can't have it all

Whatever you do
I'll be two steps behind you
Where ever you go
And I'll be there to remind you
That it only takes a minute of your precious time
To turn around
I'll be two steps behind

April 19th.

2010-04-19T00:25:00.000-07:00

Its 19th! yea thats right!!~

24 and 26 my last paper...after that im all FREE!! time to get back to full time gaming~~>
its been like....5 days since my last paper...and these 2 subjects...really must start study...i've been dotaing less than usual...which is unlikely like my personality which want dota at least 1 round each day >
haha...lets talk about the day before...><~!!
ppl said i emo...lol...anything lor T,T
then afternoon i went out with teo...to pc fair...omg??!?!? is this pc fair or leng lui fair?XD haha...

i went there to look for my mouse but nvr buy it...didnt really feel like it...haha...i went in 2 times..cos the 2nd time we waiting for a fren to come dinner with us togethr but let him FFK...make us hungry for hours...damn him...
after that reach tbr,we went orange(cc) since teo said he wanna play games....so teman him lor...and ended up we tried HoN...well..i didnt play a lot...my opinion on tis is...deny animation nice,last hit also easier than normal dota actually=="dunno why...lol...but the problem is i dunno hero skill and item name...all different...effect also got change...

well..first timer also win few rounds..@@" iwonder if thats my gaming talent...lol!!
after that around 4 like that fetch teo them back home,i back home bath then sleep..~_~ tired ....haiz...out from afternoon till morning ler...swt...

its been a drama-ing days recently...raelly need to get started with studies...>
Regards,
Blues89™

Is it time to give up?

2010-04-16T13:02:00.000-07:00

As the title suggests,maybe its really time to give up?
Well,I did try to make way to go for it.I even put in effort and ask all of you as my last advise.
But to no avail,it gives no changes or whatsoever.
1 hour is just so hard to give out?I was just asking for an hour a day,is it so hard?
I really like to make it better,good enough to be playing with others...
The name we thought of so hard,its very nice but...I guess none can put in effort for this anymore.
In the end,its just me?If I am not good enough,I did put effort to make myself better.
But did you all do so?
In my opinion,you all are just so into 'that' that makes me see you all totally no mood...
Even maybe after exam,I might not get back mood to play back 'that'...
Well,the final decision is always yours.
1 hour for this is harder than few hours in 'that'?
Whatever,you all happy with the current condition then suits yourselves.

Regards,
Blues89™

E2 over...=="

2010-04-13T21:26:00.000-07:00

last few days i didnt sleep for whole day and now...for e2 i study overnight again...never sleep...~_~" eyebag getting worse...darker and darker...panda-like le...
hmm..also got some pimples d...><~ not leng zai d still+ pimples...super not leng zai...haha

well..ytd went gk to fren house study but ended up after dinner..rest then study awhile yamcha....few hours later yamcha again=="!~!~
lol...we are the yamcha group xD
and the mamak there de worker even treated us ais kosong..LOL?

well...we all tried our best to study and learnt as much as we can...
well..the paper....=="~ er...see how the luck goes ba...hopefully we all can pass this >
and now im back home after exam still not wanting to sleep...lolx..what should i do?:P
well..no idea....~_~!!lets just....waste the time....like how ur wasting urs to read this post @@"~

Regards,
Blues89™

Moon on the water...

2010-04-12T10:11:00.000-07:00

Full moon sways
Gently in the night of one fine day
On my way
Looking for a moment with my dear

Full moon waves
slowly in the surface of the lake
You were there
Smiling in my arms for all those years.

What a fool
I don't know 'bout tomorrow
What it's like to be
Ah
I was fool
Couldn you let myself to go
Even though i feel
The end

Old love affair
Floating like a bird resting her wings
You were there
Smiling in my arms for all those years
What a fool
I don't know 'bout tomorrow
What it's like to be
Ah
I was fool
Couldn you let myself to go
Even though i feel
The end

What a fool
I don't know 'bout tomorrow
What it's like to be
Ah
I was fool
Couldn you let myself to go
Even though i feel
The end

Full moon sways
Gently in the night of one fine day
You were there
Smiling in my arms for all those years

its a song from BECK the animation by dying breed if not wrong ><~
its animation isnt very good in terms of art...but still its still quite nice..the anime...><

A day out at tenji~:P

2010-04-10T23:06:00.001-07:00

At first i lazy update de but got "someone" ask me update=="~ swt her...haha...
well...i did have the thought of updating my blog with this post though..but i gave up not long ago cos of laziness...so here it comes....

LOL...as the title suggests i went over to mont kiara tenji==" with 2 of my hometown friend yr and qw... they sot one...haha...theyre the one who alwaz ask me tong xiao CC...><

ok heres the first pic..thats what i took in front of tenji...cos its upstair...and i look below its that roundabout fountain ^^"~

Next of cos the pic of the main door..the name "Tenji"~~hahaha....

this pic is taken from where i sit...just take to let u all know the interior design a bit...hehe...
see all the food there!! just take whatever u want!!!

Here is only 5 cups of the vodka...there is actually 7 selection...should i be proud i drank all 7?haha...and i forgot how many cups i really drank@@"~ no hints of getting drunk though...too bad...cant get drunk and forget about everything >

last but not least of cos the ice cream!! there is haagen dasz as well...at outside but i nvr took pic..i take this cos i sit in front of this counter only...haha..and the cakes...i wan tiramitsu!!!GIMME MORE!!><~~ can da pao?hehe....

lol....thats the few pics i take...well..a fun day with 2 of my buddy....of cos..its still quite expensive...to and fro using taxi...each person almost rm10..then the price for the buffet around rm80?i cant remember..i know 200+ only for 3 of us...1 meal need almost rm100 omg?~
really i will only come once in a blue moon only..haha...

well then...lets see next time i got whats left to post..haha....i gonna stop here...^^"~

Regards,
Blues89™

5th January 2010

2010-01-04T13:56:00.000-08:00

Yes its already a new year...2010...2009 has passed...
its 5:56am when i started writing this post...

Yes time flies...
Its just been quite some time since i last update so i might as well crap some here...
Today at facebook I saw Eyes on Me(FF8 theme song) mv posted...
And it reminds me of the times i had with u...although its just sms it still mean a lot to me...but since its a new year and so i should just get it over with and hope u have a happy life^^~

Not only who am i writing it to but to all my beloved friends,its 2010!!~!~~
but then it also marks the date where the exam is drawing near...i left around 2 weeks time to study 2 subject that is taught in 14 weeks...and i alwaz fail them><~!!

wish me luck and grant me the will of being able to start study and less playing dota or watching drama...

After today,its time to return back to my normal sleeping time...not 5 6 am anymore..hopefully...haha...

My phone stop ringing d...Not becoz its spoilt,but its becoz im not there anymore...
not there in ur heart anymore...

im staying too long at home...too bad tbr nearby dun hv cinema...if not i might just go there when free and have my lonely time over there....Sadly exam is around da corner,cant be thinking too much bout movies now...

well tough luck ~ wish everyone good luck in their exam and of cos i needed some luck too...i dun wanna stay another year idling doing ntg over here...

New Year New Hope New Resolve!~!~!~!~!~!

Regards,
Blues89™

Holidays...

2009-10-29T01:55:00.001-07:00

Yea holidays what everyone is most happy about...
Yes its sure fun to have holiday,but for me its just a short term happiness...
It sounds sarcastic...When Im studying i wish for holidays,but now when im on holiday i wished im still studying...

Hmm...The life is getting boring as im doing the same thing everyday...Of cos games,chats,webs...dramas animes...
deep within im struggling with myself...What am I to others?Am i just a tool?A tool to provide u with what u want and let u dump afterwards?
But thats only concern a few person...

I guess its just myself putting too much trust on them...In the end,I've got ntg but to fall down and see to it my own mistake..

If i were not being able to provide what u want to u,u wont find me...
But life is just that,im quiet im shy i dun talk i jz type....
Holidays make me feels that the day is so long..And everything seems so clear...Time let me think through and through...What am i suppose to be doing?Should I continue?Or should i just resolve to an easier way being a useless bastard in this society...I nvr had to worry bout life much,but do i really want to be like this?Living my life off my family's sweat and tears...

Well,for what i know now...I'm still myself,living my own way...Hope my way will only lead to better ones,not worse...

Yo yo yo~

2009-10-11T10:37:00.000-07:00

Yea...its been a long time since i update my blog..LOL~

far too long~

well..it all seems so slow in my world now and ntg much get into my interest much nowadays....

Guess whats my normal bedtime now?5am=="
haiz...

wake up its lunch time..isnt it great?Saves the money for breakfast...but ended up in getting supper...LOL~!!!

Hmm..since its been sometime since i last update...i'll just briefly talk through what i've been through recently....

Yea...After raya back to KL...No part time...If there is,it will be good too...haha...My salary from last part time havent get yet...sadly...the finance ppl are too slow...T.T

Then...My life at home...Wake up,wash up...Face the pc...Drama,zhong yi jie mu,Facebook,GG,music....LOL....what else can i do?go out da apao lunch lor...then pc till night then dinner then pc again=="
omg?my life is full of pc...haha....

What to do...Haiz...maybe should go college borrow a book or two@@"~
Thinking of getting a job also...like everyday at home wasting time...kinda feel bad...LOL....

Well...I'll update soon enough...since im getting ntg much left to do..LOL!~~~
be there for my other updates...Thx~

Regards,
Blues89™

差一点。

2009-08-30T08:39:00.000-07:00

差一点(By 阿杜)

差一点你就是我的女人
差一些手牵手的完整
却在对的时间错过对的人
抓不住幸福时分
遇上了错的人
渐渐的吻在她无心的嘴唇
感觉像一个旅程走完了就分
错过了对的人
决定就只在那一秒那一分
爱情的岔口
你是我等不到的路人
差一点你就是我的女人
差一些就和你共度一生
因为对的时间对的人
就值得我为你奋不顾身
差一点你就是我的女人
差一些手牵手的完整
却在对的时间错过对的人
抓不住幸福时分
错过了对的人
决定就只在那一秒那一分
如果没缘分
我也会固执的为你一人
差一点你就是我的女人
差一些就和你共度一生
因为对的时间对的人
就值得我为你奋不顾身
差一点你就是我的女人
差一些手牵手的完整
却在对的时间错过对的人
抓不住幸福时分
-------End-------

这首歌很不错~
哈哈~反映了我的人生~！！
天天错过了机会。。。
没办法。我就是这么的迟钝。

Aerosmith - I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing

2009-08-19T09:18:00.000-07:00

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
Far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
'Cause I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing

---------END-------------------

Yes its an old song from the movie Armageddon if im not mistaken,but being old doesnt mean it isnt nice...its quite a nice song ^^"

Things that happened...

2009-08-14T00:58:00.000-07:00

Yes,these few days have been a lot...
Firstly by the news...But its ok d :D
Next,its i ended the work in tarc and now just waiting for my salary...
then...now stress how am i gonna finish study 3 subjects in just 2 weeks time?=="
and recently i even joined malaysia GG DDE...
daily dota event...its quite new so not much ppl yet but soon will be crowded i guess...

Well..since i talked bout this..i started DDE 3 days ago...yesterday i didnt go for it...as my coursemates ask me for dinner...
and guess what...i go out at 5 something...
eat near pandan indah...sambal sotong and the fish dam nice...xD
mouth watering ler~ eat till very full..SYOK!!

Then..we went to cc ==" but all play till pening pening...haha...counter half life all those...
next station is at dolphin cafe...
they called for 2 buckets of beer at first...but then....it goes to 3 bucket later...haha...
2 of my frens just have a cup or two and get themselves all red==" they really not used to beer huh...
I am still ok,i wont be drunk =x
i dun wanna do wrong things haha xD

then i reach home by 2.30...am.....
lolx...dde is over and i gotta get up earlier to go to class?tat i nvr go before==
go for fun...
go there see see eat lunch back home gg...lolx...
ntg else=="
haiz...boring days
wish i can study faster ><
start reading notes le...but hope I still hv enough time ...zzz

Regards,
Blues89™

A sigh of relief or the beginning of nightmare?

2009-08-08T23:49:00.000-07:00

Yes,as the title proposed...
I have finished my work at my 3rd station for Digi Campus at TARC...It's a bit special at TARC as we worked from Monday to Friday while for other stations its only Monday to Thursday...The time is a bit different too as TARCians all ended class earlier..so we start packing at around 6...Finish packing everything takes like an hour...But luckily I live nearby so it doesnt really affect me much...5 to 10 minutes walk to reach my home?Haha....Sad for my other friends who are living in Cheras or PJ those...Slowly enjoy their ride to and fro each day >
Well then,i didnt update this blog for sometime...I guess I can continue to talk a bit bout my days of working in TARC...Well,its my college before and present...haha...although im not going to class anymore...hehe...

We have 8 promoters and around 10 YA which help a lot...As there are more ppl to handle the customers...The reaction from TARCians are very good but most of them are conversions...Well,it doesnt really matter much right?As long as I did my job and helped anyone whos in need of anything...

I am just glad the time here is better than previous stations haha...At least I can get more sleep....Before this almost every night also midnight only can reach back to room==" But its still fun as having few friends that spend time together...

What I gained most from the work is actually the experience...I get to learn some about how to run an event and so on...I also managed to get more new friends :D

Well..The few days in TARC is quite fun as I meet back with most of the friends as we are having the roadshow at canteen 2 one of the most common place for tarcians...
I also managed to know new friends of cos...Know la...I am shy and quiet one ma...Get new friends good news d lor haha!!

Sigh of Relief for the work all done...

And it is time for the beginning of nightmare...As the time ticks off,the days are drawing nearer,its WEEK 12!!OMG?HOw much time left before I had to go and sit for my EXAM???

T.T Somebody save me~

3 papers in few weeks time...zZz wish me luck...I really need it LOL!!
Hope I wont stucked with the movies and dramas i downloaded...hehe...

Ok then,i wanna go do smtg else le...Lets end it here then shall we

Good luck for everyone whos busy-ing with their assignments and of cos studying for the exams that are around the corner...

Regards,
Blues89™

Days that meant to be...

2009-07-18T08:56:00.000-07:00

Yea as u all know im not studying anymore...just waiting for exam...
yea bla bla bla...

Now im working part time for digi campus...Who is interested to change to this plan can contact me...Free call to digi after 2ringgit usage and free sms to all fnf...

the first place we visit is uniten...get to know some new frens there :P
an i did talk a bit more than usual le...
u know la..i shy de...i pai se one...dun talk de...xD
but now at least i will approach ppl first !:P
i work there with 6 more ppl...yy suki brindha roshan dharmindra kiran...
they are all so hardworking in getting ppl to buy new sim pack,i also cant wait lose right?XD

haha...well i did sell quite a lot @@" hope i reach the quota hehe....
me and yy need to wake up early every morning as we need to take lrt to bangsar which takes like half an hour...uniten has more ppl at night as we all alwaz have to work over 10pm...we should close at 10 but then we alwaz close at almost 11=="
4days passed quite fast there and then we went to another place...

its unisel~...after uniten then unisel...but this time different...as there will be 10 promoters and we need to stay overnight...
as the journey is very long thats why staying overnight nearby is the best option available..Dharmin went back to sarawak and brindha is sick?=="
means the "so called seniors" that is the 5 of us remains...
there are 5 more new ppl too when we are at unisel...
eric,david,shankar,summer and sarah...
well..this time there is 3 girls...><"!
ahaha...but then the customers are alwaz attracted to suki==" lolx...there is some guys over there which we called casanova which keep bugs the girls there...
how bout sharing u all the timetable at unisel...lolx...
wake up at 8:45,meet up at 10,reach unisel and finish setting up everything around 12...then we work until around 10 then pack up everything...when we reach to over living place its already almost midnight...
after bathe..we all took our time playing cards till 3 am..LOL!!
everyday like that==" play play play...but when work still did put in effort la...on the first day im getting quite a lot of customer which is very good =x
lol...rare case happen to me right?normally girls will have more customers...
but...suki still one of the top...maybe she is the top seller for all..=="
i maybe 3rd or 4th?haha...
i maybe look kinda hardworking there but then yy is more hardworking than me..makes me cant really stop haha...
he nvr rest==" keep ask ppl promote..when packup sure first one to help out everything...
i also got help la of cos!!!
we all had a great time there as there are many stories there too...
let me tell this...

"Kenapa anak babi tunduk semasa berjalan?"

Kerana ibubapa mereka babi betul!

haha...we all had great time there @@" not only work but spending time together as well..

but the week after this will be free as uitm trip is either postponed or canceled...but at least we get to take a break :P

Today is the first day of my 2nd part time job @@" being a doorman...
wearing tux with bowtie..omg? can u imagine?me wearing those?=x

hahaha...
the day is quite tiring as i need to stand around 8 hours=="tmr still got work ar...haiz...cham...8 more hours !add oil add oil dun fall asleep

I think i stop here ba...when free only i update again @@"~now tired wanna rest d o.O"

good nitez all~!

Regards,
Blues89™

1st of July...

2009-07-01T08:41:00.001-07:00

I started my day with pc and going to end this day with pc as well...
Today,I received 2 news,1 bad 1 good...lolx...
but i'll keep that to myself....

I was chatting and waiting for reply...and so my hours fly pass just like that...when waiting,i'll just go to the lyrics there and just sing along...a bit too free?haha...
I finished dling 19 episodes of ID jing ying and i finished all of them..==" tonight need my pc to work hard again lor~ download few more episodes hehe...

Well then...just that a bit bored while waiting so i sprout some nonsense here....
haha..ok la ok la...ntg to say d...

Good nitez~

Regards,
Blues89˜

Sad story?

2009-06-23T09:15:00.000-07:00

Yes,it is a sad story...

About how bad am I and how i undeservingly be his friend...

But lets start with my childhood memories?@@"

It all started in primary,he is my first best friend then...And our house are quite nearby so we went to each other house quite often...My house has Gameboy whereby he has "atali" or is it called nintendo?haha...that one need insert one big tape de...to play games one...i still remember the two of us playing teenage mutant ninja turtle..

I am alwaz the one making us game over first haha...he is better in that game than me ...although i am indeed a GAMER!!><

Well.time passes by and i myself forgot how both of us getting further off...maybe different class le?

Then we met back in the secondary becoming like normal friend ^^. and he was in the same class as mine!!

But..."life is just a joke"...I dunno where i heard this from...
He got himself admitted to hospital...The sickness is the blood...I am not sure waht kind of sickness...i just know its related to blood...And he was in ICU...Why did i suddenly write about him is becoz i heard that someone is admitted to ICU as well...de javu?

I visited him few times...Saw his suffering...

There was once when he came to kl with his dad,came to find me...
But...that day is the day i regret...
We chat for sometime and his dad is saying that he is going to bring him to visit the eye of malaysia or whatever that is...his dad asked me few times whether i wanna follow or not...but i prefer to stay at home..I rejected that offer...

We still saw each other for few times...Until 1 day i received the news that he has passed on...My heart was aching yet no tears can be found...Regret filled my heart...

Well,but nvm...You are once my best friend and you forever are..hope u forgive me this heartless fren...

Well..just a little sad story on my past...Things are getting out of da way recently and i dun really know where should i head to?What is my future?What should i do?I dont raelly know...

But remembering back him is indeed giving me back some happiness and sadness..I wont forget u...

wish everyone has healthy lives...i know this kind of wish is kinda lame..but it is still the best wishes we can ever had...^^

Ok then,i'll end it here and go on...

Regards,
Blues89™

Memories from long time ago...

2009-06-18T11:31:00.000-07:00

Haha..I guess u all seldom see me upload pic ba...Today special case ba..as i cant sleep....i let u all see a few pics of mine...but of cos...old pics...hehe...

these pics are from NS which is national service...PLKN(program latihan khidmat negara)...

Sorry i dun hv much hair back then haha!!!

this pic is one of my commander...he alwaz say "pecah kepala"...haha...thats what they are doing there...==

A group photo on a few guys im more familiar with?@@"

Jungle~!!Im sweating like just come out from shower...Zzz...

During break when latihan kawat==!!

After kawat also ==" PS:i dont wear specs de ><

The last event in our camp...We are the Organizer team ^^ We are all wearing malay attire~~hehe...there are lots more pic but i lazy upload...><

Last but not least..let u all see see what i had for my dinner when wirajaya

wakakka....thats my dinner...hehe...

Ok la...already 3 am le...today too bored,find ppl ppl dont care...
But all gone d...should go sleep and dream of someone now?haha...
well i end my post here....
Botak suits me better?haha...
kk...nitez and take kz

Regards,
Blues89™

Adventurous days-,-"

2009-06-10T11:01:00.000-07:00

It all happened on 9th June...
Guess what?The heaven gave me something...something called thunder,and...It COINCIDENTALLY struck my house...How good is that...

lol...the thunder is super loud that day...roar~~
I was mapling ==" and then i saw 1 bright light behind my pc which is the power regulator...its super bright~ which steals away other lights...It became dark all of a sudden,no electricity anymore=="

and some smoke coming out from the regulator is so smelly...i went and close all my appliances...close the main switch...and rest for sometime till the weather calms down..Try again my luck by opening the main switch and everything turns out to be quite ok...but...when i plugin my regulator to try again...lots of smoke coming out and the 2nd blackout occur==" and this time..resetting the main switch gives no help at all..Really cant get any electricity at all..Haiz...The rain is still quite heavy though but lightning and thunder can barely be heard...
My fren YR went home with his whole body wet wet just to find his room flooded with water =x

><" then..we waited for some time...and we saw there is a red light at the main switch,well....what to do,try my luck again...thankfully it works fine this time...

Then i tested other components...MOST importantly my pc...good thing nothing wrong with it..only modem gone...regulator gone...well...whats my activity lefT?==

Went outside for dinner with YR and...ended up in cc with 4 hour package...then..when my package almost over...i saw Ah run with other ME A students as well as ah yeow...they are playing TD!~My fren went home alone sadly =x
I sat down for another 2 hour package =x
managed to play a round or two dota and some TD games...and went home at 2++...

Slept at 4+ after chatting with fren~and watching sniper==

Well,come to yesterday~10th
wake up at 12++ and get ready to go for some faraway place~
YR is back from his class so we get ourselves out frm the smoky house~ haha...
went for bus but no luck and we ended up walking to lrt...and getting on monorail...
can guess where are we heading to?
If its lowyat ur thinking,ur right~>after eating mr teppanyaki,we walked the whole lowyat for almost 6 hours????
just to get Coolerpad,Modem,Router and nothing else...

Went home by lrt and monorail again and its our lucky day cos everytime we reach there...the lrt and monorail are ready for us =x

I was joking with him as we dunno where to eat...and we ended up going further from our house to jusco to eat kfc...

Went back home and give my things a try but....T.T
Found out my network card is in fatal condition,its not usable anymore...
Rush my way back to wangsa...But...its too late...10+ le..no shop d...
Whole body sweating d...

See the time isnt that good for me,i rush to jusco after jumping over the divider from wangsa to jusco =x

What luck i have..the shops are all OPEN~~YEA!!
Get my network card for a quite expensive price...expensive than normal rm2==!!haha...
but cant waste my effort after going so far for it...well,bought it...back home and YR still cant get his laptop online...I tried my new network card and all's well ends well...

but...his one still cant =x

(WTH! Why so hard one?!!??!)by YR

after he tried for a few times,at last he got it right and managed to get it online~~~....

(Finally I found my talent!) by YR

==" thats really what he said...

well..we went for dota matches and i DCed dunno why..haiz...and left me alone here writing my blog..=="~

The story is about 2 days :D
and so...I would like to end it here haha~

Night~

Regards,
Blues89™

Steamboat~

2009-06-07T07:18:00.000-07:00

lolx..i should write this post before that..haha...
cos it happened yesterday...guess what...im hving yuen steamboat as my dinner!!

whys that?so far...
my sis farewell party lor..haha..
when we went there,we didnt book and so...we reached by 5.38...but..3 storey all full and there are ppl queueing outside already...walao eh...

we waited for almost 40 minutes before we get our table at second floor..
well its my first time there and it do gives me some creeps seeing the ppl rushing for the chicken there..==" steamboat or chicken ?LOL!!

weird that yuen is quite famous for its chicken=="" and i can see many ugly sides of ppl =x
no ppl use penyepit liao...all use plate str8 sapu all the chicken...walao ....really scary one lor...glad i can still eat some of the chicken xD

>well the day ended quite like that...when reach home...rest awhile...and the post before this happens..haha~~~ CC for 12 HOUSR! try and beat tat!!><

7th of June,breaking of new record...

2009-06-07T04:52:00.000-07:00

Today is the day that I set a new record to my life?~ haha...

Guess what?My friend come and find me and my new housemate who's staying with my currently..He said 12...But waiting and waiting 1230 only come...haiz~ really sien of him la...so slow...then the 3 of us headed to cc xD
As usual,our boys' playground^^ whereby shopping complex are girls' territory >
Haha...this is where I set my record...in a CC in tbr named Orange,where the 3 of us at midnight 12.40+ buy the package of 12 hours...
I REPEAT 12 HOURS!!
>we didnt fall asleep though!!

We all last through the night~or..morning?from morning till afternoon...lunchtime...LOL!!
THATS MY 12 hours ~!

try and beat that haha...><~

back home continue pc...LOL....really....i cant be saved anymore d xD
hehe...
But haiz...need pack up stuff ready for other things also le...cant continue play like siao d
><

well..wanna go for dinner d...cyaz

Regards,
Blues89™

Ugh...a drink called milk...

2009-06-04T04:10:00.000-07:00

LOL...It all happened since genting trip=="

Since young,i drank whatever is given to me except 1 ...The most nutritious drink?The best drink that helped in growth?MILK!!!
I hate milk..LOL...it got some smell i cant get used to ...

and so..dun ask me why im so big size whereby i nvr drink milk -,-"
i drink milo only...my favourite~!!!
use 1` big big glass...put in half glass milo..2 big spoon of susu pekat manis then pour hot water till 3/4 full...and 1 whole bar of ice!~!my ice milo is done...XD

Back to my milk story...

I went to genting with my ktn fren,cp,yt,william,ks~the 5 of us exploring genting!!
wakkaka....we went and stay at first world where they give us free breakfast...

And william get me milk...T.T

LOL...but i drank it,im a guy that is very sui bian one..haha...

and now...i can drink milk normally....not hate...just...maybe...prefer other drinks instead --" sorry lor...tak berapa biasa dengan milk...

Well then,goin dinner soon,better stop here...

Regards,
Blues89™

Wednesday 3rd June BDAY

2009-06-02T11:42:00.000-07:00

Yes...Glady I wanna say...Today,im up for many mixed feelings...LOL!

Well then lets start the story of my day?@@"
Erm,the story begins yesterday though...On Tuesday,as usual sleep at around 3am?
Wake around 10 but then only left my bro at home waiting for his phone interview by 11...
Whats the first thing to do when wake up?Brush teeth?DUH~~Press the POWER button and get to the washroom to get washed up...><" PC alwaz the top priority...LOL~

Play awhile JX,Watched some anime with lots of "elephants"==" if u know whts that...The anime really draw elephant out,MIND THAT!
Then,I dota with poh and huan and monkey...as well as suki....Huan really no chance use his TANKER viper...Either dc or game rmk~ bad luck huh...well...its been quite some time since we all play dota together,i need to admit as well...recently,i keep SDO,maple,jx and anime...Which makes me less dota as well...Hope my standard didnt drop much ^^". haha...but still the same,we nvr have 1 complete game...Should we say we are too pro for them?Or they are too noob?=="Haiz...This question too hard haha...

Well,im off to dinner with my bro and sis,my fren who lives with me now ate his maggie and reject my invitation to carrefour =="!!Well,he doesnt hv much to do,so i let him use my pc when im not at home...At least he got smtg to do before his laptop arrives...His maple acc that starts same time with me lv 21 le!! T.T

Haha,nvm that...Going on,have my dinner at chicken rice shop,then shop around car4...Went to get a weighing machine and guess what?My BMI just over =="If my height is still 180 la...if 183 then im still within healthy weight...Haiz...Guess need to start working up a bit and lose some fats?@@! I dont think im fat though!!! >
Reached home and huan msn me asked whether got car bo....3rd june Jimmy zai bday ~~>
When we reached there and rendezvous with other members,and we rushed to gai mai zai house...Guess what?==" he is sleeping LOL!!
Well,wat to do,we are all there~~~wake him up!!ahaha....Then go for a drink downstair as they still hv class at early morning 8.30...The day ended quite like that...haha...

Enough of post of my daily life~
Back to craps~

People says once a teacher,wholelife a teacher...I wonder if the statement true for everything...If I were a bad boy once,am i bad boy whole life?haha...
Or maybe even if u like someone once,u'll like that someone whole life?Hard...
Seeing is aching,forgetting is despairing,ignoring is just plain stupidity...

Stop my craps here le...thx 4 rding ^^ :D

Regards,
Blues89™

May19,3:08am

2009-05-18T12:07:00.000-07:00

Haha...That is the time now...
I was downloading something and now my line super lag,makes me cant even jx or even the childish game maple >Today its been quite long...A few things happen...
I wake up at 12++!! walao~~ sleep at 6+ though...haha...
Today my dad come from ktn to kl...And he is now sleeping soundly in the room nearby...
I am a bad son,so late havent sleep...haiz...
Now its tuesday,and i am not sleepy...>,< i wonder how my tomorrow will be?@@"~
I got nothing much to write now as there isnt anything special today...
JXJXJX,Dota,Maple,Anime...Thats all?Haiz..thats my life...

Someone nvr reply my sms le...T.T
Sleep d?haha...Or too bz d...haiz...
Oh yea,wish everyone who is having exam good luck yea...and work hard in studying...
Hmm...
おまえわほんとにぼくのわすれた？僕に絵ヴぇ忘れない、ほんとに君が好きだ。米なさい、許して、僕がほんとに馬鹿だかな。ほんとにすみません、じゃな。
Dont expect to translate that as there are many grammar mistakes haha...what it means?i dun really know..loxl....just that i like japanese words but i dunno read...haiz...should be time i start memorizing them?@@"For communicating,i guess there wont be much prob,but writing..thats really a huge wall to break...
well then...

Regards,
Blues89™

Time that passed...

2009-05-12T07:49:00.000-07:00

Yea,sometimes i wonder what is time...

==" Is there really such thing as time?Yea,i know its a stupid question...But what entity is time?

Sometimes I do wonder,if time can just return,let me return to my past,how good would it be?
But thats impossible right?haha..

ok..thats that...
Recently,it's been bothering me...getting quite a lot of uneasiness now...
but yet,i hv no idea how to explain or how to start or even how to react...
there's been confusion within me...

but i do hope time can let me know whats best for me...

Well,gotta continue my anime.ja na~

Regards,
totemo aho no bo ya
Blues89™

The day it all ends?@@"

2009-05-09T09:40:00.000-07:00

well..its a day when it all begins...haha~

its 6th of may and i was happily playing dota at home when suddenly a skype came calling in for me...i was using techie at that time ler~~~ boom~

as i was playing dota...dailou dunno do what over that side...lolx...came out weird sounds haha!!!

but thats for awhile then,he came over and fetch me...to ec house and i stay overnight there..didnt really sleep at all ==""

played uno,done yijun,and sleep ?

haha...the next day..we all wake up and whats next?GET READY FOR OUR SUNWAY TRIP!

yea thats that...we clean up a bit then we fetch some other ppl...the members taking part in that trip consists of 8...7 guys 1 girl==" that girl is dailou's sis...arent we pathetic?XD no gf la...haiz~~~

we went to have yong tau fu as lunch and off we go to sunway...i was looking kinda weird as im in my sports attire walking inside sunway==" lolx...
we went for sunway lagoon waterpark and amusement park..it cost around rm40+?
not very sure though hehe...

we have lots of time there and we played everything...and multiple of times as well...haha...
but most ke lian is play one of the water games...where we take 1 piece of getah-like thing and we slide down the thing...got 1 woman a bit fat de...slide over the thing..==" hit her mouth...bleed d...ke lian..haiz...

good thing we all know how to "brake" XD

the whole day was sunny and ....when we went for amusement park..we forgot our slippers...lolx...damn hot!! we cant feel our own feet anymore...lolx....

we have lots of fun playing most games...
then we have our dinner near the place where dailou live...

quite nice..and everyone add rice..haha...all like hungry ghost nia...==""
well..thats about all..dun sweat the details..haha...

they went to ec house again to stay overnight while i back my own home...
really aching everywhere after a night sleep lolx..
toolong nvr exercise...and keep under the sun,...darker jor -==""
haiz...

hehe...but wish everyone have a happy holiday la~~@@"!
see you all soon!~

Regards,
Blues89™

its about yesterday...

2009-05-06T00:09:00.000-07:00

yea..thats right yesterday...i was too lazy to write so i delay it till now..haha

It all began when i sleep at 5 am..lol...then wake up around 10...saw got few msn finding me..at 5+ and 6+ am ==" they are still studying for their paper i guess...
then whats next..at around 11a bit then they call me to go sing k..haha

but then...the caller is someone i nvr thought he will ask me to go sing k..lol...he only joined us for 2 or 3 times sing k nia...other times he also dunno fly where de...

we went in a group of 4..me ,huan,kao and mi...

yeayea...as usual im the quiet one..lolx...cos i dun talk much also la...
kao keep complaint say while waiting for me,2 bus went off ==" cos they wait me in frnt of college ma..my house very near..but i took a bit of my sweet time to bathe..haha...just wake up ma..==""

we went to sg wang or..lowyat la..red box there sing...whats worse...huan tricked us that there is lunch whereby there isnt any...haiz...T.T hungry me...well..we have a bit of fun in the k box altho none of the songs did i pick...cos i dunno song names==" funny ha?know how to sing almost all songs but dunno their names...maybe becoz i start singing since young..haha...church ma...i can get hold of ryhtmn easily ba...but my voice not suitable for singing i guess...

after that we went to kim gary for our so called "lunch" at 4+ ....
me and huan ordered 1 bowl of noodles..when it come...we are shocked...so big bowl..lolx..but we managed to finish it wkkakaka...then i tricked huan into calling the tri ice drink...but top part is of vanilla ice..he beh song d...haha..he hates those related to milk..vanilla and milk almost same smell?@@"

then we went back lor...kao str8 went for bus to go back to his hometown while the 3 of us wait for the bus to fetch us home...we talked a little...but...little did i know...haha...i also dunno what am i doing there also....Zzz...heart is still there,but i cant get it to work..lol...

we are in the bus since 5 and we reached our destination around 7+...timing wrong la...all ppl start to back home after work we at that time ride bus home..lolx...

haiz..well thats about my day....
blog blog blog...dunno what to update...hehe...

Regards,
Blues89™

its been too long....

2009-05-04T02:19:00.000-07:00

its been too long since i update my blog...haha...

but all myreaders also back hometown or what...left only few that will still be reading my rundown blog here...~_~"

ermm...what should i update u all with?@@?~

well..lets see...i stopped for quite sometime just becoz of exam...u know what?i actually didnt dota throughout my examination!isnt that miracle?haha...
u guys who know me should know that i cannot live without playing games de...hehe...

well..study group is held more often..and this time is the first time i nvr sleep jsut becoz of study for exam...haiz..whats worst?study so much exam question out so hard....see question like SHOCK...zzz"what is that...

stay at fren house for 2days..haha...where is my house?~~
keep go till gk study together with 1 big gang together...of cos..supper also more haha...
well..thx for the host for the house..that is ecery....his housemate all gone back hometown..sadly...left him..haha....then we all go there study lor..but then...
ofcos...jianxia is alwaz there hehe....the chinese online game...see ppl use 8xj upgrade fail..he dam sien d...haha...

well..the 7 papers passed quite....peacefully?or should i say a full stop to my dream to advance?@@"!well..hope miracle happens and i can further...if can la...if cant...i raelly not sure what am i gonna do...haiz...

Then...other things ba...i keep sms with 1 ppl..she keep scold me one T.T haiz...
sad lor...ppl treat her so good..she dun k me one lor...HAIZ!!!!

sam ji tou ming ...dont let me tell out...T,T

well..my holiday started and i keep dota le..cos really karat jor..haha...teman suki play more than 10 hours jor==" dota...10HOURS!!

2 days also 5 am sleep...cos dota nia...too geng jor...no study i really what also forgot le..know relax nia...

haiz...well thats been my day....dota jian xia drama anime ...nothing else le..facebook also la..but at mafia war keep kena kill..= =" shouldnt up so many energy haha...

what to do now ler...ok la..end this blog postle...just wanna update a bit if not some readers might not like it seeing the same thing over and over again...>.<"!

wel...best regards from me.

Blues89™

two steps behind you...>.<

2009-04-06T06:34:00.001-07:00

Two steps behind - by Def Leppard

Walk away if you want to
it's ok, if you need to
you can run, but you can never hide
From the shadow that's creeping up beside you
There's a magic running through your soul
But you can't have it all

Whatever you do
I'll be two steps behind you
Wherever you go
and I'll be there to remind you
that it only takes a minute of your precious time
to turn around and I'll be two steps behind.
Take the time
to think about it
Walk the line, you know you just can't fight it
Take a look around and see what you can find
Like the fire that's burning up inside me,
There's a magic running through your soul
But you can't have it all

Whatever you do
I'll be two steps behind you
Wherever you go
and I'll be there to remind you
that it only takes a minute of your precious time
to turn around and I'll be two steps behind.

There's a magic running through your soul
but you, you can't have it all
Whatever you do
I'll be two steps behind you
wherever you go
and I'll be there to remind you
that it only takes a minute of your precious time
To turn around and I'll be two steps behind.

Two steps behind
yeah, baby
two steps behind
ohh, sugar
two steps behind

一天的过去

2009-03-29T02:20:00.000-07:00

今天很特别，这日子是我第一次用华语写不落格。

为什么呢？我自己也不清楚。

我感觉到我的周围都开始陌生了，难道是我的错觉吗？

我不明白，也不是很想明白。

一天一天又过去，我只是觉得我越来越不像我自己了。

我是这样而已吗？我到底能走到哪里，我不清楚。

我想，跟着来的日子并不会是我想要的。可是,我能改变什么？

“我不是万能，所以只能尽我所能”

我看着看着，头脑一片空白。我在这里过了差不多两年，可是我学到什么呢？

我来这里是对的吗？

我并不知道，也不会想去知道。

过去就是过去，我只能为了明天而活。而不是为了过去的昨天而闷闷不乐。

我在这里所说的，可能只是为了提醒自己吧！

很遗憾我没什么恒心，被逼要用别的东西来提醒我不要再继续堕落下去。

人生的无底洞，是和我们寸步不离的。一走错，不一定能回头的。

我只能说，为了不要掉下去，我们就继续向前奔跑吧！

希望这一则能让我有足够的勇气和恒心继续在这个社会奋斗。

为了提醒自己而编，我要改变。

写华语是我的第一步，希望我能继续改变下去。为了未来而继续变得更好，我的希望，我的期望，及我的愿望。

谢了。

Blues89™

Past and Future...

2009-03-27T04:45:00.000-07:00

It's 7:45 and I plan not to take my dinner,so I had some time to write something here...Cos I am lazy to start study...Thats why I'm lazing my round off here...

What im gonna write here...is something i dunno...lolx...just randomly thought i think...

Past and future ,
not much a bother ,
life still gonne move ,
wander around like no one ,
how was it to be like me?

It was like a story,
fated to be true,
yet truth reveals,
only God knows best.

Heart of hearts,
i know you not,
what you think,
i would nvr know.

You treated me as hot as fire can be,
and as cold as ice can be,
is there any meaning to this?
I do not know.

Giving my best,
and yet not enough,
it is still not what you wanted,
what can I do more?

Sorry seems to be the best,
but yet does it really help?
It doesnt mean a thing,
if ntg was meant to be done.

giving up and going on,
advises ringing on,
brain is drying off,
my heart is dying off.

If I were to choose,
to be a star or a moon,
i would choose moon,
as i will never be the same.

kk..enough crap LOL!!!
does this sound like a poem?@@"~
i didnt design it to be that way though...just trying to make it easier to read and just randomly pick what i think of to write...
it isnt a poem ==" that wasnt my intent...haha...if u think it is,well..thats what it is..

it is ntg but just something i wrote for fun...well thx for rdng anyway
Best from me.
Regards,
Blues89™

Tagged by Fish fish~jellyfish!

2009-03-17T02:43:00.000-07:00

001. Real Name: Adam Lee
002. Nickname(s): Blues89,Sasuke,AdamKit,Bluez,Blue,pig(due to some unwanted scenarios==")
003. Age: 19 years++ reaching 20 soon
004. Horoscope: Aries
005. Male or Female: Male
006. Elementary: Forgot le
007. Middle School: Chung Ching primary school
008. High School: SMK Tanah Putih
009. College School: TARC
010. Hair colour: Black and white + dyed last month(dark brown,not very ming xian)
011. Long or Short: Medium i guess?==
012. Loud or Quiet: Queit as u all know...>.<
013. Sweats or Jeans: Jeans
014. Phone or Camera: PC can?==
015. Health Freak: Nah...can drink can eat also can la...
016. Drink or Smoke: Drink
017.Do you have a crush on someone: No comment!^^"_v
018. Eat or Drink: EAT la...EAt more variety~
019. Piercings: No...
020. Tattoos: No..
021. Social or Anti-Social: Perhaps anti?@@" I am just shy maybe >.<~
022. Righty or lefty: Righty
023. First piercing: None,nt planning to hv 1...
024. First relationship: =="Maybe never have?Does THAT count?lolx..I dunno~
025. First Best Friend: Erm...Chun Fei i guess..But..Sadly he passed away...We lost contact after primary=="until he change back to smktp...
026. First Award: Coloring in kindergarten but not colored by me..LOL!!ok ok..maybe I colored 30% la...
027. First Kiss: Little Anne~ST john training!!LOL!!~~~
028. First Pet: Fighting fish?~_~
029. First Big Vacation: 10years old at Redang I think,follow my church O.o"
030. First Love at first sight: When does tat happen?==~
031. First Big Birthday: No idea,i nvr really celebrate it
032. First Surgery: Never=="Aint I healthy?
033. First sport you joined: Basketball

This or That
034. Orange or Apple juice: Orange
035. Rock or Rap: Rock!
036. Country or Screamo: Both~!~~
037. NSYNC or Backstreet boys: Backstreet Boyz!yea everybody~
038. Britney spears or Christina Aguilera: Christina Aguilera
039. Night or Day: Night...Night ghost ma
040. Sun or Moon: Moon,see my blog,its moon~
041. TV or Internet: Internet FOR SURE!~~
042. Playstation or xbox: Playstation :D
043. Kiss or hug: Both can?lolx...
044. Iguana or turtle: turtle better gua...
45. Spider or bee: see which type of spider first!
046. Fall or spring: Spring
047. Limewire or iTunes: iTunes
048. Soccer or baseball: Baseball~

Currently
049. Eating: Nothing
050. Drinking: Ice cold water
051. Excitement level: Stress got la...Excitement...
052. I'm about to: DotA with suki==~"My coursemates all JianXia-ing...
053. Listening to: Jay de song :D
054. Plan for today: DotA,JX,Maple,Maths,Tidy up my notes
055. Waiting for: Something or someone that will nvr come..haha
056. Energy Level: At btm of ur gauge d~~"
057. Thinking of someone: yea maybe...perhaps...I dunno,confusing..lolx
058. Want kids?: Probably...
059. Want to get married?: Yea kua if got ppl want XD
060. When?: See first la...==
061. How many kids do you want: See my other half?==
062. Any name on the mind: Not thinking so far
063. What do you want to do: Nothing....relax suak~
065. Mellow future or wild: hmm...
066. Something you would never try: too many to list out==
067. When do you want to die: As life wants me to...dunwan think

Which is the better in the boy/girl you like(in the future)
068. Lips or Eyes: Eyes
069. Romantic or Funny?: Er...
070. Shorter or Taller?: For guy,shorter girl ba==
071. Protective or Caring?: Er...
072. Romantic or Spontaneous?: Er...
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?: =="ha???
074. Sensitive or Loud?: Er...
075. Hook-up or Relationship?: o.O" tell u when i got 1..lolx
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant?: =="isnt there a good choice?
077. Muscular or normal: normal can d kua==" find muscular gf for what

Have you ever...
078. Kissed a stranger: No...
079. Broken a bone: Er...that time jatuh longkang then dislocated consider?XD
080. Lost glasses or contacts: Nope,eyesight too good :P
081. Ran away from home: No lor..I good boy...
082. Held a gun/knife for self defence: No...No chance...lolx
083. Killed somebody: if i did,i wont be here...but in game a lot(uncountable)
084. Broken some one's heart: Yea...MY stupidity ...
085. Had your heart broken: I dunno how it feels?~_~" sad got la..considered kua..
086. Been arrested: Nope...
087. Cried when someone died: Nope...am i really stonehearted?Does the phrase"dont care" coexists with me?
088. Liked a friend more than a friend: Yes lor...youths xD

Do you believe in
089. Yourself: Some some...
090. Miracles: Yea...
091. Love at first sight: Dunno...I nvr go and remember when did i start liking ppl..
092. Heaven: yea...Im not a christian for ntg?==
093. Santa Claus: No...But this tradition goes on ^^
094. Tooth Fairy: Nope...=="
095. Kiss in the first date: No for sure...I aint that aggressive..or shuld say i dumb and slow?haha
096. Angels: yea angels of cos,they are everywhere haha...

Answer Truthfully
097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now? Yea...sadly>.<
098. Are you seriously happy with where you're in life now? Nope...messed up life
099. Do you believe in God? Yes
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people.I dont tag ppl de XD

Here it is...at last...100 question TAG mission accomplished!!
Thanks to fish fish who is so "KIND~" of giving such a long tag,...haha....

well then,at least it helps update my blog..better than let it rot~ >.<"!

Regards,
Blues89™

Japanese Song Lyric(without jap letters)XD

2009-03-11T04:00:00.000-07:00

Just trying to post something I dont have to write much~
haha..its an old anime,but recently i listen back to its song,i kinda like this song..
This is from the anime "full moon wo sagashite"..Means searching for the full moon...
its about a little girl who have a sickness which make her cant sing...But two death angel who came to take her life of her illness granted her this little wish to let her sing..and even change her appearance...If ur not so into fighting kind of anime,i recommend this...MUSIC + romance - i suppose=="...

Well then if u wan the song,u can try ask it from me haha....

Chagin' My life - MYSELF

doshite doushite suki nan darou
为什麽为什麽会这样喜欢你？
konna ni namida afureteru
眼泪像这样的涌溢而出

ano koro wa ushinau mono ga oosugite nani mo utaenakatta
那时候我失去了很多东西以致不能唱出歌声
sukoshi hanareta basho soko ga watashi no ibasho datta
我去了一个离此地不远的地方

kimi no hitomi no oku ni ano hi samishisa o mitsuketa
那天你的瞳孔深处蕴含着无数悲哀
futari niteru no kana?
两人相似吗?
kizukeba itsumo tonari ni ite kureta
当我发现时你总是在我的身边

doushite konna ni suki nan darou
为什麽为什麽会这样喜欢你？
kimi no koe kanashii hodo hibiiteru YO
你的声音充满着悲哀
ima made nani ga sasae datta ka
令我支撑到现在的
tooku hanarete wakatta yo
在你远去後我才明白

nakinagara sagashitsuzuketa maigo no kodomo no you ni
一边哭泣一边继续的寻找像个迷途般的小孩
kedo soko ni wa eien nante aru wake nakute
但这里有太多永恒的东西

"dare mo shinjinakereba iin da yo" tsubuyaita ne
"谁都不相信不是很好吗？" 你在细诉着
futari niteta no kana?
两人真的相似吗？
ano toki kimi o mamoru to kimeta no ni
那时我决定要守护着你

doshite omoide ni dekinain darou
为什麽不能将它变成回忆？
toosugite chikasugite todokanai yo
很远？很近？传递不到
"wasureyou" tte omoeba omou hodo
我愈告诉自己我会忘记
kimi ga ookiku natteku yo
你在脑海中所占的位子便会愈大

doshite konna ni suki nan darou
为什麽为什麽会这样喜欢你？
kimi no koe kanashii hodo hibiiteru YO
你的声音充满着悲哀
ima made nani ga sasae datta ka
令我支撑到现在的
tooku hanarete wakatta yo
在你远去後我才明白

doshite kimi o suki ni nattan darou
为什麽会这样喜欢你呢？
kantan sugite kotae ni naranai
虽然很简单但我却答不出来

☆°．· ∴终わる°★． ☆°∴·

better late than nvr~?

2009-03-04T06:31:00.000-08:00

yea baby here im back again updating my spiderwebbed and mushroom-grown blog!!

yep...im here for a short one...cos i AM lazy xD

plus today just went home from klcc after watching 2 movie with coursemates them...
love matter and streetfighter legend of chunli==" i got ntg much to write about though...haha...feeling confused only...ntg much

they are all tired but not me..lolx...
i so kelian eh....at gg got ppl say me girl..LOL!!cos she get whole team at sentinel girls..==" means...4girls+1fake"girl"
haha...
cham

about my previous sem break...as u all can guess...wasting my money in cc~lolx...
what else to mention?pc spoilt how long,i go cc how long
LOL!!

well then i better off to finish off my maths tut for later class...take care and good bye

Regards,
Blues89™

Yesterday was yesterday...

2009-02-07T07:00:00.000-08:00

Yep..exam ended yesterday...What can I expect much?should i be contented with 3 weeks of holidays to go?

Haha,exam ended and everyone went home ==" tot will be like recent semesters where whole course will go for an outing,but...This time is quite different...

Yea quite different as this year our senior is joining us...xuetheng joined us on this day...haha...
the starting there is only 5 of us which includes jimmy,me,huan,cs,xuetheng...
we went for dinner ..Loh mee(ka hao's fave)=="
but on the way there...something happen,the pendrive huan borrowed from me lost in the car!?omg..that day is the first time i use that pendrive as Ecery lost it the time before...0,0"
is it a curse?or a blessing that I will be blessed with a new 8gb pendrive in short time...haha....alwaz get new pendrive to use...

well....good thing is that we found that pendrive after our dinner...
@@" i think its stucked inside huan's trousers??~,~"no idea~

haha...anything...we reach the cinema kinda early but dailou 10+ only free...
so...huan who wished to watch "jia you xi shi" so much that ...the 5 of us went for 2 movie...me and xuetheng watched "ta xi shi"....as the 3 of them havent watched jia you xi shi....

after that we met up with dailou and annken and went for "look for the star" i think....starring andrew lau and also shu qi...@@" love story?~

Right after our movie....which is around 2 ba ==" we went to taman saga where there is a nice night view there and have some supper!!!Hungry!!
ate roti salad there..haha...
well...after watching 2 movies continuously sure tired d la...all went home sleep le~_~"

i still dota..LOL!!
T_T

thats my yesterday until today ...as i reached home around 4 or 5...LOL...i sleep at 9=="

well thats about my day...

Regards,
Blues89™

CNY is a past?

2009-01-30T10:03:00.000-08:00

Today is Saturday,to be exact...2am...LOL!~
Haiz...I am back in Kl after having one week break after my 4papers...
2 more is coming on the 4th and 5th of Feb but...aiya..lazy la...
CNY is not even over yet ler...yesterday there is an open house somemore...too bad i missed it...
cos just reached kl like 8 hours ago...and the open house is at night...haiz....

haha...since its my post after such a break...might as well write a bit about it right?

so...i cant remember all ,so i wont go into much details,just roughly bring through...

chu 1 - went to fren house,and dunno why...fate?we saw another gang in the next destination at weiling's house...haha...so we become a bigger group and went on to our angpao hunting~~!!haha...sw is a gambler...go where also wan gamble,guat rui is his fave place...as all of them gamble there...his GANG...whats most memorable?going to cc in chu1 midnight...=="

chu 2 - go to sw house,kean fetch me @@~but he fetch me to cp house...LOL!!when we got there,nobody is there haha....then we went to sw house...then...go back to cp house,we are so "FREE"...haha...whats memorable again?go cc=="~wth?new year go cc?somemore is TD~!lolx....

chu 3 - today is a bit special...as i only wait at home...Haha...then sw come my house asking for warcraft 3 so that he can play element TD...=="~lol...i really wonder what my cny become d....then siewwan and fy came to my house to bai nian...tot of going out with them..but...haiz...at night ba...we go to heiling house then go few more houses...but sadly...didnt go to waina's place..she must be very sad >.<"haiz...cos we stayed too long at jj house..the time is getting late and the girls group went home d..=="~we guys dun dare..haha...and few of them at jj house play td...==" i only at ground floor watch tv...showing "darker than black" one of the anime...

chu 4 - today is a special day...visit very little house but we went for movie at midnight ^^..at night i drive ler~ but morning still kean fetch =x...as it marks my record of didnt sleep for 38hours...from chu 3 morning 10 oclock till chu 4 midnight?wakakaka....really too geng d...38 hours...that marks a new records of didnt sleep!!!
NOTE THAT 38 hours!!
haha...and the weird thing is...when 12 oclock when i wanna sleep i aint feeling sleepy..jsut feeling bored cos ntg to do...lol...not tired at all..weird body =="..

chu 5 - this marks the last day of my cny?cos im back in kl...haiz...wake up then pack up eat lunch come back kl...thats all for my cny?what to do...sis wan work,my exam in few more days...T_T

well...no pix sry~ cos didnt take any haha
guys like me doesnt take photos much,dun expect too much :D
well thx for visiting :P
good night and good luck to everyone having exam after exam...bb

Regards,
Blues89™

2nd post of da yEAr`~

2009-01-14T02:35:00.000-08:00

Yea yea here it goes again...
=="blogging seems like one of the thing i would do when im bored..haha...
cos hor...dota finish...study lazy...thats what i do...blog...

haiz...blogs alwaz is the last choice i'll ever make cos...didnt really mean much..only me stating all my craps out in this place...@@"

so whats been happening recently since the new year?

ok..let me tell u...know what?
chinese new year is around da corner!?! woohoo~~
but...now...EXAM yea yea EXaM! come on...
study till headache d la..still wan exam...

good thing today first paper over le...5 more to go...haiz..
first paper went on quite smoothly..thx thx >.<"~
ADIS over...
whats next?@@"data comm,telecomm,electronics....3 brainaching subjects...
ESPECIALLY STUPID ELECTRONICS!!CAnt it be easier?=="lolx...scare scare la..
already fail electronics 1...now super scare d...electronic 2 ar...gimme easy question..help me out here T.T
pls pls~
save me!!

i dunwan take 7 subject next sem ar...i dunwan repeat ar...T.T
haiz....
these few days pass like forever...slow slow slow...
of cos..when studying time sure slow..haha...
i really wonder i got study or not..
most of the time spent in dota ==" and napping""?
thats smtg new ha?
haha...cos when read on sofa..keep fall asleep ma..sien lor >.<"haiz...
tough life....

and now bored of study finish dota..only can come blog and go check out others blog...ntg else to do..but most ppl not updating...as u know...exam...HAIZ....

kelian d la...ok la...i type enough le...haha hand tired d...time to rest jor :D

thx and good luck to everyone having exam :P

Regards,
Blues89™

Happy New Year 2009

2009-01-03T06:47:00.000-08:00

Yo~ First post in 2009~ How does that sound?

It is already 3rd I know...But actually nothing special happen these few days...
As usual on the new year eve i will be stucked in my house going on either dota drama anime or maybe sleeping to pass my new year..
There are lots of people going countdown,but i guess crowded places arent meant for me huh?

So i was here writing my first crap of the year~~!!
New year pass kinda normal..as it really look like normal day to me except that it is a holiday...haha...
Thats great huh?@@! a day of holiday!! but then...i wasted my whole holiday boiling drama "gem of life"...from the epi 15 which i left out like a month ago...till now...45...30 episode in just a few days...@@~" wanna try and finish it so i can clear my hard disc after burning them out...
Why so rush huh?@@" The balloon stating "Low disc space" keep pop out and its getting annoying...lolx...
and of cos..need to clear old stocks so that i can get more new stocks in...
There are people waiting for me to get stocks for them...ahaha...

well thats about my lazy holiday..doing ntg about study ==~"
Haiz..its already week 14th the final week and what am i doing...do i hv enough time to finish all my studies?@@"i really wonder...
so many subject to memorize...its gonna be a busy life from now...and the notes..there are like encyclopedia lor...so many...Haiz...But what to do..life of a student...whereby my friends are all so free at home after finishing their stpm or is that called stp?@@"

Well...Thats been all these days...Wonder when will my next post be...as the time is really insufficient...haha...
really hope there are more than 24 hours a day >.<

ok..its time now..haha...to end this crap~~!!
Thx for reading and happy new year~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!

Regards,
Blues89™

Sentences for you to ponder on @@"~

2008-12-30T02:30:00.000-08:00

第一句
　　
　　如果我们之间有1000步的距离
　　
　　你只要跨出第1步
　　
　　我就会朝你的方向走其余的999步
　　
　　第二句
　　
　　通常愿意留下来跟你争吵的人
　　
　　才是真正爱你的人
　　
　　第三句
　　
　　付出真心　才会得到真心
　　
　　却也可能伤得彻底
　　
　　保持距离　就能保护自己
　　
　　却也注定永远寂寞
　　
　　第四句
　　
　　有时候　不是对方不在乎你
　　
　　而是你把对方看得太重
　　
　　第五句
　　
　　朋友就是把你看透了　还能喜欢你的人

　　第六句
　　
　　就算是believe　中间也藏了一个lie
　　
　　
　　第七句
　　
　　真正的好朋友
　　
　　并不是在一起就有聊不完的话题
　　
　　而是在一起　就算不说话
　　
　　也不会感到尴尬
　　
　　
　　第八句
　　
　　没有一百分的另一半
　　
　　只有五十分的两个人
　　
　　第九句
　　
　　为你的难过而快乐的　是敌人
　　
　　为你的快乐而快乐的　是朋友
　　
　　为你的难过而难过的
　　
　　就是那些　该放进心里的人
　　
　　第十句
　　
　　冷漠　有时候并不是无情
　　
　　只是一种避免被伤害的工具

Tagged by fish fish =="

2008-12-29T05:20:00.000-08:00

Tagged by fish fish~

第一: 被点者请在自己的BLOG里写下答案
第二: 请传另外十位的人
第三: 传阅人‘请在于这十位当中斗留言版’ 告知他(她) 被点名了..
第四: 这当中的十位的人‘不得拒绝’
第五: 被点者‘请注明被谁点了’ 在哪接到‘在传给下十位’
第六: 这些被点名者’ 你们被点会得到祝福‘并且愿望会实现’ 也会得到幸福.^^‘

幸福套餐^开始咯!!^^

幸福套餐 NO。1♥
01 你的绰号 : Blues89
02 年龄 : 19
03 生日 : 9th Apr
04 星座 : Aries
05 兴趣 : Games,animes?
06 专长 : =,=" Dunno wor...

幸福套餐 NO。2♥
01 你有没有喜欢的人? : Who knows...
02 是否在交往? : No wor...Haiz..Single life...
03 现在幸福吗? : Ok ok lor...Dont k much xD
04 如果上天给你勇气，最想做什么事? : Er...Do everything I cant do before?
05 如果有天，你爱的人跟你告白的话? : Wa...Str8 accept lo~

幸福套餐 NO。3♥
01 点你的人是: Jin May
02 他是你的 : Secondary schoolmate...Alwaz in better class than me..:'(
03 他的个性? : Not really know lor..Seldom talk with her...Or never?Haiz..
04 认识他多久? : Fingers can count all =="
05 你觉得他怎样? : Er...Good good girl kua...lolx...
06 你想对他说什么 : Still remember me meh?

幸福套餐 NO。4♥
01 最爱的节目 : TV is antique
02 最爱的音乐 : Almost all...
03 最爱的季节 : Winter ,i wan snow~~ gimme snow~
04 最爱的卡通 : Too many d..XD
05 最爱的人 : This one secret first...Put family as answer can boh?
07 最爱的国家 : Japan
08 最爱的天气 : Rainy days

幸福套餐 NO。5♥
01 如果上天给你三个愿望:
第一个愿望： Jack of all trades,master of all
第二个奢望： more than 24 hours a day xD
第三个梦想： Eternal dreams?Haha...A life full of good memories...
02 你是很专一的人吗 : This question...So hard to answer...LOL!!
03 最深刻的回忆? : Dont have anything special particular...
04 你是个很有信心的人吗? : Depends on what lor..Some some lor...
05 你很爱微笑吗 : Like or not..Yes no maybe ,i dontknow
06 如果你要放弃你现在的生活，你愿意吗 : I talk common sense de...Why wan give up?Give up for?
07 妄想什么样的生活 : No work no study ,money flowing in,spend till cant finish...
08 是否横刀夺爱才是爱 : No...Love is 2 sided wat...

调卷到此结束‘点人者请至于被点者的留言版’ 告知被点名了。请列出于十位被点者：

==" No target la...aiyo..I myself also a bit lazy do tag de haha...
where will so good ask ppl do also...>.<"
Today so special i do tag haha...

Well,thats about all..Wanna go bathe and start with my reports...haiz...

Regards,
Blues89™

Back in Kuantan~

2008-12-25T03:24:00.000-08:00

Yo...I am back in Kuantan...know la..back here sure want relax ma...haha...

>.<~"the line here is totally.....well....speechless....haha...cant say anything positive about it....

lets talk about my journey~
my bro drove half way frm kl to temerloh there i think when my sis take over the wheel...the most funny thing is..when my sis tried to use the touch n go to pay for the most expensive toll frm kl to ktn....she let go of brake..and the auto car....
=_=" move right up the toll thing..LOL...good experience..and whats fortunate is that...there is nothing broken or whatsoever...at most only a small scracth at the rim there..

when we reach home..we took our baths and rdy for our journey to my church Shalom...
We reached there quite early...And at there we saw many of our old member...at least someone near our age...haha....
The only sad thing is..my fren is having gathering as one of them are having their bday that day the same christmas eve is...
But they nvr actually invited me to it T.T
when one of them does...the time is kinda...too early..as my church starts the dinner at 9.30 and they celebrate it at 9...well.wth...
leave it then...i stay at the church and enjoyed quite a show..

My church youth sketch is alwaz the unbelievable ones...this year they only practised around 3.5 hours...LOL!! they only thought of the idea the day before?!walao...but the response is quite good..2nd floor of my church is FULL!!!
I cant even get a place to even STAND?lolx...they are even ppl standing just to enjoy the shows...
I hvnt get the photos and videos yet...but when i do..i'll see if im free to upload them up...

After that,we went for yamcha after the dinner there...have quite some talk...in tanjung lumpur there de Santai...2nd time there@@"

Well after that also back to own activities le...

THE NEXT DAY~~
Well thats today...today morning i went to hoi yin(just near Teluk Cempedak kuantan beach) with the same church members they all again for brunch<= breakfast + lunch.....
I saw one of my secondary classmate there..but then she...didnt see me....and then she sms say saw me but she was in the car...wth....T.T
ppl pretty d dun remember me liao...haha...

after that becoz its raining,we need to change our plan from beack walking to movies..lolx...
We went to megamall and look for the movies....most of them are malay movies such as cicakman2 brainscan histeria or what...the good thing is we dun hv to book the ticket and there are lots of seats avalable..haha....
We bought the tickets for Australia~~~

then the remaining time,we went to capcom station nearby and have some fun there....i did try my luck in time crisis 2...i know im a bad shooter T.T alwaz game over at 2nd stage..haiz...
then we had a little "lunch" at deli just at first floor there i think...the food and drinks are quite expensive though...haiz....

After that we went for the movie....it lasted for 2.5hours...OMG?!!
=,=" i was holding in for a very long time waiting for the movie to end..lolx..i need the WASHROOM!!!
>.<"!haha...

Well thats all about today...Its quite fun and i had the chance to be at the cinema the 2nd day i went back to my hometown..thats quite good..hehe...
thats about all i'll write...hehe...

Regards,
Blues89™

My dream~

2008-12-23T19:08:00.000-08:00

A continuous episode of previous post?@@"~

Haha...It is just about the recent happenings...
I do treat the events earlier as dreams...As i know they wont last long...
Yea i do found out something but...well..thats not my decision to make...
Lets just treat it as a dream lor...I really appreciate the time we have together before this...^^"
Hope eternal dream will really come true ~_~" eternal yume~~

Well..back to normal ba...
anyway...holiday~~i going back kuantan today...until sunday....relax?or start study?
I really wonder what will i do there?

The exam timetable is out and the time is really ....T.T
Why would they put 2 exam after cny~
cant even have a good mood for cny now...HAiz...
~_~" cham lor...

Haiz...class is starting now...T.T" stop here le...
Bye~

Regards,
Blues89™

Dream?

2008-12-23T07:36:00.000-08:00

Do you all ever wonder what dream is?
There is some reason why I name this blog eternal dream...Most of you might not really know..But yume is dream in japan language...I can not be sure the spelling is correct or not but...the sound is almost there...

How about I tell you all what I mean by my blog name?

Why would I name it this?
Haha...

It is actually of a simple reason why I name it this...
People normally dream of something good instead of bad...
But dreams normally only last for awhile...
Why would we want good dreams to last only awhile?

For me..Good memories I have with one another is considered as dream...
I think dream as good memories as they are so unreal...Something that good can't be happening to me right?Haha...

Thats why i want it to be eternal..I know i am greedy,but who doesnt want a good memory to last forever...

Despite the short time it is,i m happy and im grateful for everything...
There has been lots of dreams lately...but in my term,my memories...haha...
I sleep a lot but i cant recall any of my own dreams...I wonder why...

I know the dream is unreal,but its fine...Although its a shortwhile,im grateful for it...thanks anyway...
I sure knw i dun deserve it ^^

Well..thats all about my dream...eternal yume...
eternal dreams...hoping that my dreams will last forever...thats my wish...
But...will it ever come true?This,i dont know...

Oh well...I am lazy in posting pictures,so just bear with me yea....Uploading is just so troublesome...

ok then,this is where i'll stop...
thx to be here for whoever comes in here...haha...

Regards,
Blues89™

Adam and Eve ^^~

2008-12-21T00:51:00.000-08:00

Yep its once again I am coming back to my blog..

It is 21st now but I will just say about the 20th...

Yesterday it was my first time driving someone called Eve with my kopi-o license...
Haha..It was the first time i date someone and I responsible of fetching her to the place...>.<~" cos u know la...i scare of driving de...lolx...not confident enough...

It is my first time dating a girl haha...which many ppl tot i wont do so..
=,=""yea la yea la ..i shy ma T.T
She goes by the name Eve...LOL...which makes us Adam and Eve...
I went to fetch her around 11.Cos im still new to kl road and as well as im a road idiot..I dunno how to get to klcc by car...
I parked near wangsa lrt and we went klcc by lrt haha
>.<"" Sorry lor..Not giving u the best for our first date...

We went there and search for the cinema..haha...road idiot ma..
Fortunately..we headed for the right direction...lol...
i went and get the tickets and we headed for our lunch place...
its at avenue K..which looks kinda empty...I wonder why...haha...

I was suggesting kim gary at first but then when i reach there....I ask her whether "taiwan small eat" can or not...as i notice the usual place where kim gary was...is covered with white wooden things...lol...close d?

We ordered the food for two...red burn lion head?haha...what is that?lolx...
just a meatball i guess ==""
Actually yesterday many of my first time is gone..haha...
first time fetching a girl
first time dating a girl myself
first time eating alone with a girl
first time chatting with a girl alone
first time chat alone with anyone haha...
first time time spend so much hour together with a girl alone
first time dating with her of cos...
Before this i seldom talk to her,either is becoz im too quiet or what?lolx...
I shy >.<~ haha...

Then...We chat quite some time as we waiting for the time...Movie at 1.30 ma...
The day the earth stood still...
The movie is quite nice actually...Well it does reflect some human nature...We like to destroy more than to mend things up or just remain the good parts...

Well after the movie ended...I was thinking of bringing her around haha...but..i myself is not familiar with klcc...in fact im not familiar with any place in kl...
==" thats a big prob isnt it?

Thinking of going back...but...this is the first time i hv chance dating with her ma...dunwan let her back so fast haha!!
drag her to drink..but dunno what place good..haiz...
well..im a dull guy..know ntg much T.T
we chit chat for some time and we decided to head home ...
Well,lrt again...
haiz...

Then when we reach my sis car...I only notice that we nvr took picture together before haha...Im such a slow guy >.<~" sorry sorry...Cos i seldom take pic de..only let my classmate take my sleeping pics == zzZ really sienz...lolx...
After that i fetch her back my home for awhile to copy some movies as she is alwaz bored and nothing to watch...So i downloaded everything the day before hoping to give her some entertainment the next day >.<" I know i cant do anything much but i did try my best for her haha...

Well...Thats about all..
Sorry as I am not experienced in this kinda stuff and cant give u everything u have hoped for but i hope that u'll be happy the day we spend our time together...

Hmm..guess i still have a lot to learn huh?@@"

Well..everythings kinda over d...my ict showcase over....assignments and reports piling up....The question marks in my head is getting bigger in group as well..haha...must start study le...if not...this sem really wait jump sea d...

This is where i'll stop then...gonna wash up a bit and start doing my reports...Haiz...Somebody save me T.T

thx and good bye for everyone whos still here haha...

Regards,
Adam

A life?@@"

2008-12-15T09:38:00.001-08:00

I am back here again...Just to spit around some CRAPS...

As usual..today is tuesday 1.38am...
I just reach home an hour+ ago I think after sing K with fellow coursemates...
Sing till no energy..~_~

Today I even bought 2 pendrives,1 for myself and 1 for others sake...Its kinda cheap so well..Let it...
But I used quite of money today...Guess my psp ps3 hp all are going to the fire huh?
Just a matter of time before all my money gone..Haha...Getting those things is just a dream far away...

I was not gonna elaborate more on how my journey with my coursemates singing K as im kinda tired and eventually there will be someone who will write about it...And my blog visitors arent much...Well,not gonna worth writing an essay long about something known right?

I dunno whats happening,I just feel tired...Tired of imagine cup,tired of studies,tired of everything,even tired of dota...I just kinda feel like sleeping whole day long no need to stress or worrying any things...But..thats imposible...

Exams coming,event coming,assignment and reports on hand...All these are really going to put a heavy load on me...Time is just insufficient...Haiz...+ my lazy attitude...really wonder what will be...

Friends...
I was wondering what was that all about...
Perhaps my own point of view is wrong,well...maybe thats the real truth as I am not really an active guy and i cant really give any comment or anything...
I might label myself as a good listener...But what can i raelly help?To be exact,its nothing except letting ppl feel better by sprouting out their problems...

I myself is the worst kind of friend...I am never good...I just suddenly remembered one of my friend...My tears cant come out..But there is something that is making my heart very heavy...Well,he isnt here anymore...I cant do anything anymore for him...ha..Pathetic huh?
Well,what happened is really my secret...or i should say my "dark past"...I wont further go on it...
Being a good friend is hard...Ppl dun appreciate their current friend will just regret like me...Maybe with a bit of willingness and tolerance then will the future be brighter?

Well,ignore me...I know I dun hv the qualification to say all that haha...
But who cares...My blog isnt really read by anyone particular...And seldom find ppl who wanna read all right?

Haiz...whatever happens happens...Let it be...
I dont care anything also what...
well...Thats the last of it...
thx and good bye..
adios..
nitezz...

Regards,
Blues89™

Today is...Tuesday...

2008-12-01T09:08:00.000-08:00

It must been quite weird huh?
For me to be blogging for two days straight...Do I have a fever?

Well,I dunno why but I just suddenly feel like writing a post...It was now 1.09am...Kinda weird isnt it?

I was kinda busy actually but I just couldnt get the mood to continue doing my work,let me take a break will ya?

There is electronic report,telecomm assignment?,maths tutorial,exam few days later with 2 more exams coming the other week...
But I just couldnt get the hype of doing it...Zzz...Failure ,am I?

Today I was quite frustrated for several things...But actually almost same as usual..Just that maybe it become more and more frustrating than I thought...

I was glad that I havent totally lost myself,at least...I still know what to do for some cases...

Studies...What to do to let myself to get more involved with you?Please let me fall in love with you...I dont wanna see you then fall asleep!Please la...Haiz...

Games...Started to get involved in draft games but I just sense that it doesnt really suitable for our style...Haha...or maybe its not time yet...

Sports...YEP!! sports...I am going back this weekend after my saturday activities...SO!! I will try and go for some shootings in the basketball court...IT has been too long since I actually have a good sweat!Of cos..not from the heat..But from the tiredness and the feeling of contentment of doing something I like frm the bottom of my heart...Haha...I miss shooting my 3 points :P

Relationships...This kinda thing,I have totally no idea...How am I suppose to please you?Am I really good enough?Haha...But I did change a lot in these past few years...Is it for good or for bad?This...I cant tell...

Financial...My 3 housemates left my house le,means my family income less a lot already and thus increase the expenses as everything need to be paid by us alone...Streamyx bill especially...But now it does gives a very significant smoothness of websurfing...But what can I do?Find part time?@@" Haiz....

Time...What I need the most...I wasted too much for the past months...Which noted my first "fail" in exam at 2nd year 1st semester...I didnt really study much,didnt pay attention much...Guess I am really changing to be worse huh?

Body...I wish I can stop falling asleep...I should start my restrictions soon...Sleeping too late cos my body to be tired in the afternoon huh?@@"I dont wanna sleep...But my eyelids are super heavy which I cant take control of...Other than that,there is "some" people saying I am fat...:'( Thats sad...Haha...Hope my trip back to Kuantan may help me sweat off a few KG?

Skills...I wanna learn more skills and get excel in other skills...I wanna drive as good as others,I wanna learn guitar which I always give up after learning 3 or 4 chords...I wanna learn every single things that may benefit to my future life..Hope I will have the chance and the spirit to do so...

It has been quite long alread since I write this post...It is time for me to return to my assignment.Well,thank you for the remaining readers...Hahaha...
Stay well and good night!God bless.

Regards,
Blues89™

What is it?

2008-11-30T09:42:00.000-08:00

It is 1.44am...
Today is monday...
Later there is a tutorial...ADIS...I hvnt touch it at all...Haiz...

I was wondering...Will it go on like this?
Change...Tat is what i want,but is it something u can get when u ask for it?
Sometimes,i do wonder...What can i do?

haha...all i can do,be myself...try to be better...which really takes time...

I do hear lots of opinions...but i seldom use those opinions...Perhaps u can say im stuborn...haha...

Recently there has been a lot of things happening...And I do think a lot these times...If u ask me what are those things...I really dunno how to list out...haha...

Enough crap le...Time to sleep ...LOL...
Thx for anyone still here and good nitezz....

Regards,
Blues89™

What is this?o.O""

2008-11-23T09:11:00.000-08:00

I started to write this post at 1:11am...
Just bored so come here to "renew" a bit my blog as I seldom update it...
And my blog is always full with words and so..there is no readers should I say?
Haha...I lazy upload photo ma...Sorry lor..

I dunno still got ppl come to my blog anymore or not cos it is almost like a past d...
Last time everyone keep blogging..haha...then started to get lazy...My frens keep on blog till now...Maybe im the only one getting lazy...

What am i not bored of actually?I asked this question to myself frequently too...
Haha...Sadly,I had not found an answer to that yet...
If u say its DotA,I do get bored sometimes...Animes?Dramas?Studies?
I get bored of everything actually...But what else can I do?@@"
Finding what is of interest to me is kinda hard...haha...

Maybe the only time im not bored is when im still in secondary that time...throwing balls from morning 7 am to night 8am...at the basketball court for more than half a day...ahaha...That time is fun...but..it also turns me from fair to super dark..lolz..

Well..Actually there is not much meaning to this post...Just to write something to make my blog a bit updated haha,.....

Studies is killing me...I wanna start study..but i keep have excuses within me...asking me to do other things...rather than spend my time on studies...
Haiz...save me T.T
My results getting worse and worse...What the lect teach is getting blurer and blurer...
I am getting pro-er and pro-er in sleeping though...
Huan say I sleep,lecturer also tot i still listening to class...haha...
what a convenient skill?:P

Well then..its getting a bit late,im gonna take my leave here...

Good night and thx for reading if there is any raeder here ...haha..

Blues89™

Namewee love song~?XD

2008-11-11T05:44:00.000-08:00

Imagine Cup workshops?

2008-11-01T01:23:00.000-07:00

It is today...The day I be the lecturer!~haha...
but thanks to who...YY!! you lepas my aeroplane make me alone in this imagine cup thing...
whats worse is that i joined the technical team and im suppose to give THE WORKSHOP!
lolz...i am responsible for mashup which is something I totally have no idea what it is...
haha...

early in the morning,i wake up and come to college...right before 8 ~_~"Sleepy neh~
Then light breakfast is provided and i went to dk3 to listen for a speech...
after that,i led my mashup "students" to D108...lol...only 6 come..but..i think thats good..if there is more..i'll shake my legs haha..~

My senior did come for me as well..thank her >.<~
Although my slides are very little but I manage to WASTE the time till around 12...haha~~

its the first time becoming a teacher...-,-"Something hard to believe in ...
well ,after the hard work...of delaying the time....
Domino pizza is there to reward us..^^"

And now i am at D303 online while sitting in other people's workshop....haha...What to do here?write blog lor..sien ma...

Ok lor...i just write for fun only since my blog so long nvr update...haha...

Regards,
Blues89™

yoyoyo~~~

2008-10-06T03:40:00.000-07:00

yo~~new sem started today...
wake up by 7..>.<~ class at 9 though..haha
i wake up to burn dvd for my sis...who knows...what luck i have..
my dvd burner got error..lolz!!
so early wake up just for nothing...zzZ
then i nvm its ok..
when reach college...its 9...what happen?our lect fly our aeroplane...
2 hours doing ntg ...dang~
wth is happening wor...lol...
after maths class..there is another class for the first class lect as well...but its hours apart...so...take the initiative to go to the lect room and ask...
and in there only we knew..that lect wont be here for the whole week!!
WALAO nvr inform us ler...deng~~~~

>.<~

haiz...what a life haha...
enough about that..new sem new life new beginning..haha
life is gonna get tough if u get what i mean..haha
i wont be so free writing story as such like the previous post...hehe...

hmm...end it with a saying should we?

"There is only one rule to love,and that is to make your beloved happy."
i quote it frm an anime though...haha
if u love someone,it doesnt realy mean u must have that someone..wishing for their happiness might ended up in a bit sorrow for ourself..but we should be happy for they found their other half...haha

good days ladies and gentleman,take k~

ADIOS~~~

Blues89™

A story ?@@"

2008-09-18T02:22:00.001-07:00

It was not long before they met.It was just fate that brings them to know each other,they are staying so far apart yet just by this thread of fate they get to know each other.

This story took place in the modern world.And they are in their teens.As teenagers live,they normally fool around and love become quite a topic for them but yet..Do they really understand whats that?

There is this guy who live in a small house nearby the lake.The girl was just there by coincidence just for vacation.This guy is well-mannered as in such a peaceful village by the lake,he developed a good personality but its just that he is too quiet.He only lives alone with no one to talk to except animal and so on...Well,cant blame him right?

The story goes on as this girl who pass by the lake stop by just to feast her eyes on the views of the lake,crystal clear water,fresh air,bird chirping that made out a good music.Everything just seems so peaceful.This girl is used to the city life thats why she is quite different from the guy.

This guy who happens to be there as well fall in love with her at first sight.They started on as friends and the girl came to the lake everyday and they became very good friends.Till one day,he confessed to the girl.But the girl who thinks its impossible jsut treat it as a joke.

The guy didnt put much hope on it and just live on.Everytime he saw her,his heart aches.The girl is still enjoying her summer vacation happily there.The guy is easly pleased...He is happy enough as the girl is happy.He likes her,he wants her to be happy.Thats what he hoped for.One day,he went to the mountain to get some fresh flowers for her,as he only knows how to make the girl happy only through giving her flowers.

There is this flower that grows only at the mountain top.This flower symbols the purity of ones.He wants to get that flower to give her as a present to say that she is as pure as snow and is very innocent.On the day he went up the mountain,storm came.Tragic happens.

The girl went to the guy's house just to find out he is no longer there.It has been a few days,yet there is still no news of him.On the last day of her vacation,she came for one last look trying to say good bye to him.To her amazement,in front of the house is full of white.The flower of purity filled the place.

Nobody knows but we know...That is the last present he gave.The girl is dissapointed but after seeing the flowers,she gave a big smile.To him,it was the best present ever.He only wanted her to be happy and thats his only wish he is willing to die for.

-------END OF STORY--------

lolz...
tomorow exam ar...i ntg to do at here write stories...last day of exam!!GAMBATE!!>.<~

aza aza!!!programming...but then...no mood to study haiz...
other ppl already went out having fun and yet im here wasting my time writing meaningless story...
wish me luck on tomorow paper ba :P

oh yea,im going back to kuantan around monday i think...few days to go!:D

kuantan im coming back!!><"

well thats all for today...jsut to update the blog a bit..
Thanks for reading or browsing this page...hahah
bye

Regards,
Blues89™

hmm...whats life?

2008-09-01T18:06:00.000-07:00

Well,its been more than 1 year since i came to kl...
maybe i get overconfident myself that i didnt study much...
now there is 2 subject that might really fail me and cause me to resit or repeat...

haiz..what to do ler?study more more and more...but...is time sufficient for me?
and these few days i keep laze around doing what i normally do...anime,dota,whatever things that are all unrelated to my studies...hmm....well...i really dunno what im doing over here actually...hope that i can win over myself and get started with my studies...
>.<~

life life life...

stressed is just desserts if u can reverse

troubles are meant to help us to grow but..sometimes trouble hinders us from growing further as this trouble is really too huge for us to solve...

enough of those...well now...whats real and whats not?@@"
when am i real and when am i not?
when am i serious or when am i not?
haha...
im getting too bored here before going for extra classes in college...i keep talk trash here=,=

although i think nobody view this...but still..
thanks :P

Blues89™

hmm..back to zero?@@"

2008-07-22T03:48:00.000-07:00

Haha once again I'm back...never thought of updating actually...cos lazy get the pics from my hp ma...
know la...im a lazy guy wakkaka!!

ok..this is another time i went to 1 u...the genting trip....got too many pics hard to upload haha...

but its fun playing so many new things for the 1st time..especially the "jump floor machine"....tiao lou ji...haha....so high ler...lolxD

ok..its another FOOD introducing i guess...haha...
my blog become food blog =x

this time is 1 u's Sakae Sushi...

first...comment on its IS ~_~
geng lor..use pc to order de wor haha....

see this
U click the food u want and the quantity there...wait awhile..and...
TADAAA!!! the food is here...lol...notice the mouse at the back of the glass?xD

This is what we called...ramen!!>.<~
hehe..what ramen i forgot d...lol....

Another RAMEN!!!>><~
cos i think most "dai sek" also is ramen ba....u see la...1 plate rm 5.9,3.9 and 2.9.....
dun dare take..haha...
>.<>~

thats all for my intro bout food this time....await for another GOURMET!!>.<~!!!
hehe....thx for viewing...bb

wakakak~back once again~

2008-07-07T04:34:00.000-07:00

haha..long time no see...long time no update...
long time no check...long time no visit...
-_-" what also long time d...zzz...

ok la..
just wanna say WEDNESDAY GOING TO GENTING!!
WALAO EH~~~
hahaha...

ntg muc to say la...
dinner ehre d..
and my bro bought 5 dvd of MAR!!
MARCHEN AWAKENS ROMANCE!!
Time to cook bubur~~~
=_=""

ok lor...btw...after back from genting if free..i update with pics lor..
so slowly wait lor
hahhaa///
good ler?:P

"Reappear in the glu"

2008-06-13T09:32:00.000-07:00

LOL...
重出江湖~

haha...
i come back to my own blog again to crap~_~"
since its been quite some time since i update this blog...
but sorry to dissapoint u...no good food pictures today :P

Next~~
the timetable in the new semester is really a hectic...
the time...really make me cant sleep much..
cos used to sleeping around 1 or 2 am...
the class starts at 9 am almost EVERYDAY!!
zzz....

to make it worse...
starting next week...8 am also got...replacements though....
but i dont think will be better to how...HAIZ....

next....i got myself into deep trouble...
whats depletion region..?LOL...need to presewnt...and mr chong say...must be quite detailed...cos very important...-_-""" then shuldnt ask me la..aiyo T_T

others....english...need to write long report but then...Title hard to choose ler...
haiz...
espedially with my teammates...the dota team...talk talk discuss discuss....suddenly dota come out..
not long report d...

thats the new life in this new semester though...
the subjects getting harder as well...
hope i can cope with it...

thats all for today
God blessed and good night!

Another night at 1 utama~

2008-04-20T05:20:00.000-07:00

I went wth my family for dinner again at 1 utama...

This is the menu!!

This is the place!! Paddington house of pancakes!~

Below are the pictures...~
I am a bit lazy to continue write though....haha....

Last picture is mine....super big size ler~can eat till very full...
but everytime i eat here...
the price really....over common sense >.<~
rm170++ for 5 ppl...
1 ppl 30+ ler...

haiz...but...
try new stuffs is good !
quite nice ler ahaha